hOhO~

hmm... juz came hm. went for npnp meeting tis morning. or shld i sae afternoon? aniway, i became the admin head for npnp. haha... seng nang~ nxt outing will be smth lyk amazing race~ yeah. nw we're same rank as the ciis. so can torture dem liao!!! lol. during the meeting, onli 3 D'05. the rest all J'06 and dey keep saying J06 rox all tt. true lar. haha. bt den i still feel tt dey shldnt do tt. afterall, we all members of npnp right? yeah...
went ikea anf queensway after meeting. coz vincent wan to tek some pics for his project. and kah hao wanted to buy bag. after tt came hm.

ok. tok abt ytd. the golden memory~ haha. yeah. we met darren and janet at cityhall mrt. janet was late!!! ciis shld hav their PICARD right. haha. and b4 she arrived, we crapped and bullied darren. his hair grow out liao. haha. after all arrived, we went marina for steamboat. haha. crapped alot on the way. den janet told mi tis: yar, tok so much now, during course so quiet... den the rest protested: where got? she so noisy one...
haha... i onli tok when darren and janet were nt ard... so u noe? haha... ok, after reaching, we paid the steamboat money. guess wat? the most hilarious part is tt, both of our squad instructors HAV NOT ENUFF CASH FOR THEIR OWN SHARE! dey tot there gt atm machine. haha. so... some of us had to chip in money to pay for our 2 poor instructors... lol.
i took alot of sotong to eat lar. haha. den dey keep saying i eat my own species. lol. den the oil keep splurting out. den pain sia. and u noe wat? darren sir soOoOoO sweet leh. he cooked alot of sotongs for mi lor. haha. HE COOKED FOR MI ONLI... haha... dun be jealous. he cooked for mi tink bcoz he saw hw all the oil fly twd my direction. haha...
den janet asked mi if i was very stress during RC. coz she c mi lyk very stressed litat. haha. and she told mi smth which im quite delighted to noe abt. CHANG HONG SIR IS OSO FRM AREA 19!!! hehehe... well, he's one of the ciis whom i respect and admire of. so im realli happi. he's frm aes. haha. and tt time i gt sabo-ed by him to be the facilitator for suicide window coz he knew tt im frm area 19.
okok... aniway, darren told us abt his ns life. so funni. and their pt lyk so fun litat. shall do tis during unit training. haha. and taught us one cheer to sae b4 meals. lol sia. after eating, took 400 back to marina bay. den took pics there. hehe. den took mrt hm... we changed train at cityhall, leaving janet alone in the train. kinda sad lar... miss her... den darren was left alone wif us again. and we continued bullying him. haha... btw, delta betrayed mi by telling him abt the nightmare i had during RC. and both of dem were lyk laughing lyk hell. aww... miss delta so much nw!!! looking fwd to area atc!!! coz can disturb chang hong sir!!! lol...

muhahaha...

70th CIBTC PASSING OUT CEREMONY

met delta at cck and headed to hta. reached there at ard 1300. changed into our half-u. dry run once wat's gg to happen and hw to receive our awards. after tt changed into our no.1. we shared same klzrm wif falcon squad coz we hav 1 similar cii. janet! bt im nt realli happi abt tt. coz u noe... janet is suppose to be our sq instructor!!! nvm. =) some of our uniform nt up to standard. so did the same old thing again. snatching iron frm one another. haha. thnx kah hao for hlping mi to eliminate away the iron lines! i realli cant survive the course w/o my deltarians!!! haha. dey are always out there, ever ready to lend their helping hands. janet asked falcon to excuse frm the klzrm so tt she cld tok to us. yar, and she gave us our CI notebook, a braided rope tied using the GOOD LUCK knot and a straw star which she folded herself. darren sir was unable to make it for our poc coz he's in ns. bt he gave janet mdm his msg, and she read it out to us. quite funni lar. esp when he sae on the 1st day of course, we remind him of smth tt he wld c in the toilet. hur hur. a wooden block trying to be lame~ lol. aniway, his msg realli had an impact on us. gave janet and darren our squad tee. yu heng wasnt here today. bt i noe his heart is wif us! =)

ceremony started, went up to receive the award. look so stupid w/o head dress. my mum juz cldnt stop teasing my hair lar. sae it reminds her of her grandpa. haha. after tt, daddy hlp mi to don my rank. once the CI shoulder board was standing on my shoulder, i cld feel the pride. and tis time round, we realli recite the NPCC PLEDGE not juz loud and clear, bt wif PRIDE. it's the 1st time we're reciting the NPCC PLEDGE as CI. we are proud of it!

after tt ming liang went up to sae abt his feelings after the course. cii prepared a flash back video for us too. supposed to be touching. bt..... most of the pics are frm JUNE ppl. minority are ours. @$#$#$#%$#@! spoil mood. and those pics wif mi are during atc. when i looked damn shag... omg~ on the other hand, tis kind of pics remind us of all the tekanings isnt it? haha.

