bOrInG wKeNd...

tis wk end seems so bored... cant drive myself into serious wk... juz lyk ytd, when i tried to do the geo notes... the moment i open the bk i felt slpy and fell asleep immediately... juz nw wanted to wk on my dnt folio, bt the moment i saw my workpiece, i feel no motivation... duno y i brought the whole thing home the other day... nw i nid to bring everything back to wkshp again when sch reopen... my wkpiece juz dun look nice... muz do smth to improve on its look... so tt at least can gt some more marks frm the design criteria... aniway, realli thnx to rx & hl for ur motivation, yeah? lol...

so hungry... ytd mummy fried bee hoon and lao shu fen... still got leftovers... juz ate 2 plates b4 cuming online... hehe... nw mummy and papa went market dating liao... waiting for dem to packet mi my food oso... hohoho~ i can predict tt i'll be eating and slping the whole day today... later got ge dou tian wang... *hehe* finally liao... lalala... go watch ai qing feng wei wu liao le~

LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

I hAtE mYsElF!!!

i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself!!! arrgh!!! was tossing on my bed ytd night tinking abt my dnt project... i juz cant have peace in my mind... i guess i'll remain litat until the day when my O Level results are out... y cant i plan properly? y am i so enthu, too enthu!!!, wanting to gt my workpiece done asap, without even tinking?! to tink tt im actually a dnt student... and toad had been telling mi off for not planning properly... i told myself again and again tt i've got to learn to plan properly. so wat if i brought my whole workpiece back home? i cant do anithing wif it... cant even find a washer tt can fit in the nut. shit!!! i still have my folio to do... wat the hell!!! so mani things!!! and the submission date is getting nearer!!! time will nv pause juz for mi!!! and i hate it when ppl keep on saying dnt is ez all tt bullshit!!! esp ppl frm e2 and e1... dey tink we tek dnt coz we're poor in sci and math... whenever i mentioned abt my dnt, dey will definitely sae: dnt is ez wat... y sae so hard?" pls lar, its nt ur sec1 and sec2 those kind of kids' play ok? it requires alot of tinking and planning and flexibility ok? u said u tek dnt b4 and u find it ez... so wat if i tell u i took art since i was in nursery and i always scored well in tis sub? dey are not the same ok? smtimes pls dun be so stubborn and assume things in ur way... i am damn pissed off... sry if i sound so sarcastic... esp aud. coz u tek art oso... bt im bt trying to offend anione... its juz my emotions...

aniway, managed to slp after 3hrs of tossing on my bed... den my stupid korkor called my hp at 5 to ask mi hlp him to open the door's chain at 1st... fine... i opened and went back to slp... den after tt he called mi again and asked mi to open the door to let him in coz he forgot to bring his keys... sian 1/2... nxt time if u wan to ton outside, pls remember to bring ur keys ok? thnk god i did nt ignore u and let u slp right at the doorstep or mek u go jing san ling lim more kopi until morning...

msn still nt ok yet... came online cant find the blogskin i wan... listened to graduation and browsed through our np pics and those cozy smses and testis... realli wished tt we could turn back the time, juz for awhile and im contented... haiz... heard ppl commenting abt np ytd and i juz replied back: u tok too much..." cant stand ppl speaking ill abt np... and im sure u wun lyk it when ppl mocked at ur cca right? so pls put urself into other ppl's shoes... i was so delighted when i heard frm raf tt guowei actually said tt he lyk our squad best, coz we're all made up of diff kinds of characters... was trying to c whether graduation lyrics fit us anot... and i found out tt it actually did...

And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downThese memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real blueStay at home talking on the telephoneWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at ourselves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels

[1] - As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome WhateverWe will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobsAnd we make the big moneyWhen we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single ruleWill little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la:We will still be friends foreverWill we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?I guess I thought that this would never endAnd suddenly it's like we're women and menWill the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

we were chatting wif one another during our last annual camp... the feeling was so close... for the past 4 yrs, its the 1st time we actually sat together as a squad and chatted happily. did stupid things and cracked silly jokes, talking abt our future... and its during the night in june... :S its onli den we started to treasure the times we had together, and cried so hard... as if the harder we cry, the higher the possibility tt we can return to the past... we started sending each other smses and testis, and organised gathering... all these are to maintain our strong bonding... and after leaving fajar sec after our Os, will we actually remember all these wonderful memories? the lyrics juz fit so much... almost every single wrd triggers my memory... and i luv tis phrase:

"I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly"

its not gdbye... its time for us to fly... we had been complaining tt our potentials are not being recognised by the CIs and TOs... so, its another path for us to prove to dem our ability. and congrats to raf and jolyn hu managed to 'fly' one step ahead of us... =) dun gt too proud, eh? coz the rest of the 9th batch ncos are catching up!!!

LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

i'M hAvInG dEpReSsIoN!!!

wah!!! onli managed to gt the superstar's result tis morning walking to sch wif aud and qy... wah lau!!! y muz wei cong be out?!?!?! wat the... y jason was in? are the judges blind? omg!!! I WAN WEI CONG BACK~~~ whole journey was toking abt superstar... kind of isolated aud bhind... bt duno wat to sae to her... coz she was lyk... duno hw to sae... its her pattern... cfm sae i treat her as transparent or wateva...
mark didnt cum to sch today... actually saved one packet of sweets he left for mi b4 pon-ing csp... wan to let him eat today one.. bt den i tink ever since i sit beside him, his illness doesnt seem to show ani progress... in fact, worse... den zailani sae wan do gp wk... den whole klz onli i no partner, coz onli mark absent... so turn and gp wif dc and hk lor... aniway i tink if i gp wif mark oso will nv gt into serious business one... coz we will be crapping... haha... whole day seemed so long in sch... coz nobody to tok to... 1st time find mark so useful... haha... bt ks gt sit bside mi during lessons lar... bt den oso kana scolding and bashing frm mi... cant hlp it... tts mi!!! =p
went 163 eat chicken rice and den go plaza buy my magnet catcher for my project... wah... my project... got abit of prob. y muz tis happen to mi juz when i am abt to finish the whole thing? nvm, there is always a solution... brought the whole thing hm today... will further examine it when im free... LIWEN, U CAN DO IT!!!
walked hm qif aud... tt rx duno y suddenly walk wif us to bustop... den b4 tt came dnt wkshop find us... i mean dc... or shld i sae seetoh... or whoeva... den still sae dnt wkshp very noisy... noisy den dun cum in lor... its nt tt u've nv been into wkshp b4...

its drawing nearer...
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

sOmEtHiNg'S wRoNg wIf Mi

smthing's wrong wif mi... there's juz tis feeling keep restricting mi to alot of things... duno hw to describe... i hope its nt abt him to let mi feel tis way... and there's tis thing i wld lyk to hear frm him... bt doesnt seem to have ani chance at all... i cant c him everyday... left mi here, clueless... haiz...

we didnt swop klzed today... coz jm leg is recovering fast... gd bones, eh? bt den hero turn into panda... tot tt he is hero for 4e3 coz can free us frm climbing up 4 storeys for at least a wk or so... bt den god noes tt mr ling didnt allow us to change klz... sian 1/2
ran 2 labs during p.e today... den after tt dey cant decide on wat to play, so fangjia and i decided to continue running... den after running one more round dey ask us to stop and join dem for captain's ball... wohoo~ gd game... haha... some guys joined us too... coz we nt enuff players... actually gt guys play oso gd... haha... coz usually dey will defend coz dey are tall enuff... den juz nw eunice is our captain... den seetoh didnt even dare to touch abit of her hair... haha... gdgd... ^_^ den dey play until very violent and blur oso... duno hu and hu gp... coz the guys keep kana catch by mr ong coz dey pon their napfa retest to join the game... haha... den there was once when i was trying to pick up a ball rolling on the floor... i bent dwn and wanted to pick it up... den duno when and where, 3 person frm bhind juz bang onto mi and dragged mi abit on my knees... *roti prata* lol... cecilia was one of dem... and very funni... u noe wat she sae? : liwen, ni bu yong gui xia lai de... dotz dotz... haha... she was nt even aware tt she was one of dem hu pulled mi dwn man~ *blur*
emath probability test today... sian diao... hope can pass... dnt... hope can score!!! so mani ppl pon geo csp today... our batch is hopeless...
after sch went to do dnt... lacquer abit... den wan to spray paint it... duno lar, c dey got extra paint or wat anot bah. den went up art rm to find aud... waited quite long... coz she doing smth for her blog...

