Anxiety disorder.

Don't ask me how am I feeling right now, there's just too much to mention.
It feels so different this time, having to travel alone for studies.
I know what faces I would expect when I get there, but I'm not sure about what's gonna happen.

I hope everything will be better than what I am expecting and would turn out really fine.
Thanks alot for all your love and concern, all of you. :)
Remember to tag, email, call, msn, skype, WRITE LETTER(!! :)) ) or whatever ok!
I will be strong and I am confident that I can make it through and create lots of havoc during this learning journey! ((:

LIWEN, JIAYOU!!! ((:
WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND CONTINUE TO PRAY AND BAI BAI FOR ME! Thanks! (((:

It's going to be very exciting, liwen! GO, GO, GO!!! :))))))))))))))))

xoxo (:

HURRAY~ ^^

Met nana for lunch today! I missed her sooooooo much~ :((
I made myself free for whole of today just for her! ((:
And she came over my house to help me to pack my luggage and now my packing is almost done!
Although you are always on my mum's side and gang up with her to bully me and force me to drink more plain water and laughed with her when you saw that i vacuum packed my bolster, and how my mum would praise how pretty you are and why am I not as pretty as you(!!!), I still love you alot. HAHAHAH.
Thanks darling~ For everything. (:

I will miss you alot. :')

xoxo (:

Pack Pack Pack!!!

Finally decided to start packing my luggage and I realized that there are toooooooo many things I wanna bring along!

Mummy was looking at the way I pack my luggage and her nonsenses began again.

Mummy: That time you went for 5 months the luggage allowance was just nice for you. After that you came back with 30kg luggage and how many cartons did you shipped back? Like at least 3 cartons, about 15kg each?

Me: Yar. But this time I'm going for a longer time not 5 months leh, can't be helped coz I have so many things I want to bring along!!

Mummy: (Stare at my bolster) Actually some of the things you can get over there right? And some of the things you can choose to bring or not.

Me: .............

Mummy: Ok, you're going for two years. So when you come back, how many cartons will you ship back? That time one semester 3 cartons. Now you're going for four semesters, so you're coming back with 12 cartons lar? (Starts her scary laughter)

Me: .............

My bolster doesn't weigh much!!!

Ok, back to my own stuffs! Goodnights~

xoxo (:

BUSY BUSY!

Everyone's nagging at me!

A: "Why?! I thought we say okay already?"
Me: "But you just said you can't make it mah, so I am meeting my other friend already"
A: "Wah lau, why you like that one?"

B: "Ehh, will you be free on _____ instead? We meet on ______ okay?"
Me: "Cannot leh, I got something on already"
B: "Huh.. then how to meet you.............................."

C: "Hello! When are you free to meetup?"
Me: "I am only free on _________ leh. You can?"
C: "Huh, cannot leh. Can you rearrange with your other friends again?"

D: "........................................."
E: ".........................................."
F: "........................................."

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X: "........................................"
Y: "........................................"
Z: " Don't care ah, must meetup. You go think of a way!"

I am sorry peeps!!! Will look into my schedule again.

xoxo x_x

Sian!

My head is spinning
My eyelids are heavy
My skin is peeling
My tooth is aching

WHY LIKE THAT!?

xoxo..

I love the sun!

Check out my new sunkissed skin, yo!
Oh man, gonna miss Singapore's sun so much. >.<

xoxo (:

Follow what they do!

If you are my friend, you should know that I'm more than a huge fan of Cadbury.
I remembered munching on one block of Cadbury per day back in my days @ SPH as intern. That was my only source of inspiration for me to finish up my articles.
Cadbury is my happy pill, nothing works better than Cadbury.
It helps me to destress and it makes my day.

To prove that I am a hugeeeee fan of Cadbury, I have decided to master their eyebrows dance!
Give me time, I will master it and own the whole dance floor when I hit the club. HAHAHA!

On a side note, I think I had been practicing too much of it and I can feel my eyebrows knitted together right now even though I am not doing the dance.

xoxo (:

3/4 K.O

No, not stubborn. I'd prefer the word "determined".

