南老师来啦！

南老师介绍了两本书给我，让我有空时多读多做。
昨天突然很有当个好学生的feel，拿起散文和诗词猛读，突然很想念2008年的武汉，然后又想起南老师突然出现在宿舍surprise我们的那个晚上。我边跑到9楼边大喊：可是我没有穿bra!!!

突然接到一通电话，

我：hello?
他：喂，是张丽雯吗？
我：嗯，你是谁？
他：我南老师啦，我到武汉了...

暑假时见过了南老师，但为了今天能够再次在武汉看见南老师，我竟然整个晚上睡不着！

下午接到戚老师的电话，问我知不知道南老师来到了武汉，然后说他们人正在宿舍大厅，天啊，明明人就在武汉，几乎每天都在华师，到底有多久没见到戚老师了。。

武汉+戚老师+南老师，要是你们也都在的话一切就很完整了。

Broke.

I think I should start keeping an account book because I don't know where I spend all my on. I'm not broke as hell but I wanna save up for travelling.


Oh and I'm so glad that there's this new dude we hang out with who stays in the same building as me. Makes me feel so much better coz before that everyone stays in the other dorms.

Normal lessons resume tomorrow onwards!!! ^^

I miss this guy!

The thing is since Molly went back to Samoa, no one heard from her until few days ago when she reappeared on facebook. I'm glad that at least Jimmy and I would exchange mails to keep in touch, man I kinda miss this guy. Funny guy.



I hope to see him again soon! :))

It's Friday.

It's Friday, yay..
The beginning of the weekends, where you don't have to be alone.
You can do whatever you want and leave the sorrows behind.
You can change a boyfriend every ten minutes after every song.

Yay, it's Friday! *Yawn*

Human.

A friend got engaged for a long time and finally got married lately. But they split up not long after. He locked himself out of his world. And instead of saying nice things to make him feel better, people asked him: why? or who wanted it? and shits like that, as if it's not bad enough already.
And so much so for calling yourself a friend of his, to satisfy the curiosity in you and don't give a damn about people's feeling. Yeah, human, they just gotta make themselves happy first before they could make people happy.

Finally.

And so, my attachment starts today. I wasn't expecting it to be so soon thou, coz my class hasn't arrived in Wuhan yet, so I called my teacher in charge to figure out my components for the internship. I was supposed to meet him at 9am to discuss about it, and he just sent me to my class right away. Because we have to fulfill a minimum hour of class hours, I have to attend the intensive day to night full preschoolers timetable. BITE ME!!!

Anyway, it's good that it's ending on the 22nd Oct, one more weeeeeeeeeek! Yeah, why do you think I got to attend so many classes everyday with them? Coz my other classmates started the internship a month ago while I was shaking leg in Sg and carry on to shake leg and pig out here in Wuhan. Not that I deliberately want to do that, I told you because my class is not in Wuhan yet!!!

Today was the first day.. and man, I'm so exhausted. Afterall, the preschoolers I'm dealing with are adults. Who speaks no Mandarin, some don't even speak English. Time for some crazy actions guessing game baby!

Alright, imma go eat and then prolly fall asleep right away.

Holidays

So China National Day holidays are here. YAY!!! Actually it made no difference for me, reason being ever since I got back to Wuhan, I've not been into any classrooms yet. Not because I skipped classes, but because we stopped our classes for attachment. I came back late so I got deployed to one Chinese Language preschool class, and the students haven't arrive in Wuhan yet. As much as I'm hating it, I think I should be mentally prepared that the students are all from the Turkmenistan. The most problematic students of all. I just want the accachment to be over quick, smooth, fun.

