Fuck attachment. Fuck committment. Fuck horoscope. Fuck naive.

Fuck full stars. Fuck money. Fuck sorrows. Fuck growing up.

Fuck sweet-talkers. Fuck your pretence. Fuck betrayal. Fuck romance.

Fuck promises. Fuck dreams. Fuck today. Fuck you!

Sorry, I don't know what's anger management at the moment.

Too much Chocolates.

I think I had Chocolate-Overdosed Syndrome.
Felt so sleepy once I've finished another block of Cadburry at night.
Hit the lala land by 10.30pm.

I had Tao Huay and MacGriddles on the same day!
I was overjoyed!

Woke up and realized that Tao Huay and MacGriddles was just a dream.
But the main thing is that, I thought it's time for me to wake up and go for my morning jog.
To my horror! The time was 9.15am, and I had to leave for work by 9.30am!

I don't know how I did it, I managed to make it on time for work.

This is scary. I even craved for Tao Huay and MacGriddles in my dream!
*slaps myself*

Ok, 11 hours of sleep should be enough to keep me awake until 7.30pm!

Liwen, JIA YOU!!! (:

Hug.

A Sudden, Mighty, Monster Hug.

Somehow, I think it really helps. (:

Food, Fun, Friends!

Celebrated Fathers' Day yesterday with my family. I love food! (:
My top 3 menu.

Went for BBQ at Jiquan's condo after that with Yee Seng, Gordon, Xiao Ren, Kenneth & bro, Frances, Chew Hua and Jolyn. I know I really shouldn't be eating so much. Yar yar ok.

Crapped crapped crapped and decided to have mahjong session at Kenneth's house.
Horse Face came too! Haha, but he left after awhile.
They started mahjong-ing and I don't know how long they've been mahjong-ing.
Because, I Had Headache, And I Fell Asleep!
Woke up at around 7plus, and they just finished their Mahjong. Hardcore.

163 for Breakfast with Seng, Frances and Chew Hua, while Gordon and Xiao Ren K.O-ed at Kenneth's place.

It was so funny when we started talking about the Sec School times over breakfast just now.
My oh my, those were the days.

Give Blood!

Made a trip down to bloodbank for blood donation.
So nice of all the missy coming over and talk to me so that I won't feel bored.
They praised me! =D

Met up with dc at PS, then we went to ISETAN to buy waffles for Frances.
Went to Frances' work place and wait for her to knock off, roamed around geylang for taohuay but realized that we were travelling towards the wrong direction!

67-ed back to the west. DC went home while Frances and I went to monster's house.
Waited for YunFang and Xiao Ren for mahjong.

Homed by 1am, thanks Xiao Ren!

Dear Mahjong, please let me know more of you.
You are so hard to fathom.

YAY! BBQ later~ FOOD FUN FRIENDS!!! (:

Fake.

Soooooooooo many articles to complete!
Soooooooooo many interviews to execute!
Soooooooooo many press conference to attend to!

I'm already running out of creative juices to carry on with the fashion article I'm handling right now.

I've been writing alot of articles, just that they are of different labels, brands, and stuffs.

All along, it all revolves around IT, Arts, Education, Food, Fashion, Beauty, Health, Entertainment.............................

An IT nerd actually writes in the paper's IT column.
A person with no foundation about Arts is doing writeups for Arts Festivals.
A glutton who just stuffs herself with any food she see, actually needs to attend food tasting events and pretend she really knows how to appreciate those food.
A junk food lover actually writes in the health column to remind readers to take care of their teeth, their health and all.
A person with totally no dress sense at all was being told to do so many writeups for different labels.
A girl who only uses cheapskate shampoo, cheapskate bodywash, cheapskate facial wash have to do up a story for other expensive products!
A supportive fan of this particular singer, have to hold her anger while other reporters make sarcastic comments about him.

I don't deny, by doing all these, I'm more exposed to the world.
But then again, why do I have to do all these?

I don't go for labels what.
I don't go for branded stuffs what.
I don't spend unecessarily money on beauty products what.
I don't want to attend Arts exhibition to cover up that I'm actually a sua gu person what.

I just realized, attachment turns me into a coward.
Just what the hell am I doing. Damn it.

*Pulls my hair and scream*

Random.

In order to attain a higher level of education, you have to spend alot of money.
Money is the most important factor you must have; results doesn't really matter.