So much to settle and I have been travelling all around just to get things done. It's so stressful that my both physical and mental strength are worn out.

I'm very sorry for losing my patience at you recently, even during our precious phone calls. Thank you for being so understanding. :)

xoxo (:

My Precious.

I would definitely love it if you will be there with me. We could share the same bed again, in a different environment. I love cuddling you to sleep.
I am not sure about the sunset, but I am sure that we could enjoy every sunrise together.
They are laughing at how stupid I am. They think that I am not being practical. But I want you.
I have tried leading a life without you for months, and the feeling is unbearable.
Nobody supports my decision.
I don't care if my mummy screams at me, I don't care how my friends laugh at me.
But still, I'm gonna do twists and turns at you and try my best to fit you into my luggage.
Oh, I don't want to have a long distance relationship with you again, my beloved bolster...

xoxo (:

Tired tired!

I almost died of exhaustion these few days! So busy!

I don't like it when I have to go through the same physical examination all over again. Especially ECG!!!

Next challenging thing is that I need to apply for visa by myself. It's my second attempt to do this, hope it won't be another wasted trip! Hello, waking up freaking early to queue up is not really fun. Other than that, everything's settled. I think.

Oh yar, I still have to pack my luggage. And I'm getting quite excited these days too, coz' I keep imagining hanging out and drinking ourselves silly with YeeLin the bitch. I know you read this, don't think I will let you off after drinking just a mouth or two of Soju ok! :))

But of course, I'm going to study hard. Really very hard. I want to learn as much as I can. We all have dreams to fulfil, don't we? :)

xoxo (:

给你、给我、给大家：关于成长

追求梦想的旅程是很孤独的

独自踏上圆梦的旅程 好不容易终于在路上碰到了几个与自己志同道合的朋友 大家一起朝着同一个目标前进 那时的你当然会认为他们最懂你

一路上困难重重 你们不断地为彼此打气 或许是因为知道你们在这条路上只能彼此依靠 所以不论发生什么事情 你们的第一个反应一定是保护朋友 —— 全都是“他们”的错，我们没错！

因此 你和朋友都互相包庇 渐渐地变得自私 开始伤害 周围的人 就连那些你曾经视为“朋友”的朋友 也不例外
互相包庇 只会使人无法接受事实 并且自欺欺人 比温室里的花朵更经不起风雨

你是否想过你们所经历过的一切 你真的为了理想而选择抛弃曾为你付出的朋友吗
还是说你的友谊真的那么廉价 只不过是刚好遇到了 反正未来的几年内都需要碰面 不凡交个朋友 时间一到就拍拍屁股走人 连离开的理由也不交待一声

你说 这是你成长的方式
我想问你 请问你从这种成长的方式学到了什么？你真的有因此而变得成熟吗？你快乐吗？

不是针对某个人 而是针对所有的人
因为现在的大家都忙着寻找自己想要的到底是什么而忽略了周围的朋友
所以想要温馨提醒各位 别忘了你的知己们都在等着你回来

P.S：You know I love all of you (:

xoxo (:

母爱好温暖

最后一次和妈妈一起 两个人出去逛街 好像是去年在我还没飞到武汉的时候
当时 妈妈因为担心到了武汉我会无法适应那里寒冷的冬天 所以带我走遍了好多地方 为了就只是要找到品质最好的卫生衣 好让我在冬天里可以保暖身体

一转眼 我又要飞了
今天再次和妈妈 两母女到乌节路逛街
当然 主要目的就是要为我挑选一个耐用的旅行箱

虽然说好买好旅行箱后就轮到妈妈逛街的时间 但是她今天所逛的东西都是在日常用品和冬装的部门
我常常因为看见妈妈总是把我们摆在第一位而感动

妈妈的嘴巴真的很厉害 可以整天唠叨个不停
吃得太多、吃得太少、房间不整齐、太迟睡觉、打嗝太大声、看电视时脚摇个不停...... 这些她都能念上半天

这次必须长期住在国外 肯定会很想念妈妈
每天都太习惯和妈妈斗嘴 睡不着时就拿着抱枕跑去找妈妈 肚子饿时只要告诉妈妈一声 一整桌的美食立刻出现在我眼前 每次一看见妈妈 我就会有继续往前冲的勇气