Anyway~ Allowance is finally here! I was so fking broke before that, I spent all my money on the 3rd day I arrived and I told myself to stop using money from my sg acount. So for the whole of 2 weeks, Francis been feeding Shanti and I alot! He cooked so much that there was once, the 3 of us had to eat mashed potatoes, pork chop and pepper chicken 3 days straight! Shanti and I both gained 2 kg each. 2kgs of love from Francis ~_~

In short, I've been enjoying myself here alot right now. I'd receive call from Fran or Shanti at 12.30pm to wake me up so that we could have lunch together. Then we'd go shop for ingredients for dinner, then we'd cook, then we'd eat, and then I'd cab to dida and sleep over at Joycee's. It's been the same almost everyday. But we stopped doing this, coz Fran left for Shanghai to meet his gf on Wed. Shanti and I were like: YESSSSSS, no one gonna stuff us with food for 10 days!!!

Shanti left for Beijing few hours ago. Which means I'm stucked in Huashi all by myself unless Joycee comes over or I go over. 50kuai on cab fare everyday is a killer.

I got a whole set of hotplate today! So that it'll be my turn to feed them motherfuckers when they get back. Oh and I got 2 plants today~ Joycee and I got bored in my room so we went to Cultural Street to roam about and I got the 2 plants :P

Oh and Rosa's finally gotten over her stitches phobia, she got fking wasted on Thursday night and she cracked the hell up of Joycee and Shanti.

And the craziest thing I did since I came back was on Wed, I ordered 2 boxes of beers and brandy from Huang Store. Because he can't deliver it to Dida for me, I waited for the cab with all the booze for half an hour in the rain, just so that I could find someone to drink with me on that night. Drinking with Joycee, then we walked out to get supper, came back drink again and I don't even remember how did I fall asleep. Good thing to drink indoors, pass out anytime you want.

Yeah, basically that's what up in Wuhan lately.

女友之间的爱

“我再也不愿见你在深夜里卖醉，不愿别的男人见识你的抚媚，你可知道这样会让我心碎，
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊，不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味，你可知道这样会让我心碎。”

之前是我唱这段给一个朋友听，昨天换成朋友们唱给我听。虽然发音不准，但真诚和感动度却是很高很高。。

When people in our Wuhan Family starts moving out...

Most of the students moved to other Universities to start their major, but they can still be found everywhere in HuaShi coz 1) The year 1 locals are still undergoing the military training thus lessons haven't started for them yet. 2) They find it hard to move to other universities coz 'HuaShi' is where they 'grew up' from.

We decided to visit Jackim at his school, we've been calling that school the 'countryside' coz it is in some ulu part of Wuhan and you can even see the trains passing by from the school. The school is fking hugeeeee it takes about an hour to walk from the international student dorms to the nearest school gate. It's either you buy a bike or bicycle there or you spend 2 hours walking just to and fro the school gate. Luckily we took a cab in that day, it was 5rmb difference from the gate to the dorms. Like seriously!!!
That's his room. It's pretty sweet. They have a private secluded balcony and free fridge! Except that it's a squatter toilet and there's no TV.. And his no life neighbour knocks on every door along the hallway to make us shut up.
Joycee and Jackim, one sweet and funny couple.
Who says you can never go full retard?

Anyway, Joycee has been my part-time roomie since I came back. It's either she sleeps over at mine, or Shanti and I go crash at her double-double bed.

Yeah, Joycee made me jump on her bed every morning I woke up while Shanti's washing up. Coz they say: it's either you cut down on food, or start exercising. So yeah, I enjoy jumping on her bed. It's springgggyyyyyy~ I'd prolly break my legs if I were to do that on my own bed. LOL

Ok, laters~ Dinner time! Shanti's cooking todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^

秋天的风

整天飞来飞去的，有时候会忘了自己在哪里。不知道是自己的适应能力太强还是已经从习惯到麻木了。

到了武汉后，每天都吃和喝就是找朋友聊天或者睡觉，简直就像一头猪。今天起得特别早，因为早上5点半就接到 Lisa Baby 的电话说人在华师要过来，所以没办法继续睡觉。到武商买些日用品，回来后马上倒在床上睡觉，一直到晚上8点接到Francis的电话邀我一起吃晚餐。他们刚打完球，今天是华师留学生女篮的Selection Day，原本是要去的但是睡迟了。