suppose to eat after flashing back. bt we cldnt hold our excitment animore, so we started gathering and took lots of pics! tek until we almost forgot tt our parents are waiting for us to start eating. lol. realli very fun. and my mum told mi yixiang is very shuai. AND tot tt he's my bf...... omg~ haha... she's forever litat. paused, had dinner and continue to tek pics again. took wif atc gp 6 (UNITY) and area 19 70th cits. nw den i noe including mi, there are 6 area 19! haha. BLUR~ after all the photo taking wif dearest squadmates, we went to find other batchmates to tek pics too. i lyk the pic i took wif riechman. so funky. lol. den had real squad photo by the professional. a pity tt darren sir and yuheng wasnt there. after tt went back klzrm to change, collect ci tee and dismissed. out of the whole batch, onli i lost my cert. so caused the whole batch to be unable to gt their cert as well. coz dey nid to investigate. WHERE IS MY CERT?! and sry J06 for causing u guys to be unable to gt ur cert today. b4 dismissal, janet called darren and let us chat wif him. tis time round, i dare to call him loud and clear DARREN. its w/o the wrd SIR hor! haha. and he was shocked lar. crapped alot wif him... and he suggested us to go gathering tml. hehe. look fwd to it~ wearing our squad tee!!! yeah!!!

i tot i dun feel a thing for poc. bt i realized tt i was very wrong after spending time wif delta again juz nw. heart felt so sour... bt didnt cry. coz dun hav the urge to. we're all happi tt we've all passed out. we've acheived all our squad goals. one of it is tt: WE WILL ALL PASS OUT TOGETHER, AND NO ONE WILL BE SENT OUT OF COURSE. im proud of 70th CIBTC J06 DELTA!!! janet and darren taught us well~ thnx for everything! =D

tml gt kick box. tink gonna leave halfway or smth.

tink juz nw we gt too carried away tt i forgot to ask yixiang for the squad tee money!!! nvm, i shall loan shark him tml~ haha. he better turn up! =X

shall upload the pic after i've compiled all.

miss mi~

muhahaha...

ZOO BBQ~~~

hihi!!! im back frm the ZOO BBQ~ haha... b4 tt went beach rd to collect our squad tee. dc acc mi go. thnx! haha. met kah hao b4 gg to beach rd. came hm and pia my info essay. juz abit more to go! haha... dc came my hse to put the squad tee b4 gg to xy's. had mum's red-cum-green bean soup. mummy muz be flying high upon hearing dc saying tt the soup tastes nice! lol. okok. here's the bbq part. reached there abt 8pm. didnt bbq. all was done by qy, frances and xy. haha. thnx! bt i got contribute ok?! i ate, and i cleared the mess too! and and... i kept the tables! haha... ok. after bbq-ing was photo time! took lots of pics... bt haven gt dem yet. bt here are 2 of the mani pics we've taken. lol.

tml grandpa's bday. realli wish i cld go back m'sia wif dem too. hope grandpa wld understand. well well... tml poc liao le!!! gg to prepare for it. hope everything goes well tml!!! wish mi gd luck!!! DELTA ROX~





muhahaha...

ENLIGHTMENT!!!

well, here to blog again. juz finished my psycho session wif mr guo wei. janice and raf are right. in fact, all fjss cis are right. new birds hav to undergo tis 'tradition'. here goes the psycho session. well, juz parts of it. those tt i find it meaningful:

(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
u n raf got some problem izzit
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
huh? no ar. y u litat sae
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm ... i one
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
dun real or not tat y ask
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
how u feel on ur senior in fajar
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
oh... haha... scare mi sia. i tot wat
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
hmm... ok lar. lyk last time litat lor (
Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
wat u mean by like last time
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
lyk during last time np training litat lor. fren fren litat
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm ... friend friend ok
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
:}
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
how u will present ur self in front of ur cadet
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
how u will present ur self in front of ur cadet<--??
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
how u will present ur self / learn / help the cadet durind training?
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
it a question
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
oh...
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
i tink same lor. full-u will be strict. pt will relax abit bt cannot let dem climb over my head
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
den at the same time muz nt be too demanding until cadets dun dare to approach mi wif their probs
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm...
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
wat u mean by strict in full u n wat u will be ur body lauguage be
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
means cannot fool ard wif dem..
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
den muz watch my own body posture
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm...
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
explain abit more on body laugugue
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
those normal one lor. hw u stand, eye contact. muz be confident. cannot show tt ur tired
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
den walk muz gt more power abit. haha
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm... ok
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
:}
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
way of talk ?
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
firm.. so tt dey will listen to u
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
explain more
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
hw to explain? er.. juz speak and deliver ur msg loud and clear. cannot tok den pause den stop (Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm ...
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
the tone
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
lyk ms phang litat.
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
haha
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
ok...
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
u look a bit blur some time
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
got meh? hw to sae
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
i front of cadet u look abit lose
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
:}
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
wat u think is a gd leadership mean?
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
huh? izit? i tink maybe im nt used to it yet bah
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm... use to it
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
able to lead and follow?
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
NO
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
u have to use to it by now
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
lead n follow only
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
follow as in
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
smtimes wking together diff ppl gt diff opinion... den nid to giv and take
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
hmm... good!
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
haha... thnx
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
:}
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
thank for wat
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
i did nothing
::{ g0dzLL@ }:: [帅哥不能爱] 要快乐不要难过 Love is not easy says:
hha. coz u sae gd mah. so muz thnk
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
leadership .... is not tat easy ... is about role play, teamwork, backstage man, Talk less listen cum think more, understand, share, learn, manage, main thing is Safety of ur cadet...
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
n alot more
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
even u work with ememy or to work closely a guy , u have to know how to balance work n .... (Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
closely with a guy
(Ah Wei) 你那么爱她为什么不把她留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..是不是你有深爱的两个她,所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 says:
no meaning ... wish wat u just learn n type just now u will apply in future :}

kk. tt's abt it. he seems nagging. bt he realli enlighted mi. he's juz lyk another vincent to mi. keep mi gg on! haha... thnx for tt~

well, off to do my CLOOUR PSYCHOLOGY liao... wish mi gd luck!!!