dnt submission date is drawing nearer...

juz wan to share a chinese proverb wif u guys...
Man has two ears and one tongue so that he may listen twice as much as he speaks
LIWEN!!! JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

tOdAy dId NoT rAiN...

haiz... didnt rain today... gt both gd and bad lar... gd is finally can go parade sq to assemble liao... long time didnt go there for assembly liao... wonder if the parade sq missed mi anot... hehe... tis morning aud didnt meet us... coz she had a dental appointment... so onli left wif mi and qy... on the way tok abt chew and aloy... nw den i noe im nt the onli one hu is tinking so much... haha... yuan lai she oso share the same tots wif mi... realli waiting for tt moment... hehe... cant wait... im nt mad ok? muhahaha
den reached sch liao saw jian ming and horsey sitting outside G.O... almost forgot tt jm injured his toes ytd while playing soccer... wasnt as bad as wat i tot lar... bt den today didnt swop klzes wif the lower sec leh... hope tml can swop. if nt his leg injure for nth sia... haha... dc mouth damn sway... ytd she juz mentioned abt asking one of our klzmates to injure the legs by rolling dwn the stairs or wateva so tt we can move to the 1st floor... her wish came true... or shld i sae the spell she casted worked? lol...
did smth lyk compo during mrs yee's lesson... abt breakaway one... my story rocks! modern fairytale... hehe... main character is DODO and AKY... hahaha... dc went speechless after reading my compo... bt she laughed lyk mad when she saw dodo went to live in the palace nt bccoz of she married the prince, bt live there bcoz she became a servant there, and was given the rank HOD for servant... hohoho... nice story, eh? usually princess will show their gratitude by marrying the prince or after spending long time together dey will fall in luv... bt mine is so unique~ hohoho~ i hope mrs yee wun peng after reading my compo... duno nid to act out anot... i hope not... juz read out can liao lar, hor?
smtimes i pity mark... coz i always bully him... bt den im so happi when i smack him man~ so enjoyable... hohoho~ bt den smtimes i feel sry... coz he was lyk, kana hit for nth... sry lar... let u call mi chio bu for 2 more days as compensation ok? hehe... ^_^
b4 csp went mama shop hlp dem buy their snacks... wah... c i so gd.. ^_^
phy csp did greehridge paper... no kick ar! for once i tink phy is ez... and i can smile while doing it... den ate m&ms mark bought b4 csp... i gt a bluetooth~~~ so malu sia... litat sae mi... haiz... nvm... entertain dem... hohoho
walked hm wif dc and aud... rx ps dc... wan go find the guys sae so lar... dc still mad abt tt bastard... and aud seemed to be siding him... haiz... is our friendship so shallow? cant even withstand a tiny winy blow? somemore its for tt bastard... GIRLS, WAKE UP!!! dun let guys run wild inside ur mind, ok? and the YOU KNOW WHO... pls lar... if ur motive is to mek ppl quarrel pls stop it... dun be an extremist and saddistic ok? i duno if ur realli wat i feel anot, bt if u are, pls stop all ur clown acts... dun mek urself such a low dwn... have some shame too... bloody hell
tml stevens gg through duno tys or zhenghua paper... dun feel lyk doing at all... such a waste of time...

LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

cuRrY~~~

yum yum!!! juz finished dinner... mummy cook curry... YUMMY~ simply delicious~~~ hohoho~
today morning rained again... very cold oso... so wore jacket outside... long time since i last worn jacket to sch... 2 yrs ago bah? lol... den bought 2 sweets at pending lrt... bt den buy nt even 2 mins litat den one tube(fruitella) drop frm my pocket liao... sian diao... waste my money leh... reach sch liao den lesson start.. nth special... zailani still mentions abt the pubic and public thing... wah piang... big turn off... haha... heard frm dc tt she quarreled wif darren ytd night... tt bastard... so agitated for wat? unless ur admitting it alright? u can sae mi and hankiat den ppl cant sae u lar? wat kind of logic is tis? and since when did i ever go ard telling ppl u and rx having sm affair? pls lor... i merely laughed at the remarks given to u when ppl brought tt topic up ok? GET UR FACTS RIGHT... and so wat if dc realli goes ard telling others? she was nt the onli one hu did tt ok? didnt the guys do tt too? y didnt u confront dem? u dun c dc is nt a guy so u can tek advantage of her ok? call urself a man... onli pick on girls... MAN indeed... MAN, MY FOOT! PUI!!! even im nt a guy, i oso feel embarass coz ur one of dem... such a disgrace... pls do some soul searching pls~
ok... lets nt tok abt it... duwan my whole entry to be flooded wif him...
after sch gt math csp... ms phang gave us last yr's O lvl math... omg~ hope can pass...
after csp dc sae wan do dnt... den in the end she duwan do liao... it nt unexpected... so went artroom do some math while waiting for aud to do her art... i sit outside the round table there... lyk weirdo or monster litat... all walk pass look at mi, some smile, some juz walk away, some came and tok to mi... den daniel saw mi there oso, den he keep looking at my direction. bhind mi was onli walls... den he smile towards mi... tink is smile to mi lar, so i smile back... feel so stupid... coz i actually doubted tt he wasnt smiling to mi and i looked bhind mi... ALL WALLS... sian diao... haha
den after her art went mama shop buy tapioca chips... den came online after dinner liao... wow... so full~~~
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

nEw SeAtInG aRrAnGeMeNt...

qy didnt walk to sch wif us tis morning... sch as per normal, nth special... after recess all 4 periods are ms phang's lesson... 1st 2 is cme lesson so have to go dwn for the enginerring exhibition thing... quite interesting... den we wan to waste her lesson time so at there slack very long... suppose to be 1/2 a period or so... we there slack until more than 1 period... hehehe... kana caught by ms phang for my socks... sian diao... so long nv catch liao den today suddenly catch... haiz... nvm... i ought to be scolded aniway... =(
after tt still gt abit of time for cme... after cme suppose to start math... bt den she sae change seating plan... ask us to find our own seats and tt will be the permanent seat for the rest of the yr... i wan sit bside doreen one... bt den tt hankiat duwan to change seat... shit him... den after tt actually wan to tek bryant's seat... coz he moving away... den when i wan to go there tt time farhana ask maryana go sit there liao... den kenny already took my original seat by tt time... i was lyk... 'seatless'... den went to seat beside doreen yeo... she sae von sitting there liao... onli left the seat bside mark... den boh bian lor, juz sit beside him... quite gd oso... he provides sweet, and makes a gd punching bag... *hehe*
juz nw heard hankiat wan tek sweets frm mark bt mark duwan giv... he sae he giv mi sweets coz i gt teach him math juz nw... den i heard tt bastard sae: liwen can teach u amath ar? wat the... SO WAT if u tek amath? SO WAT if i dropped amath? SO WAT if i cant teach him amath? smtimes i wonder... y cant ppl juz be abit humble? muz u boast ard ur ability and stuffs? U WILL GET UR RETRIBUTION ONE DAY...
do believe in retribution... coz tis morning i juz saw sm1 hu used to laugh at mi for smth had her retribution by encountering exactly the same incident i had... WATCH WAT U SAE, OK?

after csp went plaza buy 4 leaf makan... the bun didnt turn out to be as nice as i tot... den aud and rx sae wan go find the guys c dem play soccer... i wonder wats so nice to c abt those guys... esp tt hankiat... the sight of him angers mi!!!

