Wednesday, January 30, 2008

流星

好久没有你的消息。
在你突然消失不见的前一天晚上,我看见了有生以来的第一颗流星。
我把对你的思念告诉了流星。
它似乎懂我的心情,便带着我的思念,向你住家方向飞去。
你,收到了吗?
你的突然失踪,是流星把你,连同我们之间的一切绑架了吗?

我真的以为,你没什么大不了。
我真的希望,你没什么大不了。
我能够肯定,你没什么大不了。。。

Monday, January 28, 2008

At the bus on the way home, I stood beside this guy.
And I thought to myself "whoa, not bad!".
And I didn't even take a proper glance at him.

We alighted at the same stop.
We crossed the same overhead bridge.
I was too hungry and walked faster than him.
I saw a figure walking beside me, I knew it was him.
The next thing I know, he placed one of his arms on my shoulders and used another one to screw my head!
I was about to retaliate when he shouted in mandarin "oie! you still the same ar! always beat me!" And gave me his cheeky smile.

It took me quite awhile to figure who he is.
And then I went "ai zai pok!" (shortie)
He replied " yar lar! pui eh! " (fatty)

THAT IDIOT!

He used to be my tuition classmate.
He used to be so short, and I always place my hands on his shoulders and give him a "you are bloody short" look.
He used to be pinched and beaten by me.
He used to let me copy our tution homework.
He used to play badminton with my younger bro and I when we were still in pri school.
His sister used to be my Amath and Emath tutor (pure coincident).
He suddenly M.I.A after promoted to secondary school.
According to mum, she still sees him every now and then.
But I always don't get to see him although he just live at the block opposite of mine.
After so long, I finally see him!!! =D

Man! He's freaking tall now.
In the past, I could see exactly what's on top of his head!
But just now, I had to lean forward and stretch out my hands hard before I could knock his head!
I told him I can't call him ai zai pok anymore.
And he told me proudly "I think I can still call you "pui eh" ".
Still so sickening..!

Like the past, we bought 2 cans of drinks from 213 and sat down at the playground.
Talked about our former tutor.
Talked about my cousin (whom used to be in the same tution class as well).
Talked about 2 of the tution mates who lives above my unit.
Talked about how's life for us.
Talked about the curry my mum made.
Talked about the luxury of being the only son in his family. (He has 2 younger and 2 elder sisters!)
Talked about me being the only female among siblings.
Talked about our plans for future.
Talked about anything under the sun.

And, we strolled to our respective blocks.
I need to pass by his block before I reach mine.
We don't know who should send who home.
So, we parted at the carpark that is in the middle of his block and my block.
HAHA!

I told my mum about this once I reached home.
And she asked me "then never ask him when he wants to eat my curry again ar?"
It was then I realized, we didn't exchange contact!
ARGH! Guess its probably another 4 years before we meet again.

As you know, my mum's pattern. I gave her a severe warning: DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID BEHIND MY BACK AR!

Really nice seeing him again.
Those were the days. =)

Sunday, January 27, 2008

How many days to holidays???

Don't scold me. Don't nag at me. Don't stare at me!
I... I..... I...........

Went Kbox again ytd!
Courtesy of Jolyn. =)

Met her after the CI meeting.
But we got a super duper small room luh.
Like if you stand up and sing, you could just knock onto the table even if you make a slightest movement while singing.
How cosy hur.
But the both of us still shivered like we're undergoing cold turkey. Brrr...

And I just came back from market with my family!
Had a fabulous breakfast, and off we went to shop for CNY! =)
I like all the yelling and shouting of "come, come, cheap cheap sell!" feeling. HAHA.
And it was so crowded that I sweated like pig after walking for only 10minutes! Grrr...
Anyway, main point is that, bro says he's gonna bring me to sing K! *grin*

I didn't neglect my studies HOR!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

温暖

人,最需要温暖了。

不论是脾气坏得像随时会爆发的火山,

还是冷酷到连一个眼神就能冻死人的雪人,

他们都需要温暖。

我喜欢给人温暖。

把我的温暖给人的同时,我也能够从他们身上得到温暖。

我喜欢你内心感到寒冷时,会来向我取暖。

我喜欢你遇到挫折时,会来向我倾诉。

我喜欢你难过时,会很放心地在我面前流露出真我。

你知道,我是一个不喜欢冷落周围朋友的人。

所以,不用觉得你会为我带来更多困扰而感到内疚。我一点也不嫌弃!

原因很简单。因为你是我的朋友。

难过时,就大哭。哭完后,拍拍胸膛 从新开始。

凡是都会有雨过天晴的一天。

*能放心地哭一场 是再微笑的力量

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My lungs are still here!

I went k student with jolyn ytd!
Sang my lungs out. They almost burst!

And today, I went k student AGAIN!
With dc.
And my throat came off together with my lungs.

Next time, I shall try going for k lunch. then extend to k student. and then extend to k golden.
You will see my cabin with many intenstines hanging around.