吃晚餐时感到有点不好意思，因为大家都要我参加女篮。但是我的脚。。。 冠军赛就在这个11月份，我们每年都夺得冠军，我怎么可能！！还好大家都对我特别宽容，至少他们训练时我都会在。嘿嘿

晚餐后，坐在宿舍楼下聊天，阵阵强烈的秋风吹到武汉了。Jackim现在就读农业大学，在武汉的乡下，聊天时他说: Yesterday night, alot of birds flew towards my school direction. My neighbours all say this is no good bcoz the cold weather gonna hit us soon.

这天气最适合穿着Fbt和T-shirt散步到老干妈。去年尝试过，但是自己一个人，实在忍受不了别人怪异的眼光。华师现在有大约100名新加坡学生，FMS, Engineering, CHS... 刚看见2位我猜是Engineering的女生坐在1楼边吃Mac边享受秋风，看见一群FMS的学生穿着FMS Tshit 浩浩荡荡地走进宿舍楼，看见1位CHS学妹下楼投诉头洗到一半就没水了就上楼。

这么多组的新加坡人经过，没有人对谁打招呼，只和自己的朋友聊天。他们问我：how come Singaporeans don't talk to each other? Liwen, you are so full of shit, I'm sure you can be friends with them.

我也不知道，就说: you dont understand our culture.

他们回复： well, but at least we know that if we see any Chinese looking person helping others to open the door or giving way to others, they must be Singaporean. Not a zhongguoren.

对，我们Civilised.

我真的需要减肥！！！回到武汉=大吃大喝，连他们都无法忍受了。
昨天在5号宿舍楼chill out时，我说要回家收一下衣服，他们回了一句: yar sure, put on your shoes when you come back, let's hit the bball court. Jackim gonna come play ball, we go run after.

就这样，我和Shanti就坐在球场看他们打球 ...
从天亮打到天黑。
然后再到体育场。他们终于这是才明白为什么我这次会拒绝参加女篮队。
从来没在跑到上散步过，昨天应该是第一次吧。希望我很快就能再跑步运动~

明天是中秋节~去年的中秋节我在桂林，和Louise联手“逼”Ryan Jimond Kenneth 和我们一起吃月饼~

中秋节快乐！

And so I'm in Wuhan.

This is the awesomest sandwich I had within this short period of time..

Hello all~ thanks for all the texts and messages. I'm in Wuhan now, safe and sound. Haha. And bigggggggggggggggg thank you for ah bel and chengyao who woke up early morning to give me a surprise but didn't make it, coz I already went into the departure gate.. Ahhhh really appreciate it!!!

Everything was going very smoothly until I hopped onto the cab. I got stucked in the traffic jam and the cabbie took me all over Wuhan to see if there's any road that wasn't that 'jammed'. The whole Wuhan road was jammed due to some accident, and it took me more than 2hours to reach my dorms and the cab fare costed fking 250rmb.

I came into my room and found out that there were mould everywhere on my furnitures and shoes and toilet bowl!

Apparently, Shanti and Joycee had been standing at the old dorms peeping into my room. The moment they saw the lights on, they knew that I was back and came knocking on my door to surprise me with Shanti's super delicious macaroni with cheese. The moment they entered my room, they were like: my gosh liwen, did u take a dump before you left and forgot to flush?

Yeah, that's how bad my room smelt. FKING MOULD! I can't even sleep in my room on the day I arrived.

Grammys and VOX were sooooo empty when we got there. Everyone left, I guess the crowd would come back when time pass by and more people meets more friends.. Anyway, crashed in Joycee's school and her room is fking awesome. With 2 double beds combined together in a single room!

Lisa baby got robbed while going back to ligong from huashi. The fking chinese guys who robbed her even cut her wrist that almost got to her main vein.

And it's good that huashi banned some students from coming into our dorms for visiting.

Ahhh, ok, Mac time. Life of a bum whoo!!!

我又要飞了！

明天飞武汉了~

感觉。。。哈哈，不知道。
武汉对我来说一直都是一个既熟悉又陌生的地方
每一条街都很熟悉，但是每次重复经过那些街道通常都是和不同的人
每次都是抱着很陌生的心情到那个熟悉的地方

尤其是这一次，新的学年开始了，不知道新来的同学们都是什么样的人

啊~ 还是乐观点！
希望一切真的会很顺利。让我遇到更多好人吧！

祝我好运~

再见！

What a cute couple!

Lately, I've been watching "The Bachelorette" Season 6 and I'm still halfway to the last episode. I really wanted to kill myself when I got to find out about the results online, wah lau, spoiler!!!

I'm not sure about you, but the weird thing about me is whenever I'm watching shows like this when they have to make people fight and compete on something, I'd scan through all of them and tell myself "this dude gonna win".

You know I was so annoyed to see the boys backstabbing one another and warn the girl about this guy and blah and then they would act like stupes to try to impress the girl. And then Roberto caught my attention coz he's really fking charming especially when he smiles! And he's sweet, he's awesome! But I didn't expect him to really stand out in the end, coz he was being all quiet and low profile.

And his first one-to-one date with Ali was super romantic can! First kiss on the zipline! He was scared like hell but was still trying to comfort Ali and stuff. HAHAHAH.

Meanwhile I'm still stucked in all the killings and self-killings among the boys in the show, have yet to see this part yet. But YAY!!! ROBERTO!!!
Roberto is such a hottie, and Ali is so cute tooooooooo!

I'd say, perfect couple. Too perfect!

人

我乘上了巴士。
巴士里有几位中学生还有几位刚上巴刹买完菜的婆婆。
一路上婆婆们都七嘴八舌地说话。
到了巴士转换站当司机煞车时，我听见有东西掉落在地上的声音。
大家下了巴士，我走向巴士后门时看见婆婆正在努力地捡起掉在地上的苹果。
我蹲下帮忙捡起苹果。
有两位中学生刚好走到后门要下巴士。
我看了他们一眼，他们还了我两眼。
我继续捡苹果，婆婆把袋子打开让我把苹果放回去。
他们还站在那里。我又看了他们一眼。
男生小声说：婆婆，我帮你拿下车啦。
现在的人做什么都那么慎重考虑，连帮个小忙也不例外。
这是因为帮人是件很丢脸的事，还是你害怕会帮错人？
还有，之前一直和婆婆聊天的另外那些婆婆又去了哪儿呢？
司机先生，如果我去投诉你的话你会怎么辩护自己？
你会承认是自己的疏忽 ，
还是说是婆婆自己把苹果掉在地上？
或者你会骂我，说这只是一件小事，没有造成太大的破坏，干嘛大惊小怪？

这不仅仅是一个关于苹果掉落在地上的故事。

2010年9月11、12日 - 武汉2周年

好快~ 转眼间2年就这样过去了。短短的4个月半的朝夕相处竟然让我们找到了 Ah Bel 所说的 “比石头还坚固的友谊”。谢谢各位，一路上都有你们陪我一起走过。

首先要谢谢 Ah Bel 亲手制作的爱心卡片。我很感动~ 你每次都很有心，动手制作卡片给我~ :'D



虽然2年的时间过去了，我们的外表，思想，等方面都有些改变，但是我们共有的 Ki Siao-ness 是怎么甩也甩不掉的！^^










2008年的我，现在肯定正在和另外几位中文系的武汉战友们一起聚在一起聊天，对未来4个月半的旅程感到无比的兴奋以及抱有满怀的期望。那时的我们，当时的我是非常开心的。

2009年的我还不认识 Ryan 和 Jimond，现在应该被困在北楼和我的越南同屋秋怀一起看电视，或者是在msn和Kenneth聊天。当时的我对武汉感到有些失望，但我认为是自己还不适应，并对接下来的日子充满了期望。

2010年的我，现在竟然还在新加坡。现在的心情是：害怕。但是我的乐观是怎么也灭不掉的，我希望这次到了武汉，一切会更好，更精彩！我坚信“明天会更好”，我有信心我们每天都会在欢笑和欢乐中度过！:))

Jazmine Sullivan - Bust Your Windows

The image of your laptop and stereo system being smashed into a million pieces onto the floor, with you squatting down covering your balded head with your dirty hands, still cracks me up.