100 days to O Level~
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

HeAdAcHe...=(

arrgh~~ time nw is 1655... and... I JUZ WOKE UP~ i had been slping for 17hrs~ omg!!! i mean if its holiday nw, its alright... bt its nt!!! i am suppose to study!!! omg~ and i dun tink im in ani mood to study nw... coz im having a terrible headache... juz finished eating the food mummy bought for mi and fries... ate panadol liao... gg to slp again... hope the headache will be over by tml...
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

nTh SpEcIaL...

yawn~ hmm... had been slping for the whole day... woke up at 7+ den watched tv until 0830 den go slp again until 1145... den watched super star repeat... after watching went back to slp again until 1630... watched zhen qing... den bathe and here i am nw, onlining... wah~ slacked whole day man! WHERE IS MY STUDY MOTIVATION?!?!?! sm1 pls drive mi into serious business... i cant continue slacking litat... i am onli left wif 6 sub!!! and my studies arent gd... nid to wk doubly or 3 times harder than anione else!!!

was browsing through my diary entries i've written in my diaries b4 i started using blog... wah~ read until heart very sour... I MISS THE OLD DAYS!!! i've been writing since sec1... coz after p6 graduation i missed alot of things and ppl... to mek sure i remember everything happening ard mi in sec sch, i started writing diary to remember all things ard mi... and pasted sum neoprints there... wow~ realli great change man! lol... and my thinkings oso changed... I GROW UP LIAO~ YEAH!!! hahaha...
most memorable ones are my sec2 and 3 life bah... sec2 coz of 2e3 things, sec3 is bcoz of np stuffs and all abt him... hw disappointed i was when i didnt gt to c him in sch and during his o lvl study wks... den finally his Os are over. tot tt he wld turn up for gala night... bt he wasnt there although his whole gang was there... tink i wun be able to c him animore except in msn le bah... sad thing is my msn cant sign in... nt even when using laptop nw... stupid internet... arrgh! time realli flies... tt was more than a yr ago... liwen, its time to forget, yeah? haha...

mark didnt hlp mi to gt the speakers today... coz raining he lazy to go sim lim... thnx anyway!!=)

duno today dc got go for the ndp thing anot... she onli has 2 tickets... duno hu gg wif her... duno she gt go anot... hope she enjoy! haha...

today the jue dui superstar contestants went to junction8... wah lau~~~ i wish i could go... DERRICK JIA YOU!!! lol...

TIME TO START MY ENGINE... (wait until i finish watching my tv show 1st... hehe...=p)

LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

I MISS NPCC~

dear bloggy... c hw popular u are?? there are soooo mani ppl actually reads u wor~~~ hohoho~ im so touched and happi leh~ hehe~ thnx, frenz!!! ^_^
bloggy, there's tis thing i wan to tell u...
I MISS NP, I MISS NP, I MISS NP AND I MISS NP!!! I MISS NP TO THE POWER OF INFINITY~~~ I MISS 9TH BATCH MONKEY NCOS!!!
was abt to walk hm wif aud frm the mama shop when raf called mi to go back to sch for np... immediately, we went back to sch... the sec1s were having changing parade... dey were groaning and complaining... tts wat we used to do when we had changing parades... curse and swear and whoever is giving us changing parades... i told dem to enjoy their changing parades... coz its all the tekanings u received during training tt u will miss the most after u pass out... i noe tt dey will tink im mad... hu will enjoy all thses tortures? coz tts wat i used to tink of, too!
i fi didnt join np, i will still be the nerdy, big, fat(although i still am now), stupid, blur, quiet, shy, nt sporty, reserve, etc... person... np realli changed mi alot... used to hate things lyk flying fox and other elements and camps... bt nw, i luv dem~ was not those kind of adventurous person... bt nw, i luv every adventure~ and esp ice breaking games... used to hate dem to core... coz it means i muz open my mouth to mek frenz... bt nw? i cant wait to mek new frenz!!! thnx for changing mi, and grooming mi into wat i am, or rather, wat we are today! coz i tink tt my squadmates changed too~ I DIDNT REGRET JOINING NPCC~
b4 i start blogging, allow mi to 'sing' 2 songs...

