PMS Craving...

Anybody has any idea what plan can I sign up for BlackBerry Torch this August and I'm also able to upgrade the plan in March when iphone5 comes out?

I know it's lame but I been craving for BlackBerry Torch and iphone5 every month around my menses period... Food is no longer the top priority to me now. I actually spent the whole night looking at M1 and Singtel website looking for clues and plans that suits me best but to no avail.

My original plan (not during PMS period) was to get an iphone4 when I get back coz my plan expires on the 2nd Aug, and then sell it to get an iphone5 when it launches. But if that's the case, that means I won't get to own a BlackBerry at the same time... :(

I don't know why I want both!!! I am greedy!!!

我毕业了！！！

星期五正式毕业了，我左盼右盼上台领取大学本科文凭的那天终于来临了。

原本连参加毕业典礼都不想去，和同学们没有亲密到和他们一起毕业时哭得一把鼻涕一把眼泪的。后来国交院办公室一天前七早八早就给我打电话要我过去领学士服，要我非参加毕业典礼不可。

真实的，归属感没有，邀请出席的客人也没几个，但还好留学生是和留学生一起上台的，不是和同班同学，感觉好些。

很开心再次看见Lionel，他去年就毕业了，但是学校说technically他今年才能毕业，所以星期五和我们一起毕业~ 人还是一样，开朗，随和，爱捣蛋，怎么看得出来是在北京当记者的呢？而且听说表现还很优越呢！

整个晚上都是狂欢、狂欢、狂欢。先和同学聚餐和喝白酒，然后再到Burton和朋友们碰面。接下来都是Tequila,tequila,tequila。我们毕业了，没有推酒的理由，只能喝喝喝，怎么回来的几乎不记得，只记得晚上吐个不停。

好快~ 时间飞逝~ 快回家啦~ 百感交集啊。。。

成长

也许已经不是第一次说了，但是成长的过程到了某个阶段以后是很灰暗的。

从我小时候到我16岁，我不曾感到迷茫过。

0岁到16岁的旅程都是default的，从幼儿园到上小学，然后再升上中学，过后就得开始烦恼应该是上初级学院好还是上理工学院好。

我真的是中文系的料吗？从幼儿园到中学我中文的成绩每次考试都得第一，其他科目不管B,C,D,F，只要中文保持在最优越状态就好。

到了中文系开始接触到来自各个角落的中文高手，要是不努力的话成绩就很容易垫底。

当记者是我原本很大的愿望。后来在《我报》当了一个学期的实习记者后，发现自己真的不是当记者的那块料。

毕业后逃到中国来，以为两年的时间不算短，能够趁这两年想想大学毕业后想干嘛。谁知时间飞逝，转眼间已经毕业了，而我却还在摸索。。

成长的过程应该就是如此吧，凡事都靠自己慢慢去摸索，没有人会给我一本《张丽雯守则》告诉我下一步该怎么走。但这也就证明了：我，长大了。

不知道是可以考虑的选择太多，还是其实自己真的很没用，干不了大事。

Wrapping up...

这2个星期天空日夜勤劳地下雨，难得今天终于放晴，终于说服自己要勤劳一点开始把东西托运回家。

这次把课本和衣服带到东门是比较有挑战性，首先是没有货车载，需要把所有的东西装进旅行箱慢慢拖着到东门；其次是因为这次我是一个人处理这些事。虽然天空没下雨，但是路上水倒是积得蛮多的，有点麻烦。

好久没有自己单独行动了，还以为只有和我肤色不同的男友走在一起才会吸引别人的目光。拖着走着，发现大家竟然都一直盯着我看。不知道他们在看什么。。是看我这么可怜一个人拖着那么多东西，还是发现我胸前有个纹身，还是我脸上有东西，还是衣着和他们不同。

也许是因为即将离开华师了，从西门到东门‘东门回西门，一路上并不觉得越走越疲劳，反而觉得整个路程似乎缩短了许多。。就这样，边走边观察周围，再看看这里的人到底有多奇怪。都快3年了，原本已经接受这里的人的言行举止，但到后来他们的一举一动都让我厌烦。

