Monday, April 30, 2007

today is all abt the confession wif my klz girls, as in their relationship stuffs. i duno whether should i laugh or should i cry or should i hate? all i can sae is, juz follow ur heart lar. haha. =D

went plaza mac at ard 7pm to meet nasrul for annual camp proposal. tt ass insists tt we have to eat in mac, if nt will kana chase out. so we assumed tt we'd take at least 4 hours to finish up the proposal, and bought a moutain of food lar. end up, we ended at ard 8.45pm. so, had to stuff all the food into our stomach lar! total MADNESS! and my stomach is still so bloated now lar. tt dumbass, spoil my plan to lose weight!!! =( although there's lyk no progress, I AM TRYING WAT!!! so not i NATO (no action, talk only) ar. hahah!!

aniway, tml's labour day!!! =D the best part is, daddy sae he wants to bring us to some nature place to relax. and the main point is tt, we don't even have a proper camera to capture the scenery there lar! coz i juz spoilt the nikon one =(. nvm, nxt IT Fair is coming up now, i suppose. lol!

IT'S HOLIDAY TML~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I AM NOT DREAMING!!! WOHOO` 3 CHEERS TO LIWEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Sunday, April 29, 2007

back to M'sia

had breakfast wif my parents at bangkit. mummy decided to go over to m'sia, so i tagged along wif her.

slacked slacked at grandma hse, and my cousin entertained mi wif the fashion magazines and the limited edition chocolate. haha. the adults decided to go and look at how's the renovation gg on at uncle's new house. i'm so in love wif tt hse lar!!! so big, and the design is so high klz, and the most impt thing is tt right outside the hse, there's tis plot of grass land. i love the feeling of sitting outside of the gate and watch the grassland. haha. and further down the patch of grassland is a lake. WHAT A NICE SCENERY!!!

aniway, the usual stuffs frm my relatives.

liwen ar, got boyfriend already anot?
huh? don't have? how come? you too fierce lar, quit your npcc soon!
or next time you come back i help you arrange one matchmaking session lar.
i think you put on some weight again. maybe you slim down abit the guys will all come to you.

and the conversation goes on and on and on and on and... on...

the most funni + irritating thing is tt, dey always sae im putting on weight! and then!!! dey will still keep feeding mi wif food scared i will die of hunger litat. haha. i realli love dem alot lar! ("v")

and i think dey sae i put on weight is bluff mi one lar. hor?? hahah!

aniway, ROBIN IS THE GREATEST CI IN THE WORLD!!! (muz por him abit, in case he reads my blog you see. haha! ) no lar, he's realli great. coz he's at china doing his attachment now, but he still hlp mi search info for making coloured flame for annual campfire!!! the main point is tt, he can't even make it for the camp, due to his stupid attachment. 3 cheers to robin!!! haha.

and the logistics list is starting to come in to mi already. i feel the pressure!!! =(

aniway, juz hope that this annual camp will be a very successful one, especially the campfire!!! JIA YOU!!!

alright, sch tml. have to carry tt bulky video cam to sch. imagine how i squeeze the bus wif tt big video cam, and my own big bag?! thinking of it, its scary enuff! oh man.

okok. dinner time. haven have my dinner yet, due to tt damn traffic jam at causeway! @#@%#%#$#

miss mi ppl~ =D

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Video shooting =)

jumped out of bed at 6am!!! bcoz, recieved a call from suhaili that he forgot to buy his PONCHO, and he was already on the way to the bustop for his CIBTC.. luckily it rained in the morning, and he remembered that he don't have his PONCHO!!! count himself lucky that he stays 3 blks away from an ANGEL. tts right, its mi!!! haha. i panicked, and juz rushed down wif my poncho wif my bird-nest hair, poncho, unbrushed teeth. haha! suhaili reminded mi of myself exactly one yr ago when i was having my own CIBTC. i was in the 3rd day of residential course, and forgot to bring tt bloody letter to prove tt u've already been accepted by ani institution in s'pore. so, i called frances to gt the letter frm my mum, and asked frances to pass it to kaili, and kaili bring it all the way down to HTA for mi, and submitted for m. haha! as compared to mine, suhaili's situation is much much more better. coz he didn't get yelled and scolded and.. all those shits from the CIIs there lar. realli appreciate the peeps hu hlp mi to pass my form haha!