MONKEY, GORILLA, CHIMPANZEE

MONKEY, GORILLA, CHIMPANZEE

MONKEY, GORILLA, MONKEY

GORILLA, MONKEY, MONKEY

CHIMPANZEE~~~

PEARLY SHELLS

BY THE OCEAN

SHINING IN THE SUN

COVERING THE SHORE

WHEN I SEE YOU

MY HEART TELLS ME THAT I LOVE YOU

MORE THAN ALL THOSE LITTLE PEARLY SHELLS

HURRY HURRY HOME LOVE

HURRY BACK TO SINGAPURA

THROUGH THE MOUTAINS AND THE VALLEYS

HURRY HOME TO ME, HURRY HOME TO ME

I KNOW I KNOW

YOU HAVE TO GO

PLEASE HURRY BACK HOME LOVE

I MISS YOU SO

I MISS YOU SO

IN MY MIND I COULD YOU SINGING

AND THE ECHOES THROUGH THE VALLEYS

CROSS THE LAKES OF TROUBLE WATERS

HURRY HOME TO ME, HURRY HOME TO ME

I KNOW I KNOW

YOU HAVE TO GO

PLEASE HURRY BACK HOME LOVE

I MISS YOU SO, I MISS YOU SO

IN THE WESTERN PART OF SINGAPORE

THERE'S A PLACE WHERE WE BELONG TO

WHERE WE TRAINED TO BE AN NCO

IN FAJAR SEC, IN FAJAR SEC

I KNOW I KNOW

YOU HAVE TO GO

PLEASE HURRY BACK HOME LOVE

I MISS YOU SO

I MISS YOU SO~~~

~~~~~~ NPCC, I WILL MISS YOU ! ! ! ~~~~~~

ok, today's lesson was plain... ms phang didnt cum.. bt her spirit was there... inside the kinematic ws she gave us.. shit! i cant do at all man~ mr joseph took over her lesson... gave us quiz... and he was nagging again... haha... mr joseph, thnx for teaching us so mani teaching and drilling tips and all the fun games... all the best for ur future and hope tt u will be posted back to fajar again...=) i will miss u and ur butter dance!!!=D after sch ased dc teach mi math... den went art rm to find aud. frances dey all were there too... meking print screens... gd lor, didnt tell mi dey are meking it... i tink i noe wat dey are tinking... dey still tinks tt im the devil... ever since the klz deco incident... bt, I AM REALLI NOT, OK?! nvm, no point pondering over it or feeling upset for tis... if dey are true frenz, dey will try to understand u and trust u...
went to do my dnt project after tt... i hope tt my project will turn out nice... thnx, frenz!! u guys hlp mi even though u still have ur own project to be bz wif... thnx!!! ^_^

lyk wat i said, went np after tt... den played captain's ball wif np sec1s... so violent... den monkey ncos sat at grand stand, played graduation and flashed back... almost cried... we were lyk returned to 12june05... when we stood at parade sq, T.Os and CIs all coming, shook hands and wished us all the best etc etc... jq cried... 2nd time liao... haha... used to tink tt he's those kind of tough and strong ppl, wun shed tears over tis kind of things... haha... bt ever since 12june05, my opinion for mani sqmates changed... we cried on tt day... nt bcoz we are crybabies... its bcoz lyk wat mr yong said... we have feelings for NPCC~~~
MONKEY NCOS, LISTEN UP!!! U DIDNT JOIN THE WRONG CCA... IF U DIDNT JOIN NP, U WUN GT TO MI MI... TT MEANS THERE WILL BE ONE LESSER CHIO BU IN UR CIRCLE OF FRENZ!!! hahaha~~~ =p
xiao pang... opps... is xiao shou...(shun xiang)
remember, i wan to c ur pic printed on some popular magazines' cover pg...!!! hahaha!!!
MONKEY NCOS, I MISS U GUYS!!!

oh yar, DERRICK IS IN!!! YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! MY 6 CALLS AND HIS EFFORT HAS NOT GONE DWN INTO THE DRAIN~~~ YEAH!!! DO CONTINUE SUPPORTING DERRICK!!!

LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

RaCiAl HaRmOnY dAy~ ^_^

hohoho~ hi all!!! today is RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!! since very very young(pri sch), we had been celebrating tis event... 10yrs... and u noe wat? for these 10 yrs, I HAVEN'T WEAR ANY TRADITIONAL COSTUME B4~~~ omg~ sad isn't it? actually wanted to wear it tis yr... we promised each other to wear it tis yr... still remember wat we said last yr: jing nian mei you chuan, ming nian yi ding yao chuan~ zhui hou yi nian liao, yi ding yao chuan hor!
and nw, thnx to the teachers... we no nid to wear traditional costumes tis yr... quite disappointed actually... nvm lar, i oso dun hav tt kind of figure to show off... bt tink back very funni... i've already told my malay frenz to lend mi their costumes liao, den nw... hahaha... sounds so stupid...
aniway, tis morning went plaza mac for breakfast b4 gg to sch... b4 gg out of the hse, mummy dun let mi go out until i finished eating the 2 breads papa bought for us... i was lyk... wah piang eh, i late liao still wan mi eat 1st... den i juz stuff 1 and a 1/2 bread into my mouth and the other half into my bag... haha... planned to have my breakfast at mac, bt was too full to eat anithing more...
after dey finished eating we went to sch... 1st hr slack slack and slack... so sian... den lyk wat i've guessed... there was a fire drill... and tis time, its a different one... there were those students acting lyk dey were trapped, fainted all tt... den the teachers nid to run after dem... saw melvin running lyk mad dog litat... haha... den upstairs saw ms phang running here and there... the other teachers oso... lol... rare event... its ufn to c all those very tensed up teachers running abt chasing a student... lyk playing catching litat.. hohoho~ and den tis time is still the same... gt stucked in the middle of the staircase... wah lau.. if gt real fire surely kana burn to death liao lor...
den after tt went up hall to watch lord of the rings... the fellowship... watched duno hw mani hundred times liao... den those ppl sitting beside mi duno so hyper for wat... noisy until siao... mek mi so luan... hahaha... den after tt mrs chan tok abt 12 july thing... affected sum of us again... actually planned wat to eat during recess liao den after she tok abt tt accident again i suddenly no appetite... i hope yx will gt over it soon... SMILE SMILE~ ^_^
after recess went back klz, was damn hungry, so took out the other half of the bread i brought and eat... haha... after recess was more sian... coz listen to the presentation abt terrorism... bt i quite happi oso lar.. coz he didnt cum to sch today~~~ yeah!!! hohoho~ i hope ms phang will change seats soon...
after sch went mama shop buy sm junk food to eat... den we slacked at the playground there.. and den went for ss csp... same old thing... nth special... except tt the one bside mi today was dc... she used pen to draw all over my hand~~~ omg~ is she pervert? hohoho~
den after tt went to do my dnt... pervert lim hlp mi fix my speaker... bt... HAHAHA... so damn soft... lyk singing for the ants litat... cant hear man~ mark sae he gg to buy his thing duno when... wan ask him to hlp mi buy oso... haha... =p lazy go dwn... no time...
den went plaza wif aud... cant find my oxy~ gt find.. bt too ex liao, i mean i no enuff money today... so ask mummy hlp mi buy tml... hehehe...
phew~ i still have alot of emath to do... tml muz hand in... argh!!!
hehehe... later dey gg to announce the superstar result liao... DERRICK JIA YOU!!!
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
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VOTE FOR DERRICK!~!~!~

finished watching jue dui superstar le... i voted for derrick liao... hohoho... called mani times... 2 times using hse fone, 2 times using my hm, 1 time using mum's and 1 time using didi's... hehe... I WAN HIM TO WIN~ support him!!! 1900-112-1001
he sang quite well juz nw, and gt 39 pts... hehe... and i saw him crying... omg~
WAY TO GO, DERRICK!!! JIA YOU!!!

today 1st thing when dc saw mi in klz was to ask mi to go to 4e2 to sign py's bday thing... den i juz walked into 4e2 without thinking tt there wld be a teacher in there... omg~ mr tan was standing infront of the klz toking to dem... den i juz went inside the klz... he was so shocked tt his whole body went frozen; his right hand index finger pointing upwards, face smiling... i can c his teeth... and den his eyes was on mi... wah piang eh~ damn pai seh man~ bt onli py saw mi entering the klz... she was isolated... so poor thing... haha... den frances dey all all crowded ard bhind the klz doing py's bday thing...

today redo my dnt cover... actually for one side onli, bt den scratch again... so asked for another big big one... i dun dare to tek... coz scared later instructor du lan mi... so i asked eunice to hlp mi tell... she very gd sia... own things haven finish yet den keep hlping mi to 'bluff' the instructor for acrylic... so touched~ lol... thnx, eunice~ ^_^

after tt nth special... csp as per normal... mr chew so damn funni... and asked mi y i duwan to sit wif edwin... omg~ he was lyk wan mi to embarass edwin infront of the whole klz man~ dun tell mi he expect mi to sae: coz he very smelly and attitude and very dirty and disgusting or smth litat... so instead, i said: its very windy here.... LAME... bt tts the best i could tink of...

after csp actually wanted to continue wif our dnt project. bt the teachers were too bz wif the ndp rehersal... so the rm was nt open... den i had to bring the big piece of acrylic hm... actually i can put it inside dnt rm, bt den i still dun feel safe tt way... wonder hw can i bring it to sch tml... hmm... lol... so since the door was nt open, we went to have a look at the ndp rehersal... den crap abit wif the sec3s... I MISS DEM~ the sec3s showed mi my last time pics... and i started rolling on the floor and laughed out loud... HAHAHA~ its soOO funni... although i've seen the pics b4, bt listening to their comments mek mi feel so... clown... haha... SEC 3s, I MISS U GUYS~
AND OF COZ, 9TH BATCH MONKEY NCOs, I MISS U GUYS MORE~

after watching the parade, went plaza to borrowed some bks... haven started reading yet... hope dey will be to my liking... and hopefully i wun fall asleep halfway reading... den went mac to eat... and tok cock... frances joined us later... den tok until 7+ litat we walked hm... its been a long time since we last sat dwn and chit chat together...

juz nw mr yong mentioned abt prom night... arrrgh~ i very tempted to go leh... hehehe...

tml is racial harmony day... mr yong asked us to be both mentally and physically prepared... i wonder wat will the teachers wan us to do??? do indian dance, malay dance and chinese dance? or fire drill??? hmm... looking fwd to tml... ^_^

JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
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HaPpY bDaY, YeE sIn & pUi YaN~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YEE SIN AND PUI YAN~~~^_^
hmm... rained tis morning while walking to sch wif qy... wow~ so big sia the rain... haha... den after tt gt stucked at petir lrt... tsz en was there oso, den saw darren cuming out frm the lrt station, so asked him to stay awhile, so tt i wun be the onli one to be late... hahaha... den after tt saw kp... she oso got umbrella, so mi and qy, tsz en and kp... darren alone... hahaha... pai seh lar... at 1st tt qy duwan share wif him... coz she sae she duno him... sian diao... tis kind of situation still care litat...
den lesson as per normal... nth special... learnt 2 quotes frm zailani... :
I HAVE A DREAM
&
IF YOU WAN TO TELL A LIE, TELL A BIG ONE
haha...
den after tt gt math csp... at 1st dc still ok one, den duno y after csp bcum bin orh orh... pms... den went dwn to heavan to eat py bday cake...
found out smth related to mi today during recess... wohahaha... hw i wish it was true... FAT HOPE~ lalala
after csp went to do dnt... liling was there juz to hlp mi bend my thing... wow~ so touched... thnx! bt i repaid her by giving her a smack right at her face... opps... so sry... den immediately went toilet to c mirror... i hope it wun leave ani scar on her face... if nt she might hate mi 4eva... =(

haiz, juz nw heard tt sec1 quite np coz dey prefer 9th batch ncos... chew dey all seemed quite shiok coz gt ppl quit np for dem... bt on the other hand, dey might be feeling sad oso bah... kids nowadays are getting more and more attitude... last time we onli dare to tok, sae wan quit... bt no action... den nw kids hor, realli do wat dey mean... HW CAN NP SURVIVE LITAT??? nvm, I POP liao... heck care lar~ nw is O LEVEL!!!
yeah!!! jia you!!!
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Class deco~ ^_^

bloggy~ c hw fortunate u r? so mani ppl wish u hapi full month leh... hahaha... thnx to all!!! ^_^

hmm... today sch was quite slack... den after sch gt eng csp... summary i gt 170+ wrds, den i bluff bluff write 155 wrds... hahaha... den after tt hlp dem abit wif the klz deco... coz the sch suddenly change theme... sian diao. den last time when dey do on the graduation one i didnt hlp out... felt guilty, so stayed bhind to hlp abit lor... somemore last time fj eunice yx dey all gt hlp us during our term... mi eunice and yx climb onto the table... so scary, for mi onli... coz the table lyk very shaky litat... somemore my wt nt light... haha... hmm... today's klz deco quite fun... miss the old days... (",) den planned wat to do after our Os... lol... wah lau... mek mi heart itchy itcth... lol... den after crapping and stuffs, went hm le... walk hm wif dc... nan de wor~ haha... tink i gg to strike 4d liao... muhahaha
haiz, aud call mi after sch... i nv hear... den she nv ans my call oso... i tink i call liao she will oso tell mi the same tink bah... : ni yao hui liao mah? caier yao hui liao, ru guo ni bu yao hui wo pei ta hui xian...
dot dot dot... den hu pei wo leh? muhahaha... nvm, INDEPENDENT mah... and dun be so petty...
WHEN WILL MS PHANG CHANGE SEAT??? I ALWAYS LYK BCUM HIS SLAVE LITAT... DEN WHEN HE TOK THE SALIVA ALL OVER... DEN COUGH RIGHT AT MY FACE... TINK MY PIMPLES TOO LITTLE IZIT? hahaha... nvm
hlping kp to upload her friendster pic nw... she went far east wif caier ytd to tek those pics... so nice sia... I WAN TO TEK IT AFTER Os!!!~
sigh~ still got alot hw to do... emath tys haven finish, tml gt ss and chem ws muz hand in... and remember to bring the black file~
go eat my hao liaos liao... hohoho... and ice cream~~~
YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha

sLaCk~ ^_^

hmm... juz woke up nt long ago... came blogging so early today... reason being, later i'll nt be free... muhahaha...
saw xuyao's sms when i juz woke up... den went to meet him at ard 1215 litat... den came back and watch tv... the ai qing feng wei wu or wat... and starry night... watching it nw. at the same time watching la bi xiao xin... yang yang playing nw... muhahaha... later after starrynight can watch xiao xin liao~ yeah~
no intention to study today, coz very no mood... hohoho...
mummy and papa came back frm market liao~ yeah~ here cums my breakfast-cum-lunch~ hohoho~
later after makan nt free liao le~ yeah!!!
and... today is my 1 month blogging... hehehe...
HAPPY 1ST MONTH, DEAR BLOGGY~~~
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wAhAhAhA___

hmm... today slp until 9+ litat... eat prata and noodles... den online... duno wats wrong wif my stupid com... cannot sign in msn de... sian diao... den used korkor laptop sign in... after tt watch chao ren qi xue yuan, superstar, tv 3 jian ke... bt until 1 litat onli... den after tt slp again... until 4+ watch zhen qing and eat oreo... hohoho~
did abit... and i mean abit... haha... of dnt folio... do until sian... den came online using desktop... cant sign in msn again... shit! juz nw went to korkor rm... den found out smth... gt realli mad and irritated and annoyed and pissed off and insulted...!!! =@ last time i wrote some songs... smtime ago i found out tt some of the lyrics were missing... den i tot is maybe i accidentally threw dem away or wat... den juz nw when i went in to gt the laptop, i saw dem beside his laptop... wif suhui's handwriting scribbled there oso... she used my lyrics and edit dem... den gave to my bro!!! den i remembered last time she came to stayover she saw mi writing songs... tts y she took my lyrics... wat the hell... she noe wat is manners anot? juz anihw tek w/o my permission... to tink tt she always cum in the hse and bow formally to my parents, den after tt hlp to prepare the dining table for dinner, den greeted everyone to eat in jap, den after dinner will thnk my mum for the wonderful meal, den when she gg hm she will thnk over and over again... so well-mannered... hu will tink tt she actually took my things as and when she wan??? i nt being petty or fussy or nasty or wateva... bt its realli lyk... the efforts i put inside for the songs... nobody have ever listened to it b4... coz the time is nt ripe yet... den she juz anihow tek it... my credits... my hardwork... she snatched everything!!! stupid her... SHE IS INSULTING MY TALENT~
she is coming again later... korkor went to fetch her already... so dua pai... duno hw to cum here urself meh? scared the wind will blow u away ar... den always use yang yang de ez link... FOC... den always use my bag... if nt korkor's... wah lau... somemore always cum overnight snatch the bed frm mi... ji nei nei... den show her abit attitude will kana lecture liao... sian diao...
nvm... hu ask her to be my future DA SAO... lets wait until she jia ru zhang jia... den... heh heh heh... hohoho~ muhahaha... i m being evil here... juz wated to vent my anger... lol...
okok... feeling better nw... go bathe liao... got lots of shows showing later on~~~
JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha

lalala~~~

hmm... today is a gd day... haha... no lar... juz a so-so day onli... after sch actually wan to go workshop od my project... bt instructor nt back frm mosque yet, so can go onli after our listening... so sat at canteen toktok slack slack den go listening liao... i kana seperated until 4e4 there... den yx oso, so b4 tt was wif her... hehe... she nt scared of workshop... gdgd... lol... aniway, once norman dey all saw mi taking my listening in their klz dey duno so excited for wat... bt guess oso will noe lar... rumours again... sian 1/2... childish sia... listening over le... den compare ans wif dem... wah lau... my ans very diff frm dem lor... shit sia... I WAN A1!!!
after tt went to do dnt... ms zahara went wif yx... den yx found her tray back le... haha... den after tt do our project lor... dc and ys one making car one making lorry... den i juz put the chain onto my project onli... den mr chong and randall lim there laugh at my workpiece again... sae wat heavy duty... all the materials use are for strong materials de... wat the... dey duno wat is ENCOURAGEMENT izit... ji nei nei.. haha... nvm... dey better dun cum and ask mi mek one more and sell to dem... MUHAHAHA...
after tt went hm liao... on the way listen to some of aud's prob. same old things... bt seems lyk nv gg to have a solution... bt i tink tt there is a solution to every problem. so juz dun tink too much... dun stress urself up so much... i'm 'vulnerable' lol... easily affected by others de... late i stress wif u u c hw lar... hahaha... lame... den after sae byebye to aud duno hu call mi den sae: hello, liwen ar? den after tt silence awhile... den laughing... den here comes the funni part: wo ai ni, ai zhe ni, jiu xiang wo ai godzilla... hahaha... i listen liao abit sian diao lar... bt den tink of it quite funni... i didnt noe tt i have such a great fan out there sia... hohoho... i tink i may mek it big out there someday, yeah? lol... 2008 is still waiting for mi leh... hehe... although i told dem abt 2008 again today... and dey were all lyk pissed off litat.. nvm... dun cum and ask mi for my signature nxt time can liao... HOHOHO
nv go py bbq... coz raining dey cancel liao... den after tt dey sae change to xy hse.. bt den abit turn off liao, so duwan go lor... sry~~
hohoho... had been doing my blog since i reach hm... new skin~ haven bathe yet... lol...
mummy bought alot of bread talk... duno hw she find out tt there's discount there sia... i ate 3~~~ yummy~~ hohoho...
k lar... go bathe liao le... later c gt mood study anot...
muhahaha...

getting better... =)

she smiled... she smiled at mi today... and she laughed at mr chew's jokes... and intereacted wif frenz... she is more cheerful nw... and the funni her is gg to be back soon... yeah~~~ its onli den i had my piece of my mind...
dey planned to visit instructor either tml or sat... bt his condition is nt stable yet... so he's nt rdy for ani visitors yet... he still cant move his fingers... shit! i hope he will gt well soon...
ms phang scolded our klz for math again... same old thing... nid to pia the wk end assig... aw... so mani... damn it... mrs stevens didnt cum today... makan snake again... hw irresponsible... shit! plus the stupid idiotic MS chua tek over... listen, its MISS... duno when she will bcum MRS or MDM... if she continues tis kind of attitude... hmm... wat do u tink? hehehe...
after sch geo csp... zailani tink he very cute... lamepork...
after sch went plaza wif dc, rx and aud... to find my dnt things... bought a bday crd... so ex~~~ heart pain pain ar~~~ =(
cant find the thing i wan, so went bangkit instead... bought hao le... tml gg to do liao... and its yixin hu asked mi to go... glad tt she didnt intend to avoid dnt... bt i tink i am trying to avoid... the coke aud spilled on the table during recess and the paints mr yeo was using at the concourse... dey remind mi of the blood stains...
tml Chinese O Level Comprehension... LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
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Traumatized

didn't gt to slp well last night... in fact, the moment i close my eyes, my mind will keep tinking abt tt... mr chong is holding it right infront of my face... covered with blood... lots of blood... i wanted to hlp, bt my legs seemed to be rooted to the ground... dey were all running here and there seeking for hlp... mrs chan and mrs wong talked to mi... i was not convinced... nt at all... its my suggestion to go there after sch... i shldnt have done tt... if i hadnt suggested abt tt, things wun turn out tis way...
yx didnt cum for dnt lesson today... she was too traumatized... ms zahara called us to the cabin during dnt lesson... dey asked mi to tell abt hw i feel to her... bt i dun find it useful to mi... mr tong spoke to us as well... he was trying to comfort all of us... the teachers were shocked as well...
mrs wong called and said tt the operation lasted frm 7pm to 3am... nw its to c whether its still function as per normal...
eunice cried during dnt... it meks mi feel worse... i tried to comfort her... its indirectly comforting myself... yx came to sch onli during amath lesson start... she cried in klz as well... she still blames herself for tt... bt its actually nt... hope she will overcome it soon...
even yee sin was afraid of the rm nw... i couldnt force myself to look towards the rm, nt at all... my legs will start shivering again...
i tink the few of us are having the same phobia for nw... lets brace ourselves up, and face the reality... lyk wat ms phang said... life must still go on... and lyk wat diva said today during chi lesson... if there is glory in ur life, there muz be setbacks as well...
hope he will recover soon, and join back the fajar family... we need ur assistance badly...
i realli duno wat to do...
ms phang asked us to write our problems in a piece of paper to her... the whole klz... i wrote everything inside... coz i always does tt whenever i have prob. to tell her... she will den hlp mi solve... tis time round i doubt she can do anithing... coz she noes hw i feel... she noes hw the few of us feel... she saw hw we behaved ytd...
dey bought a big cardboard to mek a get well soon card for him... farhana dey all are gg to buy fruits today... ms phang has the fruit basket... i hope he noe our sincerity...
get well soon, mr.z... =)

FOUL MOOD

NO MOOD TO BLOG TODAY... IN A REAL DAMN FOUL MOOD...
FEELING TERRIBLE NW

I HATE BLOOD!!!
I HATE TO C PATCHES AND DRIPS OF BLOOD OUTSIDE THE ROOM...

HE TIRED HIS BEST TO HELP US... WITHOUT TAKING CARE OF HIMSELF...
FEELING SO BAD... REAL BAD... DAMN BAD...
HOPE HE WILL BE ALRIGHT...

ALL OF DEM SAID HE'LL BE ALRIGHT... LETS HOPE SO...

yixin, dun worry too much. he will be alright. dun blame urself for tt... nobody wants it tt way... its juz an accident...

im waiting for the news frm mrs wong... hope everything will turn out fine...

Its a RaInY dAy~ wOoT~

hey~ its raining nw~ hohoho~ its been a long time since it last rain-ed... lol... hmm... today's rain got part 1 and part 2 one... lol... part 1 is during close to sch dismissal... coz edwin was complaining to mi tt its raining, hw the hell was he suppose to go to kfc b4 csp starts... well, his prayers had been answered... it stopped raining after sch... den went plaza wif aud to return her library bk... den i bought roti mama... quite disappointed with their quality... coz i still prefer rotiboi... hmm... maybe other flavours are nicer? nxt time try again... hohoho~ den after tt start csp... old chicken today nid to go for oral... so ms shafiah took over... b4 she came, mi, dc and eunice were toking abt some ghostly thingy and wat to do after our Os... lol... hehe... its our motivation for O Levels, yeah?
after tt ms shafiah came and we do our ws... matthew sat beside mi... so happi... hehe... nt bcoz i am holding a torch for him, bt its bcoz i no nid to sit wif him... hohoho~ paradise man!!!~ den we tot shafiah lar... so can slack... den we toktoktoktoktok... he said abt yanzu being very sarcastic towards him... i actually agree wif wat he said abt yanzu... bt nvm lar, juz tek it as he is singing lor... an awful singing... so, matthew, if u happen to read tis, dun tek it too hard ok? juz tek it as he is juz jealous of u... if nt he wun be taking all the troubles to tell everyone bad things abt u... he will get his retribution some day... cheer up~ dun be sad, smile~ ^_^
den when we were talking happily away, shafiah sae tt we can enjoy... bt den we still nid to hand in our ws at the end of the day... so we pia until siao lor... haha... bt heng summary no nid to do... hohoho~
after csp, rained again... actually wan to find mr chew one... coz bked appointment liao... bt den he duno run until where... so went hm wif aud and jayne in lrt... sry, matthew and yixin if u all feel cheated... coz i didn't noe tt mr chew nt there...
den lent jayne my umbrella... coz was still raining den, plus there are shelters almost all the way to my hse...
juz nw on the way to plaza wif aud after sch told her abt her bad points liao le... she sae she noe wat to do... realli hope so lor... wah~ suddenly feel so relieved... coz finally told her liao le... bt there's still tis one thing... juz nw after sch u told mi u wanted to join in the chem too... bt den after csp u said another thing and gave mi tt contorted face... tis is nt the 1st time liao... so nxt time pls mean wat u sae ok?
juz nw during p.e ran 2 laps wif koh yee sin... wow... long time nv run liao... was almost out of breath halfway... and after 2 laps, i was panting heavily... hohoho... muz jia you on my stamina again liao le~ jia you~ den played captains ball... drew... 13/13... hohoho... the match... shall be continued... ^_^ fatimah!!! u dun so....................... hahaha... real pissed off by her sia... lol...
haiz... one more thing piss mi off most was tt the rumours nv seem to stop... dey keep talking and talking abt tt... nt tired of it... nt at all... somemore even hafiz oso litat sae... sob... hw could he? he my bf leh... arrgh~ he still sae he saw us walking hm.. wah lau... tts the 1st time onli lor, den so mani ppl c... somemore i am realli innocent... theres realli nth btwn us... nw onli qy and rx noe tt im innocent...
chew hua is sick today... haiz... zuk zuk zuk... tek care hor... dun fall sick so easily... esp during tis impt yr for all of us...
muhahaha...
LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

Sian sIaN ~ ~ ~ -_-"

haiz... today so sian... woke up early morning den call dc ask her abt ytd's concert... den by tt time dey all alrd at junction8 queue up for energy liao le... den dey sae nobody wan tok to mi on the fone... wat the hell...
den after tt went xy hse study math wif xy and rx... den after tt i duwan study liao so cum hm 1st lor... watch tv den cum online... hehe... doing my secret mu jue... hohoho... bzbzbz~~~
JIA YOU!!! MUHAHAHA!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
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Geography Day~