wasted trip

had diarrhoea today. quite shiok actually. coz i rather gt diarrhoea than constipated. can detox! lol. aniway, after feeling nt so much of diarrhoea-ness, went plaza library to search for some inspiration for info essay. conclusion: colours. yup. colour psychology and therapy... wat do u tink of it? haha... borrowed 3 thick bks... nw im facing another prob. where shld i start??? lol. after tt went mac to read the bks to c wat to write for essay... yup, i went ALONE. look lyk some nerds. hehe... on the other hand, its actually quite enjoyable and peaceful. kinda luv tt feeling. no troubles. =)

saw smth quite contridicting... at mac...

while studying at mac...


2nd time at mac wif frances...


funni hor??? dey are written on same board!!! juz tt dey are on diff sides. bt smoke there anot still the same right? distance so small... omg~ REDUNDANT!!!

and tis is my hardwork... lol


reached hm at ard 1430... called frances for blood donation. i wan to do as mani gd deeds as possible before grandpa's 100th day. BUT! im nt doing gd deeds juz for the sake of doing it ok? i realli mean gd. sad to sae tt we made a wasted trip there. we nid tt bloody CONSENT FORM in order to donate blood!!! @#@!$#$#%@!#@ so i was lyk immediately sian diao. 75-ed back to plaza mac. saw dc and bro on 75. call her and sms her so mani times bt no respond. duno wat's wrong wif her. ate mac... slack there. john and df joined us awhile. suan-ed mi as usual... missed it so much~ lol. after dey went, shi bin and yuan cheng came join us. kenneth came to pass mi the squad tee money. damn it. might hav to go beach rd alone tml since all delta are nt free. somemore nt all paid!!! nid to pay for dem 1st. $#%$@%#$!! haha... after tt went 163... coz tt idiot yc wan to eat... went pasar malam. dey eat my money... blanja dem a sausage each. there goes my $3!!! haha... bought tt nice nice fish thingy to eat. bought some home for my family too~ hehe. im such a nice daughter-cum-sister. hehe. slacked at blk opp 113. waste time there. haha. den walk hm. dey lure mi to far away place den ps mi, left mi walking such a LONG route ALONE. somemore i was carrying so much money. kinda stressful.

hmm... tml zoo gathering liao!!! hehehe... so happi~ lalala...

one more thing. delta wun be in full strength during poc. yuheng cant mek it. my condolences to u. i noe hw u feel. delta will always be delta!!!

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ReJeCtEd!!!

went for chi lit make up lesson today. nan zhi guo is soooo cute~ amg all lecturers, i luv him and the music lect most! others?! SUX TO CORE!!! bt sry to sae tt i was stoning during whole chi lit. totally no mood at all. bt thnx to mark, kenneth and victor for enlightening mi ytd and hlp mi destress. their craps realli lessen my burden, at least temporarily. aniway, did our chi lit after chi lit while waiting for brenda's consultation. hope to get it done asap. brenda's consultation sux. went in one by one... so formal and strict. and wat more? she rejected my essay topic. wats wrong wif CAMPFIRE??? haiz. mani of dem gt rejected as well. duno wth is wrong wif her... and nw, i nid to cum up wif another topic. anione has ani idea to write for an informative essay? as the name suggests, it muz contain some information which u tink will appeal to readers.
ok... changed blogskin. sunrise = a new start. i wan to start anew. throw the stress aside. bt can i do it? YES, U CAN!!! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! haha... long time since i last motivated myself eversince Os are over. zoo gathering on 22!!! hehe... klz gathering changed to 22 too!!! y did dey keep clashing? hmm...

haiz... had been hearing hw fun their kayaking course was. today dey gt their 1 star liao. aww... realli such a pity tt i actually missed it. and dey are realli very THOUGHTFUL. deliberately tell mi hw fun the course is, wanting to agitate mi. good~ haha... nvm. i still hav my powerboat. somemore nw gt some assig to complete by hol... so, i tink i wun hav the time if i went for kayaking. kayaking can wait~ haha...

hmm... xianzhu is real sweet. keep asking mi to relax myself. haha... thnx ar! no wonder dey sae woman hu juz gt into relationship are sweetest. hehehe...

poc on 23rd. grandpa's bday. i cant go back m'sia tt day... nid to reach hta by 1400. arrgh!!! im nt filial...

looking fwd to aug vacation!!! hehe...