HAHAHAH

Monday, January 21, 2008

怎样?

巴士来了,可我人还在离巴士车站10米的地方。
我知道,如果我用跑的话,一定能够赶上。
这已经不是第一次了。
但奇怪的是,我从来没想过:我,应该追上去吗?
而且,为什么要追呢?
追到了,又怎样?
追不到,又会怎样?

发觉,原来我竟然没有追巴士的习惯。
错过一辆巴士,可能导致我错过巴士以外的人、事、物。
这些我明明知道。但是,我就是没想过改掉“不追巴士”的习惯!

我就是这样顽固。
也就是因为我的顽固,所以有许多事情没做、许多话没说。
因为,做了又怎样?没做,又会怎样?
把心里的话说出来了会怎样?
没把它说出来,又会怎样?

也许做了,我的人生又可以划掉一项 "To do list" 了。
这样,我就会少了一些遗憾。

我知道,我外表冷酷、我沉默寡言。
但我是个典型的魔羯座。
我不能整天装着嬉皮笑脸。
偶尔累了想沉默一下,又被视为情绪化。

也许把话说出来,你就能够更明白我的心意。
也许,你会更加了解我。
真正的我。
真正的我的焦急、
真正的我的不安、
真正的我的梦想、
真正的我的理想、
真正的我的渴望。。。

但是,我把话都说出来的话,
你会愿意仔细地聆听吗?
然后,你就也会告诉我你心里的话吗?
你会因为我想听,所以愿意说给我听吗?
原来,我也需要一个能够倾诉的人啊?
原来,我是那么渴望你对我说出心里话的啊?
我怎么都没发现?

就算你对我出心里话,
又怎样?

结果,又会怎样?

Sunday, January 20, 2008

曹格 - 无辜



I salute to Gary Cao ge!
He totally rocks the music industry!
3 Cheers to my superman! =)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

OPEN HOUSE!

I helped out HMS for open house today! =)
No, I'm not crazy. And it's not that I've got nothing better to do.
Just feel that It's the last sem we're spending at NgeeAnn already, and I've contributed too little.
On top of that, LKF treats us so well. How can I ignore the SOS?!

Haha.
Although I've got programs planned for today already, I find that it's better for me to help out instead of giving stupid excuses.
I'm glad that I went! Coz it totally rocks!
The yummy donuts from the goodie bags were my source of motivation. HAHAHA.
Have to thank Cindy's very on bf for the goodie bag. And not to forget, thanks YongSheng to spur up my kiasu-ness eh!
Dinned at alumni with some CHS peeps after the open house.
Talk about eating. I think eating at least 4 meals a day has become my habit.
4 Full meal! (Which excludes my snacks, high tea, etc).
Please please please!!! Stop me from eating sooooooo much ok!

My day was well spent.
Although I had lesser time to spend with my new love.
But oh well... I'll buck up! hees!

And now, I've to have another round of dinner.
Forgot to tell mummy not to cook my dinner. (Which doesnt make any difference; she'll just cook anyway. )

ARGH! *slap my stomach*

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Wohoo~

I've found a new love!
This love has been developed since I was very young.
Finally! After so long. And my parents approved of it too! They didn't nag at me!
I'll show all my love and compassion. I know sometimes I'm such a retard, but I won't give up on it! NO,NO,NO! =)

happy happy~ hees.

And few days ago in school, some of my class peeps celebrated my bday with me!
We were having our presentation discussion. As you know, I like to look at something and stone. Then Huiqi scolded me for stoning (I was staring towards her direction). *Can you feel my heartache? Huiqi scolded me! =( ). Then the next thing i knew was, a cake was placed infront of me! wehehehe!

According to Huiqi, she was trying very hard to take out the cake from her bag to surprise me but i kept staring at her direction. So she had to scold me to make me look at the other direction! hahaha.

Many many thanks for those who celebrated my birthday! hehehe.
And thanks nana darling for the coloured pens! heeeeeeees!
And I think we really have telepathy. The moment I touched the gift, I already knew what's inside! You must be my long-lost relative lar! =D
She just can't take it that my hands are small enough to squeeze into this small pouch! HAHAHAH! =)

Sunday, January 13, 2008

IRRITATING!

I'm very disgusted!
I've finally experienced what people always meant by " the more you explain, the more complicating things will get ".

But do I have to allow myself to turn a deaf ear to things going on around?
You know best that I don't like to do things that are against my conscience.
You know how much courage does it take to initiate to talk things out?
And you think it's very funny to spread it to the whole world while I'm the last person to find out about it?
Please lar. I'm sick and tired of giving in already! I don't see why do I always have to be the one to compromise!

Please do some self reflection how many times you've been treating me like an idiot already!
Stop acting like you're oh-so-great, and then behaving like another person at the other side of Singapore!

Give and take, give and take. Yar right! BULLSHIT!
So who's going to give in to me!?