hohoho~ woke up at ard 12+ today... den makan... den watch tv... jue dui superstar repeat... haiz... y wei jian out leh?~! smth muz be wrong~~~ the judges' eyes gt stamp lar... arrgh... okok... i noe i abit slow to tok abt tis nw... coz it happened few days ago... haha... bt i juz cant hlp it man! awwwww... =(
aniway, came online to do my geo notes... i tried to write, bt den i c my handwritting until very pek cek den use com type lor... hohoho... bt den haven finish yet... coz i gt some difficulties compiling the marianne chong bk and our tb info together... sch reopen bring sch ask mao ren den can continue... today so slack sia... lalala...
later gg to do my geo hw liao le... hohoho... den muz revise liao~ bt den zhen qing starting in 15 mins time... watch finish liao gt show again... where gt time??? nvm, can boon one lar, tonight... haha...
hmm... dc and chew today going for energy's concert... its their last concert le... duno hw the 2 of dem doing over there... cfm dey will cry one bah... hehehe... haiz, abit sad tt energy bcum litat... i nt so heartless de lor... although im nt those kind of crazy over energy de lar... bt den some of their songs are nice lar... i lyk their shu qing ge qu onli... c~ i so gd... last time f4 litat de shi hou dey all laugh lar... nw is ur turn~~~ muhahaha...

hmm... tts abt it le bah...

115 days to O Level~~~ LIWEN JIA YOU~~~ YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
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Chinese O Level Oral

wah... juz reached hm nt long ago... had my chinese o level oral today... the passage was alright, all the words i can read... bt den the conversation was damn lor... ask mi wat i tink of those ppl hu sell expired items and wat will i do if ppl sell mi expired items... i was lyk... mental block. coz the passage was abt maid, so i tot the topic abt maid will cum out... den the other one is tt do i tink izit wise to use chi song to learn chi language anot... wah~ I WAN TO GET A1 FOR MY O LEVEL CHINESE FOR THE 1ST EXAM ~ I DUWAN TO RETAKE ~
shucks~ i dropped my hp juz b4 i wanted to go up for my oral... den my hp spoil liao... ji nei nei... ARRGH~ after oral went to c c np and do my dnt... go in den tio suan by the bastards again... pls lor, izit tt ur hearing gt prob or izit tt u dun understand hunan lauguage? even i semi-deaf(is there such wrd? lol) oso can hear lor... bt, sad to sae tt u still dun gt it... better brush up on ur listening compre, BEFORE YOU FAIL UR LISTENING,OK? duno when will all these chaos will stop. dey are juz lyk wat mr chew always sae to the guys' ur behaving lyk a retarded kid' MUHAHAHA... nw i noe y he always scold dem using tis phrase liao... and nt onli the guys tok abt mi, even the girls oso said tt of mi, too~ to tink tt dey are my frenz for 4 yrs... tis is wat dey will do to u when ppl start to bully u... GREAT FRENZ I HAVE, EH? -PUI-!!! there are juz too mani gossipers ard mi... nt bad oso... so tt in future shld i bump into such ppl again, at least its nth new to mi, and tt will nt mek mi moutain tortise... hohoho~~~ and tt bitch... stop all ur cowardy doings ok? if u wan to sae, pls dun sae it behind ppl's back... u still wan more ppl to hate u? nw i noe y so mani ppl are toking bhind ur back... coz ur doing tis to others... RETRIBUTION...!!! i was so stupid to believe u in the past... nw i onli tink tt its juz minor things and u always wan to blow the whole matter up, and wan every single damn soul to side u... scheming.......... Ho hO ho... watch out... i learnt a new lesson frm u though, it is tt 'TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY, YOU WANTED TO BE TREATED' tis quote i heard it long ago. bt i onli gt inspired by tis quote frm him... hehe... i onli lyk tis quote coz he lyk it... bt nw, i realli lyk it... coz it realli reflects on nt onli u, bt all of us... tts y i had been trying to change myself for the better since quite long ago. bt dey still tink i am still the same old mi... coz dey dun even giv a damn abt mi... wat to do?~ hohoho... bt 1 or 2 of dem shld be able to tell tt im realli trying to change liao le bah... hmm... aniway, i dun care much nw oso. coz if dey are true frenz, dey will try to understand u, and nt use u as a SPARE TYRE... although i tink tt im always the one lar... haha... coz i used to do tt to ppl(the quote again... haha)
hmm... had extra chem wif mr chew juz nw before my oral... he teach until so simple sia... hope later on when i try to attempt the qn i can do... hohoho... tues amath lesson can go find mr yong to ask phy liao... yeah~ I CAN SEE HOPE~~~ O LEVEL, HERE I COME!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!
muhahaha...

I'm so pathetic...

another shocking rumour went on today... last time tt one, i gt nth to sae... coz cant sae... nw leh? mi and zw?! wat the... i merely asked him to walk hm wif mi since he so free, den hu noes i strike toto oso nt so zhun ar... let so mani ppl c, den all started toking behind my back liao... i onli gt to noe when qy sms mi and ask mi abt tt, den juz nw richie asked mi again... den i oso noe tt bryant and yeeseng oso ltiat sae... wah lau eh... pls lor... GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT, OK?
aniway, went to do my dnt after csp today... mrs stevens was wif our klz... tok abt her i duno to laugh or to cry... she asked for my no. den said tt she wan my mum to hlp her baby sit her children... den i was lyk... huh? den after tt gave her my hp and add... we same blk bt den duno wat unit... haha... if my mum realli baby sits her children, i hope she can teach mi more geo privately... hehehe... hohoho... hahaha...
my dnt project abt to finish liao... im so happi, gt so mani ideas... hohoho... thnx to the 3 machos lor! hahaha...

tml is my Chinese O Level Oral liao. I WAN TO GET A1!!! JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

busy busy~ =D

hehe... juz came back frm sch... after sch gt csp... den after tt went to find mr chew to book appointments... den after tt went to do my dnt... declan and zhiwei oso there, so dey hlp mi do my project. abt to finish le... abit more... hohoho~ jia you!~ tml gg back to do again... hope to finish asap, so tt i can do other sub during dnt... hehe...
aud straight away go hm wif caier liao le... duno hu always sae ppl ps her... den sae all nv tok to her all tt and cannot trust her...bt den i always feel tt she juz tek mi for granted lor, im always there to lend her a listening ear, bt she lyk prefer to tell others. den later she will cum to mi again sae nobody will listen to her all tt... theres too much i wan to tell abt her... bt i dun dare to tell her. coz she might bcum depress again... den i duwan history to repeat itself animore... coz all fingers will be pointing at mi, gossiping here and there, abt hw bad i m and all the bullshit...!!! all the things happened to her happens to mi, too! hu is gg to listen to my sorrows and happiness den? even if there is sm1 there for mi, i dun tink i will tell everything... coz if i feel tt she's litat, others might tink litis of mi, too, yeah? haiz... nvm... juz study and study nw... leave the rest after my Os... JIA YOU!!!
and i had been wondering... when will those bastards stop making fun of ppl and put a stop to all the f* childish behaviour? ARRGH! DAMN IT!!! WAT KIND OF WORLD IS TIS???

den after tt walk hm wif qy... tok alot cock... haha...
hmm... nid to go bathe nw le... den watch tv, den start my engine liao~ muhahaha... mummy nw hlping mi to tidy my rm so tt i have enuff space to study... coz i nid alot of space to study... thnx, mama!!! muhahaha...

hmm... tts abt it bah... haha... heng i gt tis blog to vomit out all my pains and sorrows... hehe... and of coz my loyal reader lar... u noe hu u are hor? u the best lar!!! haha... yar yar, its u... juz u almost everyday tell mi u gt read my blog de... haha... shh... be abit more secretive... hohoho! ignore mi, im mad... lol...

LIWEN, O LEVEL JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

Emath csp...

taoday same thing... sch reopen after a long wkend... morning she bu de wake up... haha... den went to sch... today's lesson quite gd leh... i can understand.. so i am very happi... hehehe... den after tt last 2 periods is mt... old diva nv cum, so mr sng tek over... den after tt duno he die until where and our klz very noisy... den mr lee ask whole klz go concourse line up wait for disamissal bell... den after tt went mama shop wif dc, matthew, koh, nisa to buy waffle to eat... nice leh.. haha... very full oso... den after tt went back sch for emath csp... wah lau... do the paper until siao leh... pek cek... haha... den after tt the stupid edwin nv bring chem file to mr chew, den i hlp him bring. coz mr chew trying very hard to gt our files liao... duwan to trouble him. hes a gd teacher... haha... den when i wan to put the files in his locker tt time i was horrified... haha... coz his locker was in a mess... den actually wan to squeeze everything inside den heck care liao. bt den scared later when he open locker the files drop on his head all tt... den so i hlp him pack his locker lor... his locker so high, den i muz climb on the chairs... den i haven pack finish packing he cum out le. i scared later he sae i anithing hw touch his things sia... haha... bt den heng nv lar. he thnk mi instead... hehe... den sae very touched all tt... still sae wat will ask edwin to treat mi better all those bullshit... wah lau... i and he... pui~ den he thnk mi liao c i hlp him den he sae he will teach mi chem... haha... yeah~ i scared later ppl tot is i purposely hlp him so tt he will treat mi better all tt... haiz... nvm, as long as i noe tt im nt litat can liao... y bother to giv a damn abt hw others tink? muhahaha... O LEVEL JIA YOU!!! YEAH!!! muhahaha...