If your results is not good enough, all you have to do is to spend somemore money to enter some private institution, or fly overseas and study there for good.

Only the rich could afford it.

Whereas the not-so-rich ones, even though they have the potential to pursue higher level of education, they don't have the financial ability to do so.

Except for those minority ones, who managed to get scholarship and bursary to support their financial burden.

And so, the poor ones couldn't find a proper job without any proper certificate.
Then the rich one will get a better job.

Remembering the times back in secondary school times when we wrote the essay for Agriculture during exams.
The phrase ".... farming causes the rich getting richer, and the poor getting poorer ...".

I think this phrase applies for this situation as well.

Farmer poor = no money to upgrade = nothing to harvest = wait die.
Student poor = no money to upgrade = no certificate = no job = wait die.

Well oh well, I guess that's life.

Aiya, too exaggerating lar. Won't die so easily one.
The power of Optimism (:

Goodnight, peeps!

Vainpot.

Was discussing this random topic yesterday with TT.

TT: You know I very fed up lor, as if I MUST be their photographer for every outing. EVRY!!!

Me: Haha, ask them switch roles once in awhile lar.

TT: They will try to push the topic away one. You never encounter this before meh?

Me: Got lar, but I prefer to take photos for them mah. But I will still ask them to help me take also lar.

TT: Then when you ask them to help, they will just help?

Me: Some will help lar. Some will give a straight no. HAHAHA.

TT: Then what you usually do?

Me: Scold vulgarities lor. LOL!

TT: hahaha! I should try that too leh!

Me: Nono, it's useless. Coz after I scold, they will still refuse to help. Then we will all start laughing. LOL!

I didn't know taking picture could actually cause unhappiness.
Dear TT, stop complaining lar. Friends have to give and take.
OMG! I sound so mature now! HAHAHAH.

Ok, that's super random.
Yeah! I'm off for Kiwi tasting event now!

Miss mi! (:

不专一 是人的天性

Who's shunning?
Me or you?
It got me thinking.

Farewell,Emo.
Hello, 幸福！(:

你不专一，我真的不在意。
Because, I'm a Capricorn! :))

Cadburry

Dropped by the Fair Price at Marsiling MRT Station to buy my shampoo before heading to office.

I don't have the habit to use the plastic bags they provide, so I just stuffed the things into my bag.

Then the staff told me that I could get a 10cents discount, because I didnt use their plastic bag. HAHAHA.

Anyway, main point for this entry is that, I saw a big big sign saying "Cadburry Chocolate at $3.50"

Hohoho, you should know where I'll be heading to after work today. (:

HURRAY!!!

Whatever

I very crap, very cock, very nonsensical, very violent, very noisy meh?!

Ok, I will try to be a good girl from now on.

Thursday

Celebrated Lynnette's 19th birthday on Thursday. She was soooooooooo touched. hohoho! (:
And that's the hoodie she received as her bday gift (:
Happy 19th, Sweetie! (:

EQ

As expected, my predictions came true, just that I've been keeping them to myself.

Thanks for believing;
Thanks for listening;
Thanks for being manipulated;
by all his craps!

I've always thought you're a person with high IQ and EQ, but you've proven me wrong. I'm doubting your judgement ability.

You know what his motive is.
You mentioned that you will only take his words with a pinch of salt.
But no, you took his words with a whole sea of salt!

This is not the first time, not the second time, but the third time.

Thanks for betraying my faith on you.
Thanks for proving me that I'm a fool.
Thanks for showing me what you really are.
Thanks for letting me go;
Thanks for letting me to let you go.

I need lots of Cadburry
I need lots of Oreo Chocolate
I need lots of Taohuay
I need lots of McGriddles

Just to stay happy..

Sleeping Fugly

I went back to NgeeAnn to submit my interim report.
Bused to bp interchange for 184, and I fell asleep almost immediately after boarding the bus.

The next thing I know was that, I looped back to bp interchange!
What a pig. Fine. Waited for the next bus and managed to alight at NgeeAnn smoothly.

Submitted my report, strolled around the campus, tasted the long-missed kaki fuyong.

Trained back to office, and I fell asleep again almost immediately.
My handphone rang, and I was at Novena. I thought I overshot by 2 stops.
But no, not just 2 stops.
The train actually bounced back from Marina already!

*holds my head and scream*
I know I love to sleep alot.
But I don't remember I can totally fall asleep on public transport lor!

