Traumatized

didn't gt to slp well last night... in fact, the moment i close my eyes, my mind will keep tinking abt tt... mr chong is holding it right infront of my face... covered with blood... lots of blood... i wanted to hlp, bt my legs seemed to be rooted to the ground... dey were all running here and there seeking for hlp... mrs chan and mrs wong talked to mi... i was not convinced... nt at all... its my suggestion to go there after sch... i shldnt have done tt... if i hadnt suggested abt tt, things wun turn out tis way...
yx didnt cum for dnt lesson today... she was too traumatized... ms zahara called us to the cabin during dnt lesson... dey asked mi to tell abt hw i feel to her... bt i dun find it useful to mi... mr tong spoke to us as well... he was trying to comfort all of us... the teachers were shocked as well...
mrs wong called and said tt the operation lasted frm 7pm to 3am... nw its to c whether its still function as per normal...
eunice cried during dnt... it meks mi feel worse... i tried to comfort her... its indirectly comforting myself... yx came to sch onli during amath lesson start... she cried in klz as well... she still blames herself for tt... bt its actually nt... hope she will overcome it soon...
even yee sin was afraid of the rm nw... i couldnt force myself to look towards the rm, nt at all... my legs will start shivering again...
i tink the few of us are having the same phobia for nw... lets brace ourselves up, and face the reality... lyk wat ms phang said... life must still go on... and lyk wat diva said today during chi lesson... if there is glory in ur life, there muz be setbacks as well...
hope he will recover soon, and join back the fajar family... we need ur assistance badly...
i realli duno wat to do...
ms phang asked us to write our problems in a piece of paper to her... the whole klz... i wrote everything inside... coz i always does tt whenever i have prob. to tell her... she will den hlp mi solve... tis time round i doubt she can do anithing... coz she noes hw i feel... she noes hw the few of us feel... she saw hw we behaved ytd...
dey bought a big cardboard to mek a get well soon card for him... farhana dey all are gg to buy fruits today... ms phang has the fruit basket... i hope he noe our sincerity...
get well soon, mr.z... =)