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STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all the zoo start blogging liao. so im so tempted to blog as well. life in ngee ann sux!!! i miss the old days whereby we rule the sch!!! no one dare to utter a wrd when we cut their queue!!! nw we're lyk so noob. my klz ppl are quite fun to be wif, and my chs hangout fren EDNA PHONG!!! haha... joined kick boxing. got to noe shi bin and yuan cheng.

most traumatizing truth is tt. grandpa left us. we all miss him dearly. hope he's doing fine up there, and will nian " a mi tuo fo ". had been gg back to m'sia. realli miss him alot. even up till nw i still cant realli accept the fact. everytime reaching grandma hse, i wld expect grandpa lying on the sofa greeting us wif his warm smile. his scent of medicated oil is still remembered by us. our family bonding grew stronger. we've learnt to cherish one another. grandpa, are you happi to see all of us so united? yes, u are. im sure of it! =) lyk wat u've told steph the other day, we will all be united one day. all in all, ur the best grandpa!!! we love you!!!

my cibtc lasted for abt 2 mths plus. seemed so long. other cibtc lasted for onli 2 wks, bt ours for 2 mths. however, everything is gg to end juz wif a blink of an eye. yup... poc on 23rd june 2006. wearing no.1!!! im so glad tt my cibtc was very fun and i've learnt quite a no. of things. juz tt i didnt realli perform up to standard i guess. tts y mani cii told mi tt i nid to speak up more. bt ive realli learnt alot new things. went thru thick and thin wif my fellow DELTARIANS. still can remember tt very faithful night when all trainees were either asleep or preparing for the nxt day of residential course, DELTA was still at the drill shed. witnessing 3 of our very own squadmates being yelled and insulted by the cii was indeed a very tormenting moment. tears rolled dwn on 2 of their cheeks. yourui was so strong tt he didnt cry. the rest of us juz stood there and watch dem being scolded. the feeling sux. we cant hlp at all. bt i was surprised tt yourui told mi tt he felt gd after zaki scolded him. coz he knew he was wrong. i duno y i bcame the sotong of J06. whole batch noe tt im SOTONG. thnx delta for spreading my nickname. its the wrong time to spread the wrong msg to the correct ppl ok. haha... still remember our squad kana punishment for dragging of boots and shoes by carrying our boots or shoes wif us wherever we go. janet and darren are very poisonous right? haha... dey are our best cii!!! i miss residential course!!! every single moment. all the motivations we gave one another after every scoldings. duno y onli delta can remain so high despite getting the most scoldings. well, tts the unique us!!! haha... modular course gt to mix ard wif the JC cits... dey are gd ppl. rockies~ my telematch group. atc gp 6, unity. sux to core i can sae. june ppl there are lyk so... selfish. and dey are pampered is all tt i can sae. dey nid to learn to be humble.

didnt turn up for the kayaking 1 star 2 star... coz dun feel lyk gg suddenly. and nid to travel all the way back home frm there. bt heard frm dem tt the kayaking course was fun. janet mdm was there too. awww... she didnt manage to tok to mi during the atc breakcamp. bt she promised to tok more to mi during poc!!! hehe. i hope she will keep her promise. and hope tt darren sir will be able to book out to attend our poc!!! miss him so much!!! haha. aniway, yar. i missed the kayaking course. bt i tink im still gg for the powerboat course.

sch starting... and i loathe it! juz told my parents tt i wan to quit sch, and of coz, i gt scoldings frm dem lar. dey juz wun understand the stress tt im undergoing. i've gt so mani activities to attend, so mani pro and hw, so mani npcc stuffs to clear. i dun even hav time to breathe! i realli hate myself nw. for being so indecisive. for being so irresponsible. for being so low down. i juz feel tt im getting suckier and suckier each day. i realli hate sch!!! ive gt no motivation at all. i wan to stay at hm, spend my time doing nth. yes, im suffering frm 自闭症. im oso highly suspected for suffering frm depression. i may appear jovial to u, bt i am not. i realli nid a break... bt can i? i wan grandpa!!!

BlOg ClOsInG...

dear bloggy, here is the farewell frm mi to u. thnx for being my bestest listening ear for the past 9 mths. thnx for acc mi during my Os and my horrid moments and share my gd moments. haha... bt nw is the time for mi to return to the pinky diary side liao le.

ok, 23 march 2006, i saw him on uncle's wedding. he's the one... dao ba. haha...
grandpa is getting older. he's very weak nw. i luv him!

ok, nw i tink i will juz keep u as fond memories. and anitime i hav the sudden passion, i can cum and vandalize u again! hehe... so, tc! i will miss u!!!

feel so stupid to be sad over closing blog... bt u've realli let mi fa xie my feelings alot!!! U ARE THE BEST!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

bloggy... WISH MI GD LUCK FOR MY CI COURSE!!!
HOPE TT PPL THERE WILL BE VERY GD!!!
HOPE CI COURSE WILL BE OVER SOON!!!

and of coz,

I WAN HIM!!!

hahaha... miss mi, and i'll miss u! muackz!!!