anway, went back to slp once i passed him the poncho. i was a walking zombie. i closed the gate so loudly tt mum woke up, and tot tt i sleepwalked. hahaha! funni lar. bt was realli tired. coz i slp at 1am last night leh!!! =(


woke up at 7, and went to sch for video shoot. the whole thing was kinda fast, and managed to reach home at ard 12pm++. hope our work is GOOD. lol! it'd be better if its rated as EXCELLENT. ahem. aniway!


once i reached home, shu hui (my bro gf. potential sister-in-law) FINALLY appeared in my hse again. coz her U exam is juz over, and came over to learn how to cook some dishes frm my mum. she said... I LOOK PRETTIER ALREADY!!! hahaha! ok, tts not the point. the main point is tt, the food she cooked, she asked mi to eat. wah lau. not bad lar, bt mummy's food tastes much better. haha!


slp my ass off frm ard 1pm all the way till 6pm! plain SHIOKNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! when i woke up, mummy told mi tt she tot i *choi, touch wood* mati. and went in to check my breath. haha!


during my nap juz now, i dreamt of grandpa. and he told mi tt he wants to drink milo.

how fast, its almost one year since he left us.
presenting to you the future DJ star:


I WANT TO DO A GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD JOB!!!
hahah!

Friday, April 27, 2007

today is a long long day for mi.................................................................
juz reached home, and gg out in an hour time for a marathon annual camp meeting. i called it a marathon coz i can predict tt its gonna be draggy wif all the jokes, food and craps during meeting. aww. juz hope the seniors will be satisfied wif my proposal, and nasrul wun add animore shits to mi!

feel tt the more practice for radio presentation, the more screwed up it gets. OH MAN!!!

problems aside. makan session is more impt. haha.

have to go back to sch in the morning for video shoot. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

there goes my weekend beauty sleep session AGAIN!!! =(

Thursday, April 26, 2007

i hardly slp ever since sch reopen. can onli slp for ard 7 hrs per day. i noe tts alot for some of u out there, BUT!!! its very pathetic amt of slp for mi!!! =(

i miss my beauty slp.

its either i gt stressed even when im slping halfway (lyk jumping out of bed at 12am, remembering tt i forgot to do my e-learning) , or gt up in shock by my nightmare (lyk ytd night, i dreamt tt im at zhejiang. den i met robin. guess wat i did to him? i skinned him alive). haha! i duno how come i dream of robin lar. and i dun hate him or hold ani grudges against him. tink its probably we're all missing him. haven seen him for... 2 months! nt sure if he'll c my blog. but he muz be feeling damn zhuai when he noes tt fajar CIs misses him so much! bleah

saw raf tis afternoon on 184 on the way to sch, i told her abt tis dream and she said tt she miss robin too. haha!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

EXCITED!!!

looking back one yr ago, i was regretting lyk shit to join chs.


bt now, even if u use a broom and wipe mi away, i wld still hold onto chs pole tightly. haha!


bcoz, the fun is getting.. er... funner?? haha!





and juz today, we gt to go ard the sch to take pics during new media. and im pretty satisfied wif my FLOWER! haha. tts the onli presentable pics out of er.. 30+ photos taken lar. *guilty*





aniway, reached home at ard 10pm! coz had tuition after sch, and den ran all over spore (haha. woodlands and bt/panjang onli lar) to look for my background music, original mediacorp cd, and borrowrd books for tips to be handed in for podcast due tis fri. and disappointing enuff, i onli managed to gt the books for podcast. the CDs i cant gt, coz dey are lyk extinct. =(





so now, i HOPE!!! that the player in the presentation suite will nt be so fussy. pls be nice to mi!!! tts the onli song tt could match my story!!! plssssssssssssssssssssssss~ =))





and i am so damn excited abt the radio presentation practice tml lar. haha!





i wan a GOOD GOOD JOB!!! =)





















The FLOWER! haha! DON'T LAUGH OK! its my hardwork, and lots of SWEAT!!! under the blazing sun leh!!

miss mi ppl~ =)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

nonono sick!!! =(

had been feeling dizzy since i wake up, guess its due to lack of slp. BOOHOO`
was trying to lose weight and slim down starting today lar. so had a light lunch instead. and den!!! was feeling super nua during video lar. guess i cant continue my slimming program soon. hahah. not i lazy ar! =DD

aniway, starting to look fwd to video and presentation skills liao. fri gg to studio for practice, and nxt thur will be the presentation!!! seems fun, bt i dun wan to be a kuku neh neh on air ar. hahah!


dragged myself home, and to my horror, my room is lyk... destroyed lar! bcoz, as some of u noe my mum is a big fan of HELLO KITTY. so, she always buy pink and hello kitty stuffs to decorate MY room. and so, when i got home i saw my hello kitty bedsheet, hello kitty door mat and a hello kitty curtain for the small window. on top of tt, there's tis hello kitty thingy for us to hang on the wall to store our letters. ewwwwwwwwwwwww!!! i dun hate hello kitty lar. bt daddy sure gonna laugh at mi once he get home. poor miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! =(
tink i muz start to learn to love hello kitty liao. hahah!

Monday, April 23, 2007




They rock my life in NgeeAnn. And i'm pretty sure tt THEY LOVE ME OK? hahah! =)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Regrets??

in the cab ytd, bok posted us one question and it got mi thinking up till now.
the question was: have you ever regretted something?
i know that i regretted mani mani things, bt remembered none. is tt a gd or a bad thing?
for one thing i regretted was tt, i didnt play hard enuff during my sec sch life. esp sec4 due to tt bloody Os. tts y im starting to miss all those fun and laughters we always have wif norman gang during sec2 and 3 at zhuang's hse. awww.

aniway, my day isnt tt gd. another kilo up!!! OMG!!! sigh```````````````````````````````
i tot i wanted to lose at least 5kg during the vacation? =(

soon leng's bday bash~

npdp day today. technically speaking, its ytd. aniway, was invited to witness the parade bt i didnt go. last min decision. so juz headed to lot 1 for awhile and meet some delta for lunch at banquet. tts our all time favourite wif fond memories. haha.

went home after tt, slp and slacked. remembered tt today's soon leng's bbq and juz nice frances sms-ed mi if im gg. so decided to attend his bbq. met frances and chew hua, 966 there, bought a cake and bbq there.

we were smart enuff. we knew tt there wld be alot of ppl. so, i ate 2 pizzas my bro bought b4 gg out of hse (of coz, i gt a scolding frm him after returning home lar). frances and chew hua bought breadtalk on the way. there's onli 1 pit lar!

the no. of fajarians as compared to soon leng's foc frenz is small hse meet big hse lar. tts my 1st time seeing norman gang so low profile. as if we duno the bday boi AT ALL.

however, i dun realli lyk those foc ppl. coz dey noe tt there's onli one pit, and yet still took their own sweet time to bbq lar. sickening ppl.
other than tt, its nice to meet up some long time no meet cliques. =)

cabbed home wif tiffany, frances and bok. u noe how famished i was? luckily i managed to find the last instand lor mee and cooked it. feeling much better now. hahah!

ivan zhuang yu heng!!! tian ya he chu wu fang cao? dun be sad liao lar!!! mummy misses ur joviality and sunshine smile!!!





bday boy =)



zhuang and i
yanzu and i
bok and i
ok. time to slp soon~ miss mi ppl! =D

Friday, April 20, 2007

RAF!!!

had lee tong king's lesson in the morning. a very enjoyable lesson i must say. but still, i tink i nid to practice my STM skills and master it! haha. coz i realli have short term memory. when ppl juz passed mi the msg, i tend to forget it immediately. worst of all is tt, i duno whether tt person spoke to mi in english or chinese! haha! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!!

went home for lunch and met raf. FINALLY saw her!!! although its lyk 2 weeks, its alot to mi ok! i've been seeing her face frequently during hols mah. haha. went far east, and she bought her skinny jeans.

walked and roamed ard frm far east all the way to ps. short, but nice day wif her with all the jokes and laughters. haha.

okok. dinner time!!! =)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

NANA DAY~

IKEA wif edna is super fun!!! =))

another best thing for today is tt... mummy cooked my favourite SAMBAL STINGRAY!!! wuha!!!

wehehehehehe!! after tml, the 1st week is down!!! WOHOO` 3 CHEERS TO ALL CHS!!! ^^

Monday, April 16, 2007

YEAR 2, day 1 =)

was on 184 tis morning, the backdoor of the bus juz closed and drove off frm KAP bustop. 5 sec later, "ding dong". my fren went : must be a freshie lar. hu will press bell for ngeeann bustop one?

haha. how true!

tended the ngeeann npcc booth. didnt noe tt ngeeann uniform gp are somehow merged. aniway, b4 i left the booth, onli patheticly 4 signed up. WHY CANT THEY OPEN UP THE CCA FOR ALL EX-NPCC CADET??? there are realli very very few CIs in s'pore, PLS LAR!!! grrr...

tuition wif theresa and joshua. i kinda lyk the family, coz dey are all so fun and caring. dey hired a maid, and in btwn lesson she kept coming in wif new snacks. i enjoyed tt chocolate cake. hehe!! after tuition, the parents made mi stay back for dinner wif dem. c how great dey are? and the dad tok to mi abt police force. thnx to dear theresa for telling the whole world tt i wan to sign up SPF.

1st day being a poly yr 2 student. NO MORE FRESHIE!!! =))

i sense danger. do you??? =x

LIWEN!!! JIA YOU!!! YOU WILL SURVIVE!!!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

3 cheers to LIWEN!!! finally completed annual camp proposal after 2 nights of marathon!!! wohoo`
School starting tml!!! LIWEN, JIA YOU!!! NO MORE FRESHIES!!! =)



Saturday, April 14, 2007

Rainy day

the day was sunny. went for bfast at bangkit wif parents. perspired lyk shit lar.
came home awhile, recieved sms frm frances to acc her to salon. so went to bangkit again.


went over to xy's hse after her haircut and we slacked over there. rushed home at ard 1730 coz mummy said she wanted to watch some vcds. bt when i reached home, she told mi tt she already watched finish. grrrrrrrrrr. oh yar, btw. mummy sae we're gg seoul garden tml~ maybe lar, nt cfm yet. haha!



















Beautiful NAI NAIs!!!





















My achievement for FOC! haha!

Friday, April 13, 2007

FOC last day =(

if i were to summarize today using one word, i would use HIGH.
the day started quite boring-ly, coz i didnt sign up for ani duties. so i juz wandered ard wif the freshies lyk idiots, together wif some yr2 CHS peeps. haha. tink its due to lack of slp, plus the day started very boring, i didnt tok much and walked by myself. AND THEN, shuang ying said i looked lyk FRESHIE... =(

lunch was buffet. the food tastes NICE too!!! haha. and i couldnt hlp it, bt to... ahem... go for another round. haha! took alot of pics wif my nai nai!!! oh yar!! onli 2 didnt turn up today!!! haha!!! im so touched lar...