一路上，听到有人向朋友倾诉这里的医院对待病人是多么不专业，想起朋友和自己住院的时候，这里的医院的确是欠缺了许多方面的服务和态度。

后来又看见前面2个女生过马路不看路差点被车撞到。。那女的竟然一点也不愧疚，反而说道：有死cat米~ (you scared me)。练习英语是很好，但是过马路时要遵守的规则应该比英语还简单吧。

路过的每段路都有着不同的回忆浮现在脑海里。中文系的武汉战友们、Alexey、张丁丁、张昀、Mia、Louise、余老师，还有男朋友的。同样的路，不同的体会。

以为是自己太懒惰才一直很不想开始收拾行李。写着这篇部落格时，回想起第一次来到武汉时我也是所有人当中最后一个开始打包行李的一个。终于领悟到原来现在和当时一样，都是因为我还不想离开，不愿意接受现实而选择不收拾行李。。。

阴天sss...

大雨 小雨 雷阵雨 接二连三地一直下个不停。。已经连续2个多星期每天持续在下。。
偶尔的阴天 躲在被窝里是很暖和很舒服没错，但这2个多星期来每天都躺在床上无所事事，连脚指头都被我扭疼啦！
说到疼痛，牙齿已经疼了2个星期，从一到上海就开始痛个不停！怪天气冷，牙齿才疼的。。
昨天终于受不了，七早八早就爬起来到牙科医院去看牙齿。之前去过了，但医生说治疗费需要大约300新币，听了心就疼！姐姐我是想要把钱用在更奢侈的东西嘞！昨天真的受不了了，整个晚上疼得要命，我没睡好，ryan也没睡好。想想，健康才是财富，重要的是先把命保住才有过着比荣华富贵更奢侈生活吧！

阴天使人变得忧郁，一直想到即将回国就不知所措。
好想时间快转，转到4年后，一切将会更美好~~~

浙江嘉善&上海

周三刚和Ryan从上海回来武汉，先去嘉善办一点Ryan的工事然后再到上海看看上海的夜景然后乘搭隔天早上的动车回武汉。对上海有点失望，没想象中的美，应该是因为我们选错酒店，而且只待上一个晚上，没得到东方明珠看看。但是人民广场就有够吊的了。
我知道我不完美，缺点怎么说都说不尽，这些你都不介意，我却整天对你挑三挑四。There wasn't a time that you try to change me yet I'm always being a bitchy girlfriend.
想到即将回家就感到特别没有安全感，但我会一直保持一颗相信的心。

3D2N @ 苏州

乘搭星期一第一班动车到苏州找爸爸。爸爸老了一些，但是还是很迷人啦。苏州的3天2夜只和爸爸吃了午餐和晚餐，没出去玩，虽然爸爸坚持要到我们到一些旅游景点去参观一下，但我认为爸爸应该多休息所以婉拒了。下次再好好地痛快地玩吧！
其他时间都是我和Ryan随便乱闯的，真的很感谢他翘课陪我去苏州。也可怜他要受我的小姐脾气，大姨妈快来了，加上爸爸之前遇到车祸，加上睡眠不足，每次在德士上都给他脸色看，他却没有出声，静静地被我念、念、念。。。

阿弥陀佛

老爸昨天开车不小心撞倒一位闯红绿灯的女单车骑士，那女的断了几根骨头，但是其他地方应该没太大伤害。。 真实的，闯什么红灯啊，希望她早日康复。。
从昨晚就一直烦到现在，医院一直向老爸要钱，已经给了好几万块！
真是的。。昨天难得能够摆脱朋友，跑到汉口去约个会，一切都很完美~ 逛ZARA，逛H&M，逛PULL&BEAR，帮男朋友挑衣服，逛完后看场Kungfu Panda再回家。谁知一踏进宿舍就接到这个消息~ 郁闷啊~ 这里的人怎么都不遵守交通规则呢？
早上一早又接到电话说医院还要多2万块！一个老头子身上怎么又那么多钱啊~ 马上出去订2张明天早上到苏州的动车票，真的还好Ryan一直都在，不然我整个人不知道会坐在电话前愣到什么时候。
希望那女的没事，会很快好起来，希望爸爸没事，希望周围的每个人都平安无事~

Inflation!

武汉涨价涨得太夸张啦~ 一双勉强看起来还像样的鞋子竟然要350块！偏偏姐姐我今天特别想花钱，所以一下子就买了2双，眼睛不眨，头脑也没多想想，就这样被人当菜头砍。
喜欢星期五，因为瑞恩早下课，今天就和他连续逛了3家商场，但是什么都没买到。。。是在他下午去打篮球时闲着没事干然后跑回去流行视窗买下这2双鞋子的。
这期的NBA也太精彩了吧，Miami Heats 每一场都毫不留情地把对手打得屁股开花片甲不留，really 哇塞！这2个星期就是这样，瑞恩下课回来就马上在网上搜看NBA Live，比赛竞争激烈，想继续睡个懒觉都难啊~
每天就是这样，睡觉前看见你，睡醒后第一个看到的也是你，爽~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

5月底了

快6月了，好快。。最近天气变得还怪，明明热得快40度了，一夜之间突然降温降到11度！11度的夏天啊，不是开玩笑滴！所有世界末日的预言都不是真的吧？世界末日不会到来吧？没有世界末日吧？嗯，没有世界末日的，别想太多！

在这里每天朝夕相处，回家后肯定会很不习惯。我们会熬过来的~
打破对未知的恐惧 :)

好快。。

2年就这样过去了。我毕业了。兴奋？不至于，反而感伤。真是怪了。。2年前的我迫不及待想完成学业找份好工作赚大钱。现在的我，却在犹豫不决。。钱财重要还是别的重要？在武汉的日子真的好开心，大家都和我一样吃饱没事干，想出去的话约好5分钟后在楼下碰面一起出去晃。
新加坡好忙，太忙了，步伐太快了。。快得我来到武汉都好不适应，大家都说我手脚太快。虽然家在新加坡，但回新加坡就只有几个字形容：闷、无聊、压力、烦、钱。。。
还有父母把你生下来你就非得一切按照他们为你铺的路一直走下去吗？这真的好吗？要你当医生你就当医生？要你相亲你就相亲？要你干吗就干嘛？现在都什么年代了，应该懂得掌控自己的命运啊。。还有，孝顺并不至于这样吧。。看见孩子苦着脸做你想做却无法做到的事情，你真的开心吗？把孩子们锁在自己身边，你很爱他没错，但是一定要这样吗。。。

Joycee 20th

Celebrated lil Joycee's 20th birthday last night.

My girl...

13th March 2011

华师国交院男子篮球队

Most of us slept late on Sat and woke up early to make it for this Bball event. We were told that it was an actual match against a Chinese team from Beijing and the CCTV crew would be there to film it down and would be casted on TV.
As you can tell, I could hardly open my eyes and I had a really hard time fitting my contact lens into my left eye.. I really had a hard time waking up, all I could remember was Ryan's alarm went off, I heard the shower went on, and then I heard: goodbye, babe. , and I went back to sleep until Shanti texted me: are you awake?
But because our boys had no confidence to do the after-interview in Chinese, Chen Laoshi turned around and yelled out: 哎，张丽雯，你来当翻译好不好？ And the boys were cheering at the back: liwen, liwen liwen.. Knowing how precious time is to people who do journalism, I decided not to be a gu-niang and accepted the request. Even thou deep inside I was kinda feeling 不平衡 coz all I wanted to do was to sit by the court and cheer for the boys while eating my Roti Prata.

The weird thing about me is that when I don't get enough sleep and I stay awake for too long, I would feel extremely tired but can't fall back to sleep. So, since Joycee came over to Huashi, we decided to not to waste the day and headed out to Hankou+SiMenKou. We really really need to get away from the school campus coz Chicony is all we ever been to for the past many many many days.

On the ferry...
I prefer to call it the Human Cargo coz it's really hugeeeeeeeeeee and the no. of people onboard was probably half of the whole Wuhan. It was my 2nd time taking the ferry to Hankou, the first time was almost a year ago after I had my stitches and Vova decided to take me out for a breather.