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campcraft revision

went ntuc wif frances b4 gg for np. she went marketing. haha... suddenly felt tt she has the potential to bcum housewife. lol. went np after tt. look for ms phang. told her tt the application form, area 19 i write until area 17. she oso blur blur litat submit to PA. omg. so hav to tell dem on the day of uniform collection liao. hope dey wun group mi wrongly! haha... i duno wat guts i had today. i actually forces ms phang to check her email. haha.. heng i did tt. coz there's an online application thingy which is due today! whoot! so she quickly ask mi use her laptop to fill in all tt and submit. haha... felt so shiok to sit on her desk. she's someone i respect the most in fjss, and i gt the chance to take her seat! omg! hahaha... overheard her conversation wif ms neo and mr sng. teachers oso hav conflicts one ar? somemore she is ms phang leh!!! she oso will sae tis kind of things one. haha... opinion changed! took sec1 wif kaili. dey were learning campcraft, so i asked the 9th batch ncos to teach mi the knots while kaili taught the sec1s. hehe... mel, sx and yf taught mi sheet bend and bow line until dey giv up. end up onli yf there to teach mi slowly. haha... thnx ar. bt he there keep saying i dun behave lyk a girl at all. sian diao lor. bleah. my nu ren wei cannot anihw show ppl one. haha... aniway, hope i'll remember wat i learnt today! played ball game wif pathetic 10 sec3s hu turned up today. dey were told to go hm and postpone their training to fri since onli 10 of dem turned up. bt dey duno y still wan cum for training. so played wif 9th batch ncos and 9 sec3s. IN THE RAIN. so shiok! haha... ms phang nt in sch to supervise us today. so can no rules! hahaha... ms phang email mi the attachment forms all tt... hav to go medical checkup. URINE TEST!!! so shy! muz let ppl c ur urine. haha... theres a attachment on cfm norminees for the cibtc. area 19 onli hav pathetic 4 of us so far! omg! and my name there realli write mi under area 17. so acc to the form, area 19 onli gt 3 cadets! hahaha... hey! im oso frm area 19 ok?! lol. i duno hw im feeling nw... im excited abt the course, bt im afraid of gg there alone! how??? btw, junqi(aud's ex.. haha) is oso 1 of the 4 area 19!!! although i duno him, at least there's sm1 im farmiliar wif. a YI guy, tink raf gt to noe him thru atc, she sae he's a great guy! hope so!!! maybe i wun be tinking much after i step into PA. coz there's nth i can do. i cant escape, bt to persevere there! LIWEN, YOU CAN DO IT!!! JIA YOU!!! btw, i lyk tis song playing in my blog. haha... there's another song i lyk, im playing it in my friendster. nice!!! e zuo ju zhi wen rox!!! nw den i noe yx oso watch tt. haha... uncle's wedding is near!!! bought new top for his dinner!!! haha... got to wake up at ard 4am to go malaysia. yi gen jiu jiu is coming s'pore to fetch us! thnx!!! haha... ok, yanzu sae can enrol liao. i gg to try nw. WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!! haha... muhahaha...

wOrRiEd!!!

ever since i email ms phang my form for ci course, i've gt nt even a sec feeling relieved. im happi tt im gg for the course. bt i cant stop worrying abt wat will happen during the course? hw will my squadmates be like??? will i meet those monsters i met during sec2 atc??? i hope nt. I DUWAN TO MEET ANY MONSTERS ANYMORE!!! I WAN GOOD, HELPFUL AND MOTIVATING SQUADMATES!!! im nt as independent as most ppl. i cant even imagine myself taking the bus alone to PA, march in alone, etc etc. i dun even noe hw to gt to the new PA!!! hw i wish ms phang had nominated another cadet to go as well. at least im nt alone. 7 april... drawing nearer... 16 april... will it arrive fast??? LIWEN, YOU WILL SURVIVE!!! JIA YOU!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

GOOD LUCK TO MI!!!

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MeI pO~ hahaha...

mummy is real super duper cunning. hahaha... she sae: nvm, i can go m'sia myself, u guys no nid to force urself up to acc mi one." den, she slp in my rm ytd. purposely one lor. den alarm ring cfm i oso tio wake up one right? haha... den she still sae: nvm, u go slp." -_-". washed up and cabbed to checkpoint, bus to m'sia checkpoint, cabbed to grandpa's. wahahaha... slp immediately. when i woke up, wow!!! whole hse was filled wif ppl, and the noises made my the kids! !@@##@!@$... haha... yu fang yi ma bought mi a tank top similar to ah yun and ah mei jiejie one. hehe... luv it man!!! so i wore it straight away and went to be MEI PO wif dem. haha... such aunty business yet we young ppl followed too. ah hong and ah qi realli funni! dey dare to hit and ka jiao future jiu mu's parents sia! haha... nt afraid of strangers at all! btw, the car journey frm grandpa's to future jiu mu hse was abt 3 hrs! imagine 3 hrs there, 3 hrs back. OMG! its at KLUANG. haha... after tt went back to grandpa's for dinner, and ah dong jiu jiu sent us back to spore. hehe... dey came our hse awhile and went back. THANKS!!!
well well, wedding dinner is nxt wk, i wonder wat to wear? long skirt and a yi da li mian top? duwan too formal lar. haha... tml gg bugis shopping wif dem!!! I WAN MONEY!!! hahaha... oh yar, today be mei po gt ang pao!!! haha...

kk... watch love contract liao. miss mi!

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gathering???

went to hlp out np soccer tournament today. quite boring though. fjss kana thrashed during the 2nd round. lose to HAI XING SEC. hai xing's goal keeper is super shuai man! haha... initially i kept denying tt he's handsome when the cadets told mi tt... bt in fact i kept ogling him too! haha... pai seh lar. hai xing gt 3rd. prize giving at concourse. raf, janice and i act act tek pics all tt, and secretly took tt hai xing goal keeper's pic! hehehe... my hp has his pic! SHUAI~ lalala... ms phang's cam gt their gp photo... gonna cope frm her soon! hehe!!! played captains ball. wci vs cadets. WE LOSE... haha...
walked hm wif janice, gt to find out tt she knew kit kat thru her ci course. he was her cii. HAHAHA... she has her BEAUTY! lol. den she told mi to tell my mum nt to worry coz i might gt to hook a cii there during my ci course... hahaha... crapper. asked her abt poly life too. i scared missing freshmen camp wun gt to noe other sch ppl liao. bt she sae can... hehe...
went hm changed and went to rx hse to 'fill in' our poly forms. haha... looked complicated, bt actually its ez! haha... her bf was there too. crapped there as usual. oh yar, tis time gg her hse, we upgrade liao leh! nt go her rm. is go masterbed rm leh!!! hahaha... toktoktoktoktok there... discussed alot things. went pasar malam, den to one blk wif jolyn, frances and dc. chew hua was crying... tt guy wan to break wif her. was he trying to threaten her? wtf. wat a GUY! frances called him and tok to him. i duno wat happen liao. its all very complicated lar. df gt to noe abt it and oso asked chew hua to leave tt guy. aniway, tt guy managed to find out tt frances duwan to same klz wif him... i was shocked tt it was HER to tell him tt... was she doing it deliberately or she accidentally blurted it out? hmm... beats mi!
well, tml gt to wake up 6am!!! gg m'sia wif mum to hlp out jiujiu's wedding. slping liao. ahha... missmi!!!

i hope she will sort out her feelings soon. i wun blame her too if she choose to giv up her friendship. coz tts wat he demand her to do! duwan add animore stress to her.

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back here blogging!!!

felt tt i haven been blogging for a long time, when it is juz ytd i didnt blog. haha... i missed my blog so much!!!
well, tt night at jolyn's we chatted till 5+ in the morning!!! shared the usual secrets... py one was the funniest one!!! hahaha... crapped alot. i forgot wat we tok abt... bt i onli remember tt wateva we said, we wld be giggling away. haha... until abt 5+ i was half slp half awake... frances shook mi and dey asked mi: LIWEN, U NOE WAT TIME IZIT NW LIAO MAH? 5+ LIAO LEH!!! TINK WE NO NID TO SLP LIAO LE" and py continued complaining tt nxt morning she still hav to wk all tt... haha... in my heart i was cursing dem. coz i was slping TO TELL MI THE TIME...!!! haha... and dey duno i was slping anot. so after toking each time, dey wld call my name. if i happen to hear my name, i wld juz ORH... to dem and continue pigging. lol. den norman and zhuang called frm the chalet to chat wif dem while i was slping. den frances woke mi up again and sae tt norman wan to tok to mi. i gt real mad and used the blanket to cover my face. haha... i duno i did tt. tts wat frances told mi. heng i nv scold dem lar. haha...
woke up abt 0930++... py gt rdy for wk. washed up and acc her tok till she went off, and i woke the 2 pigs up. haha... had breakfast... pizzas we bought the night b4... nt realli lar. it was 2am+ tt time. haha... jolyn torture us one... wan starve us to death! haha... chew hua came find us after tt... blanja us mac delivery. none of us breathed a wrd abt the chalet incident. bt i c her i feel lyk crying... she doesnt look happi at all. maybe tts wat mani ppl sae, she owe him frm her previous life. dc called to chat wif us when we were at jolyn hse. haha... after watching the love of death disc duno wat, we went hm le. ch haven. tink she tok to jolyn abt it...

ok... today slp until duno wat time, eat, slp will 5pm.. eat online again. haha... mummy fren gave us tt dog shit frm thailand!!! NICE!!! hehe...

kk...watching love contract. hope youtube sever is gd today!!! haha...

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chalet, SPOILT BY TT BASTARD