after lunch slacked at LT22 to dress up the masscort (cheng yao!!! YOU ROCKX MAN!!!). i realli salute to him for sacrificing so much. meanwhile, the GLs and freshies all practiced the cheers again. and then... its cam-whoring time for the GLs!!! haha. took mani mani funky pics. shall upload after i gt dem. hehe!

was supposed to leave early for npcc... bt... i gt so high tt i refused to leave ngeeann lar. haha. so i called kaili and suhaili to take over my ssgt and campcraft promotion test today. thnx man! =D and thnx raf for covering mi up when ms phang was searching high and low for mi. =))

aniway, telematch after tt. mechanical engineering was beside us, and dey decided to merge wif us to cheer. coz our sch is sooooooooooo small, plus most of us are girls, so we're at the disadvantage somehow. i seriously tink tt dey shouldnt give us such a SMALL space to squeeze! our sch is small enuff, and dey wan to separate us up! HOW TO CHEER!?

so the GLs, basically mi, huiyin, sian choo, annabel, huiting, wei ting and jing li (standing at the top) and shuang ying, jessica, yu chih, wang yu, zhai jun (standing at the bottom) to cheer. wah kao, zao xia alot of times. bt!!! tts very fun!! haha. HMS GOT 2ND FOR TELEMATCH!!! AR WU, AR WU, AR WU AR WU AR WU!!!



ok, the highlight of today is tt.. i was searching all over blk 52 for huiyin and sianchoo. den along the corridoor, nai nai came to mi and passed mi a packet of yan yan as a token of appreciation. i was kinda touched, bt joked and said "yan yan onli ar?" den u noe wat??

dey formed a circle ard mi.. and went:

I love you, you love me
We are happy family.
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you,
wouldn't you say you love me too.

can u imagine tt? soooooooo touched lar. bt i didnt cry though i had the urge to.

after dismissal of frieshies, another round of party for GLs. had alot of snacks to bring home!!! coz each gp GL share one big packet. im the onli GL for nai nai, so i dominated everything!!! AR WU~ haha!

cam whored awhile lar, den went plaza for dinner wif fajar CIs. discussed abt annual camp. i hope its bcoz we're all tired, thus its harder to cooperate. oh man. have to burn midnight oil tonight to finish up the proposal!!! =((

Thursday, April 12, 2007

FOC Day 2

i lai chuang-ed today!!! sooooooooooo tired lar. bt still made it for the camp. hehe! =)
started off wif a very fun morning. coz GLs gathered earlier to learn the HMS cheers for tml's telematch.
i duno shld i sae bcoz its HMS, thus more girls, thus the actions more girly or wat. haha. bt the cheers still looks cute ok! =D and esp the NP cheer mingxiu taught us. its his facial expression tt made us laugh till peng.

u wun wan to noe how mani ppl frm my gp turn up man. sigh` tts the disadvantage of organizing a day camp. and im already mentally prepared ytd b4 dismissal liao. haha. coz its kinda expected. so, nai nai joined huiyin's gp too coz their gp no. is quite pathetic too.

1st activity was caterpillar soccer. bcoz nai nai onli have 2 freshies, and 3 GLs (me, lindi and karmen), we nid to merge wif yu feng's gp to play. haha. i onli played for the 1st 10 mins coz the pants i wore today will give way easily. =(
but! tt 10 mins was enjoyable! haha. and our gp won the caterpillar soccer! wohoooooooooooo`

nxt is teaching of cheers to frishies. den lunch. we brought dem to try the western food @ canteen 2. longgggggggggggggggggggg time nv eat the fish and chips there le. sooooooooooo happi to have it today! haha. and of coz i kapok food here and there frm others too lar. haha.

