june or nt june?

asked raf to hlp mi tell ms phang tt im gg for the june course. JIA YOU!!! rahman juz lent mi his ss and dnt notes. 我要考取好成绩!!! LIWEN, U CAN DO IT!!! JIA YOU!!!

duh!

i'm unable to gt to slp... duno wats bothering mi and keeping mi awake... time nw is 1213... juz hang up with guowei abt an hr ago. i didnt expect him to call mi. bt once i saw his name flickering on my hp caller id, i knew wat hes gg to tok to mi abt liao. bt he tried to tok abt other stuffs all tt first lar. so tt i wun suspect. and so, he toked abt dnt. PLS LAR UNCLE... U OSO DNT STUDENT. OCT OF COZ HAND IN COURSEWORK LIAO STILL TOK... haha... lao kok kok... he persuaded mi to go for the june course... ms phang oso told mi tt she will put mi in priority for the june course. bt do u noe the feeling of being a spare tyre? hmm... and nw im in 2 minds abt gg for the course... kinda scared too u noe? im nt so independent. yet u wan mi to tek bus to PA MYSELF, march into PA MYSELF? if the ppl there are nice, i dun mind. bt wat if i meet those monsters i met during sec2 atc??? dey realli gave mi phobia.
and i tink tt ms phang is sending jolyn for the june course. and nw if i go for the june one coz dec one onli allow 1 cadet, wun i be snatching jolyn's place AGAIN???
aniway, i'll try tok to ms phang tml and c hw lor. somemore tml is fri. maybe gt np... can consult rahman... there's onli gw and rahman i can tok to... the rest ar?? err...

NW, FOCUS ON STUDIES!!! Os ARE MORE IMPT!!!

nt getting ani better yet

im still disappointed over the news ms phang broke to mi ytd. i cant believe such things happen to mi so quickly sia. haiz... and i noe tt she wasnt joking wif mi. she wun pull my leg for tis kinda thingy lor... bt i juz kept consolling myself tt shes juz jking wif mi... until raf showed mi all the forms for the course... she has the form, and i dun have... lol... naive, aint i? HEY!!! WHERE'S MY FORM?????? HUH? Y DIDNT U GIV MI MY FORM?! cant u juz photocopy an extra copy for mi??? and frm tis, i can cfm tt ms phang is realli nt jking wif mi... im sacrificed.

haha... lets nt tok abt it animore... its all fated right? lets tok abt smth happi!!! lol... shawna saw mi juz nw at haven. she told mi tt i slimmed dwn alot... haha... bt too bad she didnt noe tt i've actually gained 3kgs during the study wk. lol
I NID TO GO ON DIET!!! PROMS CUMING!!!

sigh

ms phang told mi tt im sacrificed for the ci course. can u believe it? hw gd!!! she made mi feel lyk i'm riding on a roller coaster... took mi high, and made mi fall hard. my dreams are shattered. i noe tt she's nt the one hu made the decision. nvm. i'm a very open minded person... i dun tink using my butt. maybe its nt a bad thing after all. coz i wun be feeling diff or guilty facing jolyn. although its nt tt i snatched her place deliberately. i was caught into surprise as well when ms phang told mi tt im selected for the course.

OH!!! I'M HAPPI LYK A BIRD!!!

fjss sports fiesta

today is fjss sports fiesta... post exam activity... the juniors are so happi... all enjoying themselves... while us, mugging lyk a log at haven... juz a few distances away and the way we behave are completely diff.
saw npcc... gave mi strength to carry on studying. lol. ms phang told mi tt raf and i are cfm liao. and tink tt dey noe abt it... i keep wanting to tell dem bt promised raf nt to sae... tis feeling is terrible. arrgh!!!
and i duno wat some of dem wan... nvm. dey may neglect their studies and regret later. while for mi? i'm happi lyk a bird!!! coz i studied lar. haha... and i wun leave ani regrets.

O Level Science Practical Examination

today is o lvl sci prac. we made a very funni mistake. coz e3 and e4 entered wrong lab. haha... e3 entered e4's lab, and e4 entered e3's lab. omg~ exam haven started and giv us such a shock liao. lol. and funni thing is tt... those hu entered the lab, didnt c wat the experiment was abt!!! omg~~~ wasted!!! haha... nah, juz kidding. heng no one sees it. coz it might be considered as cheating.
i gt zinc nitrate for chem prac. hope its correct. phy prac was actually ez... quite fun oso. nv did anithing litat before... 2 more wks to theory!!! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
and u noe wat??? TIS IS NO JOKE!!! ITS NOT CA, NOT MOCK, NOT PRELIMS!!! ITS O LEVELS!!! i cant believe it!!!

LIWEN, ALL THE BEST!!! JIA YOU!!!

tMl ScI PrAc LiAo!!!

went back sch awhile today... and came hm... coz sch is too noisy liao... ji nei nei... lol. cant concentrate at all!!! and we took a pic wif diva... hehe...
tml is o lvl sci practical liao!!! quite nervous and excited... LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

sTuDy WeEk

study wk has started... morning went temple wif mum and took a cab back to sch to study. quite fun. I WAN TO GET L1R4 < 12!!!
oh yar... saw him at 190 today on the way to temple... hehehe...
and a gp of teachers frm japan came to our sch... mrs yee was taking dem touring ard the sch. and dey actually treated us lyk some animals in the zoo... keep" may i?"-ing, asking us for permission to tek our pic when we were studying... DUH!!! i wan my modelling fees... hehe... and eunice and i were elated. coz we're gg to be famous when the japanese show the pics to other students in japan... HAHA...

LaSt dAy...

today is the last day of sch... kinda sad when we 'demolished' our own klzrm... its done up by all of us... our hardwork... everything's gone nw...
ms phang gave us her farewell gift. its gg to be my O Levels lucky charm. I'M MOTIVATED!!! I WAN TO SCORE WELL FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!
today is the last time we all say " thank you ms phang ", yet i cant even force myself to sae it properly. i was afraid tt i wld end up crying...
mrs wong came in to wish us all the best as well...
didnt tek a klz photo. coz ms phang was involved in a duno wat minister thingy...

is tis the end of the story of 4e3? 6 warriors? 2e3'03? all my bestest buddies in fjss?

NO!!! DEFINITELY NOT!!!

Diva

diva gave mi present today... bk mark and a bear. and a packet of smarties too!!! i'm so touched... dun seem to detest her animore... haha... maybe its bcoz 日就深情 bah... haha...