我知道 妈妈她更舍不得我 我非常肯定
要不然 我就不会 常常偷听到 她和亲戚/朋友通电话时 总提到：“我的女儿要出国了”
要不然 我就不会 常常听到妈妈问我关于那里的事情
要不然 我就不会 常常看到妈妈准备我最爱吃的食物
要不然 我就不会 常常看见她躲在厨房里掉眼泪

我要出人头地 我要孝顺父母。

我不可以告诉他们我也很舍不得 离开新加坡的那一天 我应该笑容满面
因为这是我选择的路 因为我正在朝着我的梦想前进

xoxo (':

Oh man!

I've been chiong-ing this Korean drama since 2 days ago and I can't take it anymore!
It's so saddening that I forgot how many times I actually cried while watching it halfway.
And now I'm left with the last episode which refuses to load since an hour ago.
Damn it, it's really very sad!
The best part is that even though I can't watch the last episode right now since it refuses to load, I already know what's gonna happen. All thanks to the people who commented on the video.

Wah lau, NO WAY! Although she seems evil, SHE'S NOT GOING TO DIE, NONONO! She's such a poor thing :(

Ahhhhh~ load load load, faster load! It's 4am now and I'm waiting patiently for you to load finish.
The whole episode is about 68minutes long and now the buffering is only at 16minutes?!

Aiyo~

xoxo (:

透透气

烦、乱、急躁、彷徨、迷茫、不安

保佑我。

xoxo (:

Girls talk.

Liwen. says:
REXONA WORKS WONDERS!

Liwen. says:
i went out almost whole day

Liwen. says:
come back right, my armpit is dry de lo!

Liwen. says:
i realized it's effect ytd. then quickly sms frances see she got use when she's inside or not. HAHAHA.

[dOrEEn C_-_[] says:
wah....

[dOrEEn C_-_[] says:
i also buy liao

[dOrEEn C_-_[] says:
hohohhohoh

[dOrEEn C_-_[] says:
excited

Liwen. says:
you dont get too excited and keep on applying leh

Liwen. says:
later your armpit dehydrated
(I'm not trying to be funny, coz this is really something that our dear Dodo will do. LOL!)

That's how interesting our girls talk topic is for these few days.
Anyway, Rexona really works wonders. Try it!

xoxo (:

Warmth

The blood vessels will get blocked on a cold day;
The earth will be able to move once the air is warm

xoxo (:

Pokarekare Ana

Stormy are the waters of restless Waiapu
If you cross them, girl they will be calmed

Oh girl, Come back to me, I could die of love for you

I write you my letter, I send you my ring
So your people can see, How troubled I am

Oh girl, Come back to me, I could die of love for you

Oh girl, Come back to me, I could die of love for you

偶然间 从网上听到 《Pokarekare Ana》
回想起 姐姐们和金老师 每天晚上都会哼这首歌给我听 直到我入眠为止

这是一首与 1914年 World War I 有关的新西兰民歌
《Pokarekare Ana》 在韩鲜战争期间流传到韩国 歌名为 “연가” —— 指的是 “恋歌” 的意思

밤 하늘에 반짝이는
별 빛도 아름답지만
사랑스런 그대 눈은
더욱 아름다워라
그대만을 기다리리
내 사랑 영원히 기다리리
그대만을 기다리리
내 사랑 영원히 기다리리

xoxo (:

我的电脑复活了~

English
中文
한국어
русский

YAY!!!

*我的电脑复活了~ 终于啊，终于！
一切都得归功于我的哥哥 ^^

I'll be back with more posts soon, so sorry for the random posts recently! Till then, lovelies~~~

xoxo (: