if i remembered correctly, the liwen 4 years ago was still a moutain tortise.
i rarely go out with my frenz, and dun even mention hanging out late till midnight.
until now, i dun go to marina for steamboat frequently. i dun stubbornly insist tt i wan to dine out wif my frenz, when our lovely mum has already prepared alot of food for us at home, waiting for us to eat it.
no, not bcoz tt i've gt no life thus i could onli dine at home.
my reason is simple. bcoz, we have a wonderful mum who cooks delicious meals for us every day without fail. so, u tell mi lar. why the hell spend those unnecessary money on those unhealthy and "no-warmth-food"?
mani ppl told mi tt dey envy mi coz i get to eat home cooked food everyday, whereas their mum have to work frm morning till late at night. all these i noe.
but y can't my stupid brother get this into his mind?
apparently, he prefers skipping school almost every day. and the most exaggerating thing was tt, my mum actually agreed to sign the excuse letter for him.
can someone pls tell mi y? to mummy, he's still a little boi. but hey! do u noe tt he's already sec.2 now?
every night withoug fail, i could hear mummy mummbling to herself how late it is. but he's nt at home yet.
he would juz come home, take his lunch, changed, out till night.
the funniest part is tt, mummy knows tt he wun be home early. he's nv home early.
bt whenever he steps out of the house, mum would go: be careful! and do be home early!"
why can't she juz hide the keys, so tt he can't go out?
phone calls from his school abt his attitude, the troubles he created and the fights he got into is quite a normal thing. i hope the fucking teachers frm tt school would stop calling home and make my mum worried. one fine day, im gg to make a trip dwn to tt stupid school and tell the teachers to stop worrying my mum. CALL MY HP AND TELL MI EVERYTHING INSTEAD.
there's tis thing tt i feel so disgrace of. UP TILL NOW, mummy still have to double check his bag, make sure he packs everything inside. whenever mummy finds out tt he left smth at home and forget to bring it to sch, she would start to panic, den dash to his school. the travelling time is not tt SHORT, mind you.
bt, mummy. do u remember when was the last time u did all these for korkor and i?
ever since p4, i could pack my bag myself.
and forgetting to bring smth to sch is VERY common for students lyk us. do u noe how mani times did i forget to bring my materials to sch, bt NEVER asked u to bring it to mi? tts bcoz, i noe how tired u would be travelling frm home to sch, den back to home again. tts bcoz, i noe how worried u will get if u find out tt i forget to bring books to sch; ur afraid tt i would gt scoldings and punishments frm teachers. tts bcoz, i noe its MY responsibilities to pack MY bag; forgetting to bring smth, is nobody's but my own fault.
mani a times, i wanted to tell mummy "he's already sec.2!"
but i always knew tt her ans would be " I know "
and can u guess his pocket money?
he always lyk to compare himself wif mi.
$6/day is my allowance for sec.sch.
but, tts his allowance for pri sch.
now tt im in poly, i gt $10+/day.
and tts his allowance for his sec sch.
and tt $10 excludes the money he asks from mummy whenever he returns from sch, and den out to play wif his frenz again.
once or twice, i caught him hanging out wif gangsters at plaza after my npcc.
my fajar CIs saw tt too. bt, wat can i do?
and THOSE frenz of his, nv fail to disturb mi whenever i go home late at night after tuition.
sometimes, mummy was caught crying in the room. i noe tt he must have broken her heart again. and she tot tt nobody noes tt she's crying. but, i do.
and she refuses to tell daddy abt how horrible bro is. bcoz, he's working hard to supporting the family. tts not gd for him to listen to all the complains and stuff when he reach home.
i hope that my bro will wake up real soon, and stop all his stupid acts. maybe tts wat a growing teenager must go through. the "pan ni qi".