How

It's finally here. And I don't know how to react but to stare at it blankly.
It's so scary. There are so many documents to do and no one knows how to do, I'm left alone to deal with all these. So stressful! But I can't just break down and cry, right.

xoxo (:

Ahh~ Freedom! =)

Yeah!!! Last day of work yesterday, no more longggggg hours of standing! *Pops Champagne!* ((:

And I had a very peaceful day by myself today.
Did some research on my holidays and headed down to travel agency. Got my tickets booked.
Shopped around at town and decided to have a foot massage.

It'd be so much better if it's a sunny afternoon.

Now now, I'm bored and I'm broke. *smakcs forehead*

xoxo (:

Really!

It's my weighing machine. I didn't gain any weight, I INSIST!

*ROAR*

:(

xoxo /:

I feel so insecure

Daddy's homeeeeee~ =D But he's flying back again on Sunday, SO FAST!
I don't even have the time to accompany him.

I got home today and my parents were surfing the net.

Daddy: Hello!
Mummy: I'm teaching him how to facebook, so proud of myself
Daddy: Yeah, and we just finished looking at your facebook
Me: ......................

. My . Parents . Are . Stalking . Me . On . Facebook .

xoxo (:

Vroom Vroom~~~

Okay! I'm going to take a break from slacking. Because I'm on my way to plan for another travelling before I fly! WHOOOOOOOO~

Have a break, have a Kit-Kat! :)))))))))))))))))

Meanwhile, check out 2NE1~ Another Korean girl group that I like besides Wonder Girls.
Thanks for introducing me to this new group, 여동생. Hahahah.



xoxo (:

SSSSSSSS-es

"Sleep . Slack . Shop. Splurge"

xoxo (:

I'm back!

Flipping and tossing on bed with a mind full of uncertainties and disappointment doesn't help. Crying yourself to sleep for countless nights could be the most silly thing that one can do.

By the time you're exhausted from crying and thinking and felt like sleeping, the sun will be out to shine on you and tell you that it's a brand new day.

Facing the crowd with a big smile on your face is the most challenging part of the day. It's also the hardest time for you to pull it through, because it's so tiring to fake a smile. Occasionally, you would get all confused because you don't know if you were really faking a smile or you were really enjoying yourself.

The sky turns dark and you can finally stop faking. But the same old thing will strike you again once you switch off the lights and crawl up to your bed, hoping to get some sleep.

Two months of living like a rotten human being and it's time to buck up again.
Time to embark on the new journey of my life.
I'm a step closer now. I really want my plans to work out.

Goodbye tears, goodbye insomnia.

*On your feets, UP!*
Sorry if it took me quite awhile.
Hello world, I'm back! *waves*

xoxo (:

Bring the house down!

Home party with my girls was AWESOME!
We tried playing the softer version of the Korean drinking game and most of us died!
So fun! So happy! HAHAHA.
Frances was supposed to be the lead of the party, but her limelight was being stolen by some silly girl. LOL!
Qianyi kept asking Doreen, who was already seh, to control the amount of alcohol we drink.
Pui Yan best lar, still in perfect condition.

I missed out a good show! Qianyi hugged the toilet bowl for a longggggg time before going to bed. HAHAHA.

Instead of sleeping in till late noon, we(most of us) woke up at freaking 6am and started chatting and did our silly stunts for 2 hour or so and headed to Plaza Cafe Cartel for breakfast with Jolyn and Chew Hua. Madness! Imagine that some of us were having hangover and can't really walk straight yet we still woke up before the sun rises and go all the way to have breakfast at Cartel.

What's even crazier is that we proceeded to Jolyn's house for Mahjong session instead of going home and continue to sleep.

CRAZY RIGHT!

YAY! Home club rocks! But Frances, more nice songs next time please! Hahahah.

xoxo (:

World Peace.

A magnitude-6 quake struck Yunnan.

My Onnis and Jin Lao Shi were there just a few days ago when we were on the phone. Not sure if they left the province already.
I can't contact any of them now!
Please, let every one be safe.

No more disasters. World peace!

xoxo :)

THE MOST HEARTBREAKING SONG EVER.

Meet ups~

Whooooo~ Hello peeps! I've been sooooooo busy lately! SOOOOOOO BUSY!!!
Busy meeting up with people and friends and animals and.......... Aiya, Busy lar! =)

I will just update about those meetups with pictures ok? :)

Suntan session with Ms Oh was so fantastic! Our suntanning props include our Nasi Lemak, Nasi Padang, Big Gulp and Cleo(s)! And we were constantly doing our people watch activity. HAHAHA.
And met up with Bel and gang (I forgot when. LOL)

We had this ZooPicnic @ Marina Barrage before Monkey went to Melbourne.
(Too many pics to put up so I only selected a few)
We ate, we flew kite, we played frisbee and monkey!



And I met up with Xiaowei!!!!!!!!! Whoooooo! Finally can see her after sooooo longggggggggg. Too used to seeing her every day for too long. HAHAHAH. =)
And I met up with these lovelies too! HAHAHA. We're the SNTG (Singapore Next Top Gangster)

Ahhhh! I MISS THIS BITCH 32134490328573091831-208349402 TIMES! My oh my, how am I suppose to survive.................
And we had a Fajar CIs Gathering. (Kaili and I were so shocked when we realized that we have so many CIs in the unit. And it wasn't the full strength on that day, Robin, Suhaili, Nasrul and the newer CIs were absent.)
Because our dear Rahman Sir is leaving for Sydney next week. (He's flying with Sian Choo's boyfriend by the way. The world is smallllll~)
And he gave his last debrief session..
Gosh~ Will definitely won't get used to it when he's not around.

"Work, play, train, rest, We are the BEST!" :)))))))

Take care, Rahman! I will miss you, my sweeeeeeeeeeeetest and my proudeeeeeeeest guy friend! xoxo :)
And I met up with Euuuuuunice too! Bok came down too to join us for lunch (or high tea)! :)
After Bok left, we slacked many hours away at Mac. We don't have to contact each other very frequently, we don't even chat on msn. We only vandalize each other's walls on FB occasionally. I'm amazed at how we can always spend hours and hours talking non-stop during meetups without feeling awkward at all. =))

Whooooo~ More meetup sessions coming up! I'm so happy!!! HAHAHA.

On a heavier note: All my friends are disappearing! They are either flying away for studies or migrating! And many of my guy friends are losing their hairssssssss! Are they that stressed up?!

My BFF Gordan is going in tomorrow!!! BOOHOO! No more supper, no more midnight movies, no more xiao hong (his car) for weeeeeks! :(

Ok, I want more good news! I want more good luck! PLEASE, THANK YOU! :))

xoxo (:

Get home safe, caveman. :)

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"There is just one Moon and a golden Sun"


xoxo (:

Slap me.

I have got thousands of things running in my mind and they are all jumbled up therefore I don't know what's wrong with me and what do I really want and all I know is that I only live once and I'm getting older there are so many things that I want to do but I don't know how do I go about to accomplish them by thinking about all these could cause me to suffer from insomnia what makes me feel totally crap is that I am constantly counting down to the number of days you are going home and it is so frightening to see the distance between us stretching longer and longer each day but like how we always console ourselves technology is so advanced and it seems like the world is shrinking in other words the world is getting smaller and connected I would always smile like an idiot whenever I think about you scolding me it is not the end of the world and then I would question myself did I leave my power of optimism with you because I can't find them now oh yar and I have been spending like nobody's business too i am so poor now and my parents have to provide me with pocket money again i know i should stop splurging but i just want to say that LG Arena please come to me soon I really want to own you thank you I am not quite done with the ranting yet but I guess you are getting fed up reading this shitty entry and that is exactly how I am feeling right now oh no I think I am feeling 100000000000 times worse than this I hope tomorrow will be a better day and things will go well for me goodnight

Love-Hate

I've always loved Singapore Changi Airport. I don't mind travelling 2 hours to the airport to have a bite of Popeyes and proceed to the viewing hall to look at the planes taking off.
I love to be inside of the airport and stare at the Air Steward and Stewardess walking around smartly in their uniform.
I especially love the feeling of being in the airport when it was my turn to fly.
I love to pick on several passengers at the departure gate and make wild guesses about why do they have to travel.

Whenever I walk pass the departure hall and see people crying their eyes out and blowing their noses red, I would used to think " Why leave? You're making every one upset." Because I always thought that the choice is in your hand, you choose to leave, now you get what you want. So you jolly well show me your set of sparkling white teeth at the departure gate.

One week before I came back from my holiday, Mum called me and told me that Dad's going overseas for work. I thought as long as we do our part in cutting down the expenses, then there's no need for dad to travel so far away to work.

Three days after I came back from my holiday, it was dad's turn to fly. He choose to go overseas. Not because he wants to travel (like me). He was very reluctant to go over, he loves being here. When I asked him about his decision,
he told me: I love this family too much that I want to give the best to all of you.
And he added: I'm sure I can persevere, because I know how loving our family is.


Upon reaching the departure gate, every one cried. And reality struck me. Growing up doesn't mean you take charge of your own life. Instead, it means that you're being weighed down by more burden. You can't go "Oh, I don't like it therefore I'm not doing it.".

I realized how noble my dad is. My hero for 20 years and still counting. :)

(Finally a full Zoo photo before Monkey flies)

One week later, my best friend whom I knew 7 years ago left for Australia too.
She was super excited about going over to embark on her new phase of life at the beginning.
She decided to leave Singapore almost-willingly.
But she realized that this time, she'll be going for 2 years and all sorts of emotions struck her.
A part of her looks forward to all the Hostel Parties and crazy clubbing sessions with hot angmohs. HAHA!
And another part of her can't bear to leave her friends, her family, her home for the past 20 years.

When she entered the departure gate, she turned back and saw that all her family and friends were standing outside the glass window, they can't go in.
She finally realized that the depature gate that she just entered wasn't the entrance of some shopping malls. She has to be on her own from then on. From afar, we could see tears flowing out of her eyes but we can't help her to wipe away her tears like how we'd always do..

Stupid monkey, I know you will love the life there. We love you! :)

xoxo (: