MY THOUGHTS...

HAD BEEN READING PPL'S BLOG EVERYDAY. AND OF ALL THE CIs I NOE HU BLOG, MOST OF DEM BLOGGED ABT Y ARE DEY SO COMMITTED TO NPCC. AND WAT INSPIRED DEM TO BLOG ABT NPCC ALL STARTED WIF PPL ASKING "Y ARE U SO COMMITTED TO NPCC, DO U TINK TT ITS WORTH IT?" AND THEIR REPLY TO DEM WAS ALWAYS A SMILE...

Y AM I SO COMMITTED TO NPCC? I WLD OSO SMILE AT DEM WHEN DEY ASKED MI TIS QN. DEY WUN NOE THE BURNING PASSION IN MI. DEY WUN NOE HOW I FEEL EVEN THOUGH I CLD COME OUT WIF HUNDRED AND ONE REASONS FOR MY COMMITMENT. NOT EVEN THOSE EX-NPCC MEMBERS. I DUN BLAME DEM THOUGH. BUT I DUN TINK THERE'S HUNDRED AND ONE REASON FOR MY PASSION FOR NPCC. THERE'S ONLI ONE, WHICH IS I LOVE NPCC! =)

I'VE LEARNT ALOT FRM MY SEC SCH SQUADMATES, DELTA, AREA19 CIs AND OTHER HOs AND CIs FROM OTHER AREAS AS WELL. EVERYTHING JUZ CHANGED SO SUDDENDLY. ONE MOMENT, I HATE THE CIs TO CORE. REASON BEING I HATE DEM FOR PUNISHING US, WITHOUT KNOWING HOW WE FEEL AND TREATING US LYK DOGS. NOW TT IM IN THE CI's SHOES, I FINALLY NOE Y DID THOSE IDIOT CIs ALWAYS BARKED AT US LYK MAD DOGS. Y WE ALWAYS GET CHANGING PARADES, PUNISHMENTS, ETC.. ALL THESE ARE BECAUSE, THE CIs CANT SEE ANI PROGRESS DESPITE CONSTANT REMINDERS, NOT GIVING UP ON DEM AND HOPING DEM TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. OTHER THAN TT, I OSO NOE WHY EVERY CAMP WE ATTEND WAS A SUCCESS. Y EVERY ACTIVITY WAS A SUCCESS. Y WE, AS CADETS, CLD SLEEP SAFELY IN CAMPS ESP DURING ATC @ UBIN WHEREBY WILDBOAR CLD ATTACK ANITIME. TTS BCOZ OF THE CIs TO PLAN, TO FORESEE POTENTIAL HAZARDS, AND TO DO SENTRY DUTY EVERY MINUTE SINCE LIGHTS OFF TILL THE NXT MORNING. THE "SHOOTING SESSION" DURING DEBRIEF MIGHT NOT ALWYAS BE BCOZ TT THE CIs DO NOT C EYE TO EYE. IT IS OSO BCOZ TT WE DUWAN ANITHING BAD HAPPEN TO THE CADETS, THUS WE DEBATED TO COME OUT WIF BEST SOLUTION. ALL THESE, OUR DEAR CADETS WILL NV NOE. DEY ALWAYS TAKE THE THINGS FOR GRANTED.

I'VE LEARNT HOW TO WORK WIF MANI PPL, EVEN CIs WIF ATTITUDE PROBLEM. BCOZ OF DEM, I EXPERIENCED ALOT OF THINGS WHICH I DUN TINK MANI CLD GO THROUGH. I'VE GROWN UP IN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THE PERSON HU PUSHED MI TIS FAR. RAFIQAH. SHE IS MY IDOL, MY ROLE MODLE. =)

-muhahaha-