Call me the Sleeping Fugly.

Mahjong... Dynasty!

Friday was supposed to be a stay-home day for me to complete my interim report.
But Frances smsed me after 12.30am ask me if I wanna Mahjong.
So Xiao Ren came to fetch us to monster's house for Mahjong! (:
Gordon, Jiquan and his brother came too!

Intended to go to his place and finish up my report then Mahjong.
But I forgot to transfer the document to my thumbdrive :(
On top of that, monster's laptop is such a potato that it doesn't know how to type Chinese. :((

Grumbled grumbled, and I ended up Mahjong-ing.

Gordon sent Jiquan and his brother home at around 7am.
Afterwhich, Xiao Ren, Frances, Gordon and I went to KAP for McGriddles! =D
I've been craving for it for a long time already! hohoho~ =)

We had our butt stucked there until 9.30am and Gordon sent Frances and I home. Thanks! =)

Managed to complete my interim report and called to reserve a room at Dynasty.

Chill out at plaza mac with Mel and Frances at 7pm. He should be at genting now already. Hope he brings some taosapia back! hehe =D

Went to monster's place at 9.30pm and waited for Xiao Ren to drive us to Dynasty.
Coincidentally, our dressing had some similarity.
Frances red top, red shoes. Me - Green top, green slippers. Monster - Blue top, blue slippers. Xiao Ren - Black top, black slippers. HAHAHAH.
The K session with them was so funny, especially when the 2 guys sang a male-female duet.
And Frances' duet with Monster is soooo sweet lar. *blink blink*

Anyway, we k-ed from 10.45pm-2.45am.
Intended to have Taohuay initially. But it closed already, only left the other stall operating.
So no Taohuay! :(
You know the kind of 幸福 feeling I will have, if I got to enjoy both McGriddles and R.Taohuay on the same day?!
Well oh well, think it's a hint for me to stop eating so much. BAH!

Anyway, thanks Xiao Ren again for sending us home! (:

Us at Mac.
Notice our interesting combination too? Green, Yello, Red = Traffic Light! HAHAHA.

Our McGriddles!!! ^^
Xiao Ren.
Gordon.
Griddles griddles griddles!
At Monster's lift. She made it for his 20th Birthday! Awww~
Sweet sweet! Lucky boy. I think they should just be together. hohoho (:
At Dynasty.
31stofmaytwothousandeight. (:

Welcome to the club.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCKIE!
WELCOME TO THE 19-YEAR-OLD-CLUB WITH OPEN ARMS!
BEST WISHES!
MUACCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK~ xoxoxo (:

Masked with masculinity and optimism to conceal the femininity and weakness.

I hope at least someone will know, without me telling.

My weekends.

You know I love this weekends!

Friday went for supper at 6 avenue after work with Frances, Yuan Cheng and his friends. And one of them was actually "Xiao Ren"(Our talent for Video Production). haha!

After that, we tried searching for a proper and budget place for k session but to no avail. So we ended up watching Chocolate. The movie is so cool!

Homed at 5am. Thanks Xiao Ren (if you get to see this. HAHA) for driving each of us home.

Woke up at 8am for breakfast with parents and I didn't have any chance to take a nap after that.
Mahjong at Frances house at night with Jolyn, and Gordon came to fetch us for nighthunts after that. Chilled out at Jiquan's condo and off we went to Geylang for supper!

So nice to see Gordon and Jiquan after soooooooooooooooooooo longggggggggggggggggggggggg.

After supper, we went to search for haunted places and ended up walking the yin yang path near chestnut. Man, it was thrilling! =D

Homed at 6am, and I had to wake up at 9.30am for breakfast. I think I can survive well without sleeping already. (:

Gordon and I share a couple phone! HAHA.
Yummy Crispy Oily You Tiaos!
TAO HUAY!!!!!!
Frances and the Youtiao.
Gordon and the Taohuay.
Jiquan and the bao!
Jolyn and her stained mouth.
I can eat Taohuay with chopsticks! (:

Camwhoring in the car!Then, Gordon brought us to this place which sells freshly-baked bread loafs!
After that, we went over to dc's block to look for her. Finally Gordon gets to see his dear yuan yuan! (:
Soooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeet! HAHAHAH.
She always sleep. I feel so lonely :(
He peeps at me. I feel so insecure! :(
Credits to this xiao hong and Gordon for the thrilling night! =D
Yeah!