Fooling around in Hankou



And off to food street for more fooooooooooooooooooooooood mmmmm
Ok, that's all for nowwwwwwww. later loves!!!

Updates!

In case you forget how I look..

Usually my blog would be locked by this point of time coz I know there wont be updates within short term. Hahaha, I'm sorry I was busy with doing nothing so I didn't have the time to update.. Or should I phrase it this way: I was busy doing nothing thus I have nothing to update about. Yeap, that's better. :P

Well, if any of you still check out my site religiously.. Here it goes!

News number one: Welcome to China, Sian Chooooooooooooooooooo!!! Whoooooo~
I really want to turn up for the Singapore Day in Shanghai, but my thesis is really driving me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, and and and I really wanna see Sian Choo! Didnt get to see her during my Winter break..

News number two: I'm starting work tomorrow!!! YAY!!! As a translator and interpreter.
Although thesis is driving me nuts, I won't say no to such a good money catch!!! They offered a much higher pay to make me continue working for them after graudation, and the amount is really good.

News number three: After 3 years in China, I finally went to the movie theater last Friday!!! With Ryan and them usual people. I am number 4.

News number four: My frying pan caught on fire while I was cooking last night!!! I saw fire growing in my pan! And all I did was stare and stare and stare.. The fire was growing bigger and bigger.. Until Ryan ran over to grab the pan and threw it in the sink and got his hand burnt :(

News number five: I got to go now, to Chicony to stock up more snackssssssssssssssss!!!

News number six: I STILL NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT SLIM DOWN!!!

xoxo :)

Wuhan, finally!!! :)))))))

Flight from Sg-Gz and from Gz-Wuh was good, no delay no trouble, smooth! I was expecting delays coz I kept hearing alot of announcement saying their flight would be delayed, plus Wuhan was snowing non-stop yesterday.

Met an awesome taxi driver who made my 1hr+ journey an interesting one. Seriously, nice cabbies are super hard to find in places like this, glad I got his contacts. There wasn't any jam, unlike the last time where it took me 2.5hrs to reach.. This journey was smoother than smooth!!

My retard welcomed me back in our lobby, and I was so surprised to see my room sparkling clean when I entered my room. Floor swept and mopped, dishes done, laundry done, dusts swept.Everything done. <3 Thank you my retard, and Happy Valentines Day to my awesome superboyfriend and to the rest of you out there! :))

@ Guangzhou BaiYun Airport

Another 45 minutes to check-in, another 2hr 10min to board the plane, another 6 hours before I reach Huashi. Let me tell you, I can't wait!!!

This 4-5 hours transit time is killing me, everything's making me impatient. Good thing that the cafe here has wireless for me to bum on.. I don't care how much does one milkshake here costs, as long as I can have access to the internet I'd just go with it.

Thanks for all the sms-es, and thanks for offering to send me off and sorry for rejecting your kind offers but I really appreciate all your sweet gestures thou. <3

I can't wait to see my boyfriend, few more hours whooooooooooooooooop!!! <3 :)))))))))

新年快乐！！！

首先，我在此祝大家：

新年快乐
身体健康
一帆风顺
工作顺利
学业进步
心想事成
家庭美满
幸福快乐
世界和平
发大财！！！

My boyfriend was totally not contactable earlier coz his phone ran out of credits and the umbrella man has already gone back to celebrate cny. He came back on skype in the evening, sent me a few pics and said excitedly: hey look what i got while i was roaming around the campus after playing bball.. the chinese from our shitang invited me to have some reunion dinner.

It'd be so perfect if you were here, I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... It's ok, many many many more new years to come!

I love you :))

And to everybody: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HUAT AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So many hours, so many days..

Together with so much misses..

:)

I miss this retard so much. Not trying to be gay or what but I'm serious.

Anyway, it was nice meeting up with my CHS babes last night @ PS. Thanks for making time for me despite all your busy schedules and thanks for the birthday card and birthday angpao! You all huh... hahaha, I'm rich again thanks so much!

你不可以暗恋你的老师！！！