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Happy Birthday to ME!


Hellooooooooo!
First thing first, I would like to thank all of you who've wished me happy birthday.
It's really heart-warming. =)

Had CCA orientation. But didn't really have the chance to look at the future sec 1s. For all I know, they looked really short and cute!!! =D

Left Fajar earlier, coz wanna cut cake with my family first. Before I left Fajar, the cadets found out that it was my birthday and they sang birthday song to me. =D They looked so funny when alot of them were carrying alot of logistics. Then they quickly put them down and sing me the song. haha. thanks alot! =)

Celebrated my birthday with my younger brother. Our birthdays is just one day away! So, today is his 15th birthday! happy birthday my dear! =D

After that met the Fajar CIs at plaza mac to chill out. And then met up with my cliques after the CIs went home.

Thanks honey for the stamps. That's really sweet! =)
Thanks Bok and Jolyn for the balloon. Because of it, I had to walk home from plaza. HAHA.
Thanks dc and frances for the big jar of M&Ms! The colours could brighten up my whole day!
Thanks Chew hua for the water bottle! It's only 500ml! So I can bring it to school without hassle. And I can drink lesser plain water!!! =D
Last but not least, a very big big Thank You to my whole family to refurnish my whole room! It's really really really nice and I love it ALOT! =))



Happy Birthday to Chen Huiting and Ng Pei Jun too! =)

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

HOLIDAYS?!

I need a break . I need a break . I need a break . I need a break . I need a break . !!!

I know I know, holidays are just over.. But assignments keep rolling in and they are piling up like a moutain now!

You tell me how can I enjoy this week?

I've been sitting down on my study table for an hour doing advanced translation.
But all I've done was only one paragraph.
ARGH!

My eyelids keep closing by themselves. Why huh?!
Gosh. I seriously need a dose of Sweetalk Oreo Chocolate.
Haven't been drinking it for ages!
No wonder I'm so lost.

Don't be surprised if a mad lady appear on the news tomorrow for climbing up the roof top and scream.

Can i have my punching bag?

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Scream!

argh! i wanna shout, i wanna yell, i wanna scream!
I sense something. My instinct doesnt lie to me.
You tell me how am i suppose to cope with it!?
I don't even know what's with me.
No one believes mi!

*runs around the room and bangs my head hard on the wall*
*hug my head and pull my hair and scream*

Hoping for the best. =)

Monday, January 07, 2008

Batok!

Travelled to bt.batok today after lesson.
Miss my childhood place man.

I lost count of how mani eggs i had today.
1, 2, 3, 4......???

I hope for the best. =)

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Shop, shop, SHOPPING!!!

Finally had the time to go shopping with mummy today!
Had lots of gains~
I'm going to furnish my room soon!

-till then! =)

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Today.

Today is the most exciting day for me ever since school started.
Modern Chi Lit test in the afternoon. Hopefully i can score some presentable marks eh.

Just came back from plaza mac with some area19 CIs. Got to know that my dear Rahman is down with chicken pox, and this is what he said.

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
hello

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
i got chicken pox ah li wen

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
help me

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
hahha

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
come my house i give u some

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
hahha

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
31 dec i kenna

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your streets tonight says:
new year present

LOL! that means, he's not that sick afterall. Get well soon! =)

btw. Is this the exciting-est limit i can go when school reopens!? ARGH!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

1st day of school!

School reopens for me today!
Tossed around my bed and managed to fall asleep in no time.
Than at 11.31pm, my hp rang.
I took a look at the caller ID and picked up the call. (Didn't even wonder why this idiot would call me out of nothing)

Me: Hello?
Horsey: Hello
Me: What you want?
Horsey: You know who am I?
Me: Stupid horse face lar
Horsey: eh? you know ar?
Horsey: eh, you hungry or not?
Me: huh?
Horsey: We're under your block now leh. Come down leh
Me: *roll eyes* don't lie!
Horsey: really lar.
Me: who are you with?
Horsey: a roasted pig lor
Me: who? yanzu ar?
Horsey: *laughs* yar.
Me: i still don't believe. What's the noise of your backgroud?
Horsey: Radio lar. You don't believe you go to your window now
Me: *walks to the window and looked at my void deck* never see you leh
Yanzu: We're beside the red colour car.
Me: i cannot see leh
Yanzu: you still don't believe?
Me: yar lar.
Yanzu: ok, i prove to you.

*followed by a honk*

that was when i woke up totally, and realized that i was on the phone with the 2 guys. HAHA!
And that was also when did i realize that they are under my block means they are under my block, in the car; not under my block as in void deck!

Oh man! We're really grown up now! my friends are driving to my house, and not like the past whereby they would sit and stone under the void deck!

But then again, can someone tell me, how idiot can they be, you tell me!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

2008!

IT'S 2008!

A VERY GREAT BEGINNING, AND I HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER AND BETTER! =)