Modelling.. haha

today early morning went to kp hse to srudy chem... den after tt went bangkit pei qy cut hair... den after cut hair go kp hse again tok cock play play... den tek alot pic... modelling... hahaha! so fun sia... hehe...
smth serious happened today... dun ask mi wat thing... u will find out soon... and as for him... sry if u tink tt i lie to u...
felt realli sad for dem... smtimes i tink i realli tink too much... its others prob. y i tink until so much huh? haha... maybe coz i dun hav tis kind of things to fan bah... aniway, hope dey will gt over it soon, yeah?

here are sm pics to cheer u up... haha... i noe we look stupid... bt its a way to entertain oureslves

A fRuItFuL dAy :D

yoyoyo!!! back to s'pore le... haha... abit she bu de... coz the day was realli fun!~ wohoo~~~ we made our own way to malaysia... coz yi ma dey all oso gg back den we let dem tek the car. early morning woke up le. den start to travel... reached there b4 10... haha... den go yi gen jiu jiu hse 1st. he and da jiu mu cant even recognise mi sia... omg~ sad... haha... den after tt i juz lie on their sofa watch tv... those children show lar... haha... den after tt i heard sm1 stomping dwn the stairs. sounds familiar. coz usually jiu jiu and jiu mu wun stomp dwn the stairs one. den i was right... its ah long korkor~~~ ^_^ *hehe* realli long time nv c him liao le... he grow sOoOoO tall liao~ omg~ haha... of coz more shuai oso lar... hehe... *drool* haha... kk, enuff hua chi-ing. no lar... coz last time so close wif him one... den realli miss those childhood times mah... (",) he was wearing jeans and tee... i tot he was gg out. haha. bt hu noes he onli open the fridge, den look into the living rm den juz stare at mi. pai seh sia. haha... den he out drink let us drink. hmm... duno since when did he bcum so gentleman one. haha... den after tt he juz sit there joined mi watch tv all tt. den after tt i heard duno hu asked him ' wah~ chuan dao zhe me mei, yao chu qu pat tor ar?' haha... den he juz smile smile sae no. den after tt he ask mi to join he and korkor to go out play play... for as long as i remember, last time he sae bring mi go out play play is go playground or go giant or go ocean to shopping one. haha. nw hor, he sae go out play play is diff. he drove us to duno where to play pool. i duno hw to play... sian 1/2. den dey teach mi lor. bt den still duno lar. haha. den his frenz oso there... i the onli girl dwn there... wah lau, so pai seh. regret gg there... haha. den his fren juz play play wif mi sae ask mi name, age all tt. den when he found out i taking my Os tis yr, he sae: 'aiya, kao wan liao jiu jia lai ma lai xi ya lar, ni lai wo men zhe li bu pa jia bu chu qu.' haha... den after tt ah long korkor nt happi litat scold his fren ask him dun teach mi bad things. haha.. although he changed alot physically, bt den inside of him he haven changed abit, except for he dong shi hen duo le. den after playing, we went back to wai po jia at 4+. all the relatives reached le. den all c mi liao was lyk:wah! ni shi ah wen ar? nu da shi ba bian leh!' den yi ber jiu jiu still sae: ni shi jing cha ma (npcc), yi ding shi zhua zei zhua dao shou, yi zhi pao yi zhi pao. ke shi you bu xiang leh. hai shi shi ni bei zei zhui huh?' den followed by everyone: HAHAHA~ HAHAHA~ HAHAHA~' wah lau eh... pai seh lor, all there laugh at mi... haha... den yi fang yi ma dey all toking abt ah ming korkor... he duno where salt salt. gt a so loving gf liao still ask yi ma to hlp him find a vietnam wife. i hear liao juz blurted out: huh? wei she me?' den yi ma juz sae she duno. den still there jkjk sae ask mi to jia gei ah ming korkor... den ah long korkor sae: ru guo ah wen yi qian jiu zhang den zhe yang mei wo men ( ah ming, ah sheng, ah li, ah long) yi ding hui qiang dao siao' haha... wah lau... wasted sia... ahemz... yar... hehe... den after tt ah li korkor cum back le. he bring his gf hm oso. wah, she older than mi by 1 yr onli. bt look so small sia. lyk xiao mei mei litat. last time saw her b4 liao. bt den today can c her more properly. haha. dey 2 very loving oso. smtimes tis is y i prefer malaysia to s'pore. coz although korkors dey all in ms de education nt as high standard as us in spore. bt den at least dey still can survive. coz their burden there nt as heavy as us. carefree life, and wat most imptly is tt the guys are so zhuan qing. although dey are wat we call in spore: ah bengs... bt, dey r realli gd ppl. yi ma still jk wif mi sae i frm np, so if i wif ah ming korkor, i can catch him. coz he always gamble mah... haha...
den after tt yi xiong jiu jiu bought durians... wah~ i compete wif korkors dey all c hu can eat more. eat until my stomach bloated cant move. juz finish durian den start the feast liao... wah lau... juz keep eating... haha... dun care~~~ muhahaha~
and and and... the babies didnt cry when dey c mi today... so happi... hahahahaha...
hmm... nth much le... basically, today is a very gd and memorable day bah~ hehehe... coz can minggle wif biao ges dey all mah... hohoho~~~

A date with Kia Ping

hmm... today wake up early morning to watch tv again... den ate mian fen guo... den after tt dey gt alot things cannot finish den i finish all... haha... den after tt watch tv until 1... after jue dui superstar... i juz tink tt the guy contestants sing better than the females leh... nt tt i lyk to look at guys or wat lar... haha... bt den honestly, there are onli a few of dem hu are gd looking lar... hehe... okok... dun tink too much liao...
den after tt went to kp hse to learn chem. today she taught mi metals. she look so experienced sia... lyk real tuitor litat... den ez to understand oso... den after teaching abit she let mi do the tys... wah lau... can do until siao ar... so tough. bt den for her its ez lar. den she slowly explain to mi... den after tt i can do liao le... minority of the qn onli lar... haha... den after trying tys, took 1 or 2 pics... haha... den after tt 3 plus litat went hm le... reached hm at 4pm
den watch tv and eat alot of kuehs... den watch tv... den eat again. den i juz lie on the sofa waiting for zhen qing to start... den start awhile i found myself asleep until 7... omg~ den cum online lor... haha... waiting for papa to cum hm... asked him to da bao chicken chop and hor fan for mi... muhahaha... tonight prepare to da kai sha jie liao...
yeah~ tml wai gong bday, gg back malaysia!!!~~~ hohoho!!! can c the babies again... tis kind sure very noisy one... gt 4 babies... hehe... den toddler got 5... alt gt 9 children wor~ can torture dem until siao liao... hohoho... hope dey wun cry again once dey c mi... y every little kid c mi will cry one huh? im such an angel u noe? ahemz... haha... hehe... den oso can c ah sheng, ah li and ah ming korkor... hehehe... yandaos~ ah long korkor better leh... bt den long time nv c him liao... he always cum at midnight to join papa dey all for mahjong. den by tt time i slp liao le. if nt is when i go shopping wif jie jie dey all den he cum. den if nt is when i too bored den juz lie on the living rm to slp... i hate it when he cum wai gong hse when i slping in living rm. coz no image... lol...
muz prepare for yi ma, ah yi, jiu jiu, wai gong and wai po to nag at mi again liao... 'wen ah! zhe mo shou liao ar? bu yao jian fei liao lar!' , 'wen ah! you nan peng you liao mei you?.....mei you? bu yao pian wo lar, you liao mei you dai ta hui lai...' , den wai po will cfm sae ' ni shi ah liwen ar? wah~ bian zhe mo duo liao, wo dou bu ren de ni liao woh!' den will tell my mummy in hainan ' ah boey ah~ ni nu er hai zai jian fei ar? jiao ta bu yao jian liao lar, feng yi chui jiu fei zhou liao lor' den papa will sae ' dui lor, xiang hai bian de ye shu (coconut tree) ; gao gao shou shou de...' wah!!!~~~
haha... bt realli miss those remarks... haha... plus it means tt dey are praising mi oso... hehehe... cant wait for tml!!! coz can eat hao liao oso!!! hehehe!!!
after tt muz JIAN FEI LIAO!!! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! and, O LEVEL COMING LIAO!!! YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!!

stupid day

wat happened in sch today sch was simply plain and idiotic as well... stupid day... no wonder my horoscope sae so... hmm... i tink u shld read up ur daily horoscope everyday... coz i find it very accurate leh... haha...
after sch went to do my dnt project... b4 tt went 163 to have lunch wif yee sin... saw john, hao yih and df there... saw my pics when i was pri sch... den dey keep commenting abt mi lor... haha... their remarks oso mek mi very pek cek... haha...
today went to workshop until 4+... in the end onli managed to drill 5 holes... sian 1/2... haha... no mood to do my project... den aud, chew, jol cum wkshp. chew and jol on the surface is pei mi lar... bt den actually one is waiting for aloy another for df... den onli aud is realli waiting for mi... haiz...
smth bad happen btwn dem... gt real furious when i noe abt it... DAMN!