and den went back blk52 to wait for treasure hunt to start. while waiting, our gp(combined wif huiyin's) played concentration game. haha. super funni lar, esp one CUTE frieshie kept forgetting how to play the game. our gp started the game, and the "disease" spread ard the whole HMS gp. all shouting lyk siao and we had to shout and shout. super fun lar. eh heh! =D

treasure hunt. went ard sabo-ing frieshies wif huiyin, sian choo, lindi, peter, yu feng and soon yang. we took our own sweet time to look for target when we finally decided to juz ambush at one of the checkpoints. whichever gp arrives at tt station will kena water bomb.
and den right! there's tis gp.. the 1st gp we targetted at the yellow submarine there. one guy slipped and fell infront of mi and lie on my legs, and i was trying to be nice to hlp him up. so, he grabbed my hand, stood up and SNATCH MY BOMB!!! the nxt thing was PIAK! the bomb hits my head. wah kao! tis taught mi a lesson. NEVER BE NICE TOWARDS YOUR ENEMY! lol.

after treasure hunt gathered at 52. den the we played the leftover bombs amg ourselves. attack one guy frm huiyin's gp. haha. all gt soaked.

the treasure hunt thingy was realli fun lar. bt it'd be better if some freshies (ahem ahem) were to be more sporty when we try to make dem wet. instead of standing there and DIAO us or throwing sarcastic remarks. grrrrrrrrr ANIWAY! its a fun day indeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last day of foc tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELEMATCH & CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOHOO`

bt i have to leave after lunch for npcc tml..gonna miss out alot of fun man! =((

AR WU AR WU AR WUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!









Wednesday, April 11, 2007

FOC day 1

hello! juz got back frm chs foc day 1. haha. quite a hectic day lar, bt overall its super fun! eh heh! =D

karmen didnt come today =( so initially i was supposed to take the gp alone. bt lindi came and hlp mi too! thnx girl! =)

and bcoz of lindi, the gp managed to get high abit stating off wif cheers and all. looking at the frishies playing the games is rather funni too. haha.

our gp is called "nai nai" yes!! as in MILK. haha. nai nai is our chi name, christian name is MOO MOO. and i love the cheer lar. soooooooooooo cute! hahaha!!

i muz comment abt the lunch today. its great! (i duno izit bcoz i was too hungry tts y i find it great or wat). 1st time after so long tt i finished all the food during camp ok. eh heh! and there's tis potatoe thingy, bigger than potatoe bite. den each gp given 10. bt all of dem duwan to eat, so lindi and i shared amg ourselves. i had 4 onli ok! and the rest goes to her (i tink )

ok. damnnnnnnnnnnnn tired now. gonna bathe, dinner, slack abit and K.O!

day 2 tml!!! hope it'd be more FUN!!! =D









































































Tuesday, April 10, 2007

BUGIS

went bugis wif edna, huiyin and joycelyn today. didn't sms edna to meet up first coz i tot she would take some straight bus frm her hse. but i tink we're realli fated to meet lar, so i bumped onto her on 960. haha. we're separated by one aunite hu is sitting bside her. tts wat we called "so near yet so far" lar. hahah!

shopped ard, and all of us went back wif a happi face. haha! i managed to get cardigan, belt and a top. spent total of $50 today. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

but!!! the ultimate winner is joycelyn. noe y? coz she had a $26++ hair cut at chapter 2. c lar, sae i cut for u liao, den u give mi the 26 bucks i can go buy more clothes leh. haha! jkjk. bt tts a nice haircut lar.

960 back to bp wif edna coz she nid to go to her church, whereas i nid to meet rahman, nasrul and suhaili at plaza mac for annual camp. out of sudden, i became the camp coord. rahman, i realli duno wat ur thinking man. bt wateva u said juz nw do make a point.. all i can do now is to hlp u groom nasrul into a good CI, and den u can go ahead and do ur campfire stuff for the annual camp. i duno wat else to sae to u, other than thank you. coz u noe tt tis might be my last yr being a CI. argh. damn it.

aniway, all things aside. FOC tml!!! I WAN IT TO BE FUN FUN FUN!!! =)

Monday, April 09, 2007

Damn fed up!!!

if i remembered correctly, the liwen 4 years ago was still a moutain tortise.
i rarely go out with my frenz, and dun even mention hanging out late till midnight.
until now, i dun go to marina for steamboat frequently. i dun stubbornly insist tt i wan to dine out wif my frenz, when our lovely mum has already prepared alot of food for us at home, waiting for us to eat it.

no, not bcoz tt i've gt no life thus i could onli dine at home.
my reason is simple. bcoz, we have a wonderful mum who cooks delicious meals for us every day without fail. so, u tell mi lar. why the hell spend those unnecessary money on those unhealthy and "no-warmth-food"?

mani ppl told mi tt dey envy mi coz i get to eat home cooked food everyday, whereas their mum have to work frm morning till late at night. all these i noe.

but y can't my stupid brother get this into his mind?
apparently, he prefers skipping school almost every day. and the most exaggerating thing was tt, my mum actually agreed to sign the excuse letter for him.
can someone pls tell mi y? to mummy, he's still a little boi. but hey! do u noe tt he's already sec.2 now?
every night withoug fail, i could hear mummy mummbling to herself how late it is. but he's nt at home yet.
he would juz come home, take his lunch, changed, out till night.
the funniest part is tt, mummy knows tt he wun be home early. he's nv home early.
bt whenever he steps out of the house, mum would go: be careful! and do be home early!"
why can't she juz hide the keys, so tt he can't go out?

phone calls from his school abt his attitude, the troubles he created and the fights he got into is quite a normal thing. i hope the fucking teachers frm tt school would stop calling home and make my mum worried. one fine day, im gg to make a trip dwn to tt stupid school and tell the teachers to stop worrying my mum. CALL MY HP AND TELL MI EVERYTHING INSTEAD.

there's tis thing tt i feel so disgrace of. UP TILL NOW, mummy still have to double check his bag, make sure he packs everything inside. whenever mummy finds out tt he left smth at home and forget to bring it to sch, she would start to panic, den dash to his school. the travelling time is not tt SHORT, mind you.

bt, mummy. do u remember when was the last time u did all these for korkor and i?
ever since p4, i could pack my bag myself.
and forgetting to bring smth to sch is VERY common for students lyk us. do u noe how mani times did i forget to bring my materials to sch, bt NEVER asked u to bring it to mi? tts bcoz, i noe how tired u would be travelling frm home to sch, den back to home again. tts bcoz, i noe how worried u will get if u find out tt i forget to bring books to sch; ur afraid tt i would gt scoldings and punishments frm teachers. tts bcoz, i noe its MY responsibilities to pack MY bag; forgetting to bring smth, is nobody's but my own fault.

mani a times, i wanted to tell mummy "he's already sec.2!"
but i always knew tt her ans would be " I know "

and can u guess his pocket money?
he always lyk to compare himself wif mi.
$6/day is my allowance for sec.sch.
but, tts his allowance for pri sch.
now tt im in poly, i gt $10+/day.
and tts his allowance for his sec sch.
and tt $10 excludes the money he asks from mummy whenever he returns from sch, and den out to play wif his frenz again.

once or twice, i caught him hanging out wif gangsters at plaza after my npcc.
my fajar CIs saw tt too. bt, wat can i do?
and THOSE frenz of his, nv fail to disturb mi whenever i go home late at night after tuition.

sometimes, mummy was caught crying in the room. i noe tt he must have broken her heart again. and she tot tt nobody noes tt she's crying. but, i do.
and she refuses to tell daddy abt how horrible bro is. bcoz, he's working hard to supporting the family. tts not gd for him to listen to all the complains and stuff when he reach home.



i hope that my bro will wake up real soon, and stop all his stupid acts. maybe tts wat a growing teenager must go through. the "pan ni qi".