"cant be bothered wif us"

ponned wk today... asked mum to call dem to apply leave for jolyn and i. went back to np today. their standard... OMG is the onli thing i could tink of. heard frm solehan tt onli 22 ppl turned up for the interview. hw do u expect np to survive if tis continues??? so wat if there are more ppl joining np, if u over pampered the cadets??? im referring to rahman. hope he noes wat he is doing. cant he c tt dey are climbing over our heads? saw xuyao dey all in the same sq as last yr sec3. somehow, dey are nt the same animore. nt so enthu as b4... and its 'ge ge bu ru'. dey tok to one another, juz for the sake of being sqmates, bt nt buddies. its natural lar... coz we dun realli lyk nazmi dey all in the past. seeing yongfeng hu used to be their nco, nw bcum their sqmate... omg. heart pain sia... dun wish to c my sqmates suffering there. i wld rather dey quit and concentrate on their studies. bt i noe all of dem duwan to disappoint ms phang, so dey hav the determination to stay and hang on there. aniway, its juz a few mths away b4 dey pass out. heard tt suhaili dey all are rebelling nw. cant dey juz coorporate? wats so gd abt gg solo? i noe wat dey are tinking of. dey dun c xy dey all as their sqmates. or perhaps dey wan to prove their abilities. bt pls, dun overdo it. its nonsense!!!

wat saddens mi more is when xuyao told mi raf said " I CANT BE BOTHERED WIF MY SQMATES ANIMORE " to him, when he was being angel enuff to organize a reunion dinner for 9th batch monkeys ncos. wat the hell... realli duno wat happen to her. wat happen to us??? where is our bonding??? where is our craps??? where is fjss 9th batch ncos??? WHERE???

went plaza makan wif yongfeng, xuyao and hong yang. didnt share the same table wif the cis. coz... u noe, feeling is weird. nw, i realli am reconsidering abt gg for the course again. i duwan to be lyk raf. i duwan to lose our friendship. where is the phrase " OUR SPIRIT SHALL REMAIN " and " MOMENTS SHALL NOT BE FORGOTTEN " ???

aniway, went shopping at plaza. haha... bought 3 earrings and 2 hairbands... hehe... can wear to wk and cny liao le... lalala...

kenneth called mi today tt gt pay liao. dey giv him the slip today. haha... tml gg to wk!!! 12-10... shld be quite ok lar... after tt im nt gg to wk liao. after cny den sae lar... haha... LIWEN, JIA YOU!!!

WISH MI GD LUCK!!!

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