well, im at jolyn hse nw wif py and frances again. didnt overnight at the chalet. totally moodless, thnx to tt bastard!
met frances and py for blood donation, bt py didnt donate. my veins are too fine and blood flows too slowly. so end up onli donated a little bit of blood. frances one is totally opp of mi! her blood flows lyk nobody's business. my hand has got a bruise there coz veins too small for the needles. bt the whole process was nt painful at all. i cant even feel a thing entering my hands.
went chalet. slacked, slp there wif jolyn, zhaomu and alloy. tt bastard kept complaining: Y WLD SHE WAN TO CUM TO CHALET FOR MAHJONG? CANT SHE JUZ PEI MI?"... excuse mi, IS SHE UR SLAVE?! y muz she listen to wateva nasty demands u gave? and he even sae: PLS KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO HER" bloody hell. shldnt it be the other way round? u are 1 yr older than us, and yet ur tinking is so immature!!!
tiffany and chew hua playfully took all the snacks and went into the mahjong rm which were nt supposed to giv OUTSIDERS, and tt mad dog came yelling his head off at her, demanding her to COME HERE! wat the hell does tt idiot bastard wan? dragged her out and told her off. meking her crying in the toilet. and yar, he did came into the rm and stood outside the toilet, asking her to come out. bt the way he asked her to come out, KICKED THE DOOR, YELLED AT HER, INFRONT OF EVERYBODY. i duno izit bcoz of all of us were there and he cldnt put his pride dwn to sweettalk to her, or he wan to show ppl hw powerful he is to chew hua, or wateva mother fking lame reasons. HE TOT HE WAS SO POWERFUL. at tt pt of time, heard tt the both of dem had broken up. it cant be chew hua initiated it, can it? nah, she dun hav the heart to do it.
chew hua dashed out the chalet wif her belongings, and he was tagging along bhind her lyk a dog. TO PATCH. i mean, pls lar. since U wan to break, wats the pt of asking for a patch lyk an abondoned puppy?(puppy pls dun gt offended. i noe ur much more better than him). i gt super duper angry and fed up. sad to sae, chew hua's heart gt soft, and im disappointed. fine, i dun mention a thing infront of the 2 of dem.
everybody were pissed off, bt didnt sae a wrd infront of dem too. i duno y tt bastard dog, smelled tt amg dem i was the most pissed one and told norman IF I WERE TO PICK A BALL, I WLD CHOOSE LIWEN. wat a joke! he told dem to tell us nt to badmouth him and try to break dem up or wateva shit, everything juz tell him straight on his face. and nw, wat's he doing? telling ppl tt he wan to bash mi up. y dun u juz cum and tell mi face to face? BLOODY HELL. I HOPE U'LL DIE SOON. y cant u juz die immediately at the chalet juz nw while playing soccer or after eating and died of food poisoning? so nw i noe smth for sure. I HATE HIM, AND HE HATE MI! we both hate each other!
dey kept telling mi tt its chew hua's choice and theres nth we can do bt to support her. ok, so i support her choice, no matter hw stupid it is. bbq and ate wif her. all the while, she was the one hu kept sticking to mi. i duno y. tink tt gives the wrong idea to tt bastard tt im trying to break dem up. i swear, i didnt mention ani bad thing abt tt bastard after tt.
there' s another thing i found out. u may laugh at mi. the feeling of being hated by him sux. i mean the main thing is nt him, its juz... it doesnt feel too gd to hate and to be hated. c the irony?
bok's dad fetched us to jolyn hse... nw i noe y bok is litat liao. he inherited frm his dad. crappy. he gave us some advise on wat to do regarding tis matter. mainly is to brainwash her, tell her wats right and wats wrong and mek sure she's nt disadvantaged.
bloggy... did i do anithing wrong today? is my tinking and actions too harsh? bt it realli angers mi alot to c tt! shld i hav a one on one chat wif him to sort things out? although i noe he wun possibly agree to it. even if he did, i doubt he'll pay attention too. he'll onli laugh at my stupidity i guess.

at least he asked jolyn to apologize to us. i did told chew hua to apologize to him too. provided tt he is feeling at least a little bit guilty of his evil doings. its either he change, if nt i wan him to gt his retribution!

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tIrEd~

mentioned tt we're suppose to chiong dvd ytd night. guess wat? i find tt show too boring!!! tink the both of dem too. so we went to slp instead. all squeezed on their parents bed. haha... morning wake up tt time realize tt i was the onli one on the bed. haha... coz dey 2 complain tt i play kungfu in my slp and occupied more than half of the bed. haha... prepared for np while the 2 of dem went back to pig. i kept pestering jolyn for facial foam, breakfast and lock the door. haha. kolyn is such a big liar! she told my mummy tt she'll cook breakfast for mi today bt noe wat? she gave mi one tiny wini super duper small red bean bun smaller than half of my fist! and, a 1/5 filled glass of milk. SUCH A SPREAD, ISNT IT??? no wonder i can tahan so long during np today. haha...

went np. i was late. the cadets were later. took sec2 wif janice. quite boring lar dey all. so dry. haha... after np went kfc wif janice, raf and sotong. met frances and jolyn after lunch to go lot 1 watch the dorm. nadiah went too. nt so horror lar. more of buddies buddies type. ending quite touching though. nt those tt can mek u cry lar. haha... its all abt friendship etc.

came hm after tt. mummy made fa gao. NICE!!! haha... jiujiu's wedding dinner is juz nxt wk!!! hohoho...

tml gg mr yong's chalet. b4 tt gg for blood donation! hehe...

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gYm+tonning at jolyn's!!!

haha... im at jolyn hse nw. tonning here... coz she's hm alone, and sort of scared lar. aniway, supposed to meet frances under her blk at 1450, bt i overslept till she called mi at 1510!!! haha... i wan to go gym, bt she sae nobody pei py to swim so changed to swimming instead. den after tt i told her i nt gg liao. den she told mi again tt xy gg too, and she acc py to swim.
went gym and ran for abt 20mins and wait for dem to swim finish den go up jolyn hse. bathed and went plaza for dinner. went back to her hse again. outside her hse i kicked my slippers and it hit the door. xy, py and frances dun believe tt the sound is made by my slippers and kept assuming tt theres someone in the hse etc. so to convince dem, i took one bottle of dish washig detergent(those spray one) and a brush as weapon to patrol ard the hse. dey were indeed scaring themselves. haha... bt realli freaked jolyn out and asked mi to stay over at her hse. she even told her mum tt im staying over to acc her when her mum called frm china, b4 i agreed!!! haha... so i asked her to acc mi hm to gt my stuffs for tml morning's npcc... frances decided to stay over too, coz i said i wan to chiong dvd tonight and she cant resist the temptation. hahaha... xy mum fetched us hm. she's quite fierce though. sit until pai seh. haha...
reach my hm liao pack liao den slack at my rm and went to meet frances. I FORGOT TO BRING MY TOOTHBRUSH!!! haha... bt jolyn hse gt new one. so nvm. hehe...
kk... watching discovery chn nw. abt the boi wif the largest tumour.

later gg to chiong dvd liao!!! haha...

nitenitez!

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jErEmY's 21st bDaY pArTy

went for jem's 21st bday party ytd wif frances, jolyn, guowei, chew hua, janice, kaili, jiahong, isabel. walked to his hse frm jp. frances is realli gd at directions. its been 2 yrs since we last went to his hse and she still remember the way! omg! haha...

well, once we got out of the lift, i can c mani heads outside the corridoor already. can sae the whole level de corridoor filled wif his guests. haha... saw james and another sq6 CI. bt didnt tok to dem. haha... nt tt 'cooked' yet. wanted to ask dem abt the ci course and hu frm hillgroove is gg for the june course. bt i dun dare! hahaha...

ate the food there. fajar all squeeze at one corner. so pathetic. haha... den we there entertain ourselves lyk clown litat. den went toilet oso nid to queue up. haha... even in his hse was damn packed lor. frm inside pack to outside. omg! so imagine hw mani ppl were there.

after a long time we're still feeling very awkward. haha... so told jem tt we go off 1st, bt he insisted us on gg onli after cutting of bday cake. b4 cutting of cakes, we muz sort of queue up to tek pics wif tt bday boi wif his cake. haha... everything oso muz queue up. den after tt sing bday song. hse too packed liao den muz stand outside the door and sing. omg! haha... den his hiilgroove cadets sabo him all tt, and we went off.

went jolyn hse after tt to slack. haha... her mum and bros went china. shiok ar! haha... later gg her hse again. we're gg gym and swimming!!! LALALA!!! JIAN FEI JIA YOU!!! hahaha...

im still quite scared of gg for the course... tell mi more abt it pls~

muhahaha...

east coast pics

btw, here are the pics taken at east coast park tt day. qy's cam one are nt here yet. haha...

NPCC SERVICE DAY

today is npcc service day. went to hlp out. attached to mr solehan... quite slack though. cadets and ci life. heaven and earth! hahaha... cant find the cadets. coz there are too mani blks and too mani storeys to locate dem!!! so i might as well juz stick to one gp. after tt went 150 find janice, raf and kaili sit there and tok to wait for the cadets to finish at least 30 units. crapped alot there. janice kept complaining tt she's flowing. haha... raf too. and mi too! bt i didnt tell dem lar... so, janice gave mi her 100plus. MUHAHAHA...
went back sch after the whole thing. joined raf wif the sec1s to learn songs and cheers.quite cool lar. haha... went to tell ms phang tt im gg for the CIBTC. tt time she was searching badges for hong yang and xiao pang bt to no avail. so tt 2 idiots suggested of using mine, since i dun nid dem animore! @#@!#!@!@ pipipapipoo! haha... i wan dem to serve as memories one leh!!! i'd rather buy for dem at beach rd. well, ms phang told mi: MAKE SURE YOU COME BACK, AND LOOK MORE LIKE A MDM. I WANT YOU TO BE VERY FIERCE.

i'll mark ur wrds!!! I WILL DO MY BEST DURING THE COURSE!!! I WILL PULL UP MY STANDARD COMPARABLE TO RAF!!! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!!

very hungry in sch. ncc having camp. cater food in canteen. wah lau. almost snatched and ate dem sia. so tempting!!! haha... and besurai tt time adi was nco's i/c. den salute tt time he turned and saw my face, den BROKE INTO LAUGHTER. haha... shit him man! bleah...

mani of dem said i look RED today. mrs yee too!!! haha...

filling in the CIBTC forms... dey kuku one... who will remember wat date i receive diff badges sia?! haha...

tml gg jeremy's bday party! kaili and janice gg too sia. haha... hmm... im so excited abt the ci course!!! will i gt to wear no.1 uniform too??? lol.

muhahaha...

jOgGiNg!!!

hmm... miracle-ly, i actually woke up 10+ today! tot i wld've pigged till 12+. ate, and finally went toilet! hahaha... im not constipated animore ok?!=p. watched tv, online, den upload pics. bt smth wrong wif the laptop or photobucket. cant upload. nvm, try again nxt time.
slacked all the way today. i ate finish all the grapes which mummy bought juz tis morning!!! uh oh! haha... its so sweet and i cant resist it lar. hehe...

went to weigh myself and... OMG!!! i gained 5kg since dec!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! so i couldnt tek the huge blow, and went jogging after watching tv. haha... saw aud there. such a coincident. i saw the teo wat pin the MP at the park. haha... and tink my stamina dropped alot. LIWEN, JIAN FEI JIA YOU!!! hahaha...

k lar... makan.

muhahaha...