It's now about the world of equality. An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.

Last weekend in Singapore.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
It's good, no not good.. I meant Awesome, wonderful, wohoo~ to have them with me. I hope it will be another awesome year with awesome and fun loving people. :)

只在乎曾经拥有

SHIT! I realized that I did not take any picture on my 21st Birthday!!! =/
It wasn't like any other very 风光 kind of 21st bday parties, instead, it was a quiet one.
It was the only day that my fagtards treated me nice in a different way.

Few hours before my 21st, I was in Beilou enjoying some quality time with my Vietnamese roomie and admiring the snow, when my classmate QQ-ed me and told me that the teacher decided to reduce the deadline for our 60% weightage assignment to the 11th instead of the 20th. At 00:00hr. Yes, our teachers can really come up with any shit. Luckily it wasn't an essay kind of assignment, it was just something like a lesson plan for my class.

All the while I've been using Ryan's or Mia's textbooks to plan for my lessons, coz I was teaching their level. But the both of them were busy dating at that point of time, and as I was about to jump off my balcony due to too much pressure, Jimond called. He was on his way home from work, and tada~ my saviour. I ran to their apartment with my laptop and I've never hated snow that much. It was so slippery that I slipped every 100m I ran.

I reached their apartment, Jimond threw me his textbook and went upstairs and I carried on working on my lesson plan in their living room. Ryan came back, muttered a "wassup faggot" and went into his room.

I don't know how I did it, but I managed to complete my assignment 10minutes before the deadline. I was so fking drained out that I didn't even cut the lights off, I was too tired to move my butt! I just knocked out right on the couch. The next moment, someone dragged me up and blind-folded me from the back and said: who works their ass off on their 21st birthday? It was Ryan's voice. He "unblinded" me and said: Happy Birthday, by the way, you are still a retard, just for your info.
Then, I recognized Jimond's gorilla footsteps stomping down the steps, as he shouted: Happy Birthday fag! Next, he picked me up and spinned me 21 times. And we crashed right after.

Ryan woke me up in the morning, waited for me to wash up and stuff, and fetched me to school on his bike. (Usually he'd just leave by himself and let Jimond and I carry on sleeping until either of us wakes up and then I would go and kick his ass until he's awake and vice versa and then we will go to school late.)

And when all our classes ended at 11.40am, the rest of them waited for me under the classroom building and we had our usual 'birthday lunch'. And, for the first time without having me to beg, they took me to the arcade!!! =D

Evening time was a date with Stu. He was still a mafan guy who I just can't wait to get rid of. While on the date, Mia kept texting me: come to the boy's crib by 7pm if not you're dead. So that gave me an excuse to escape from him. I'm sorry baby I did this to you, but still, HAHAHAHAH!

I reached their crib, there were MacDonalds and KFC lying on the coffee table. Every one was there. And we started watching movies and telling jokes as we munched on the burgers and chips.

Nothing dramatic, nothing glamorous, just something intimate. And I love them all. I really love Mia because she really knows what kind of things to plan for liwen's birthday. It's the right companion, simple yet with a lil bit of craziness in it, HAHAHAHAHAH. :P
The others who we only go out to have fun with, they told me they wanted to throw me a party at BOX! That would be a birthday party for Rosa, not Liwen.
Love you much Mia, my lesbian. hahahahahah

Oh, I made a mistake. It's not just Delta. I remembered that it's something essential for us to say "I love you" or "saranghae" to each other in Wuhan everyday.

Mia knows how much I love her, Louise know how much I love her, Hugo knows how much I love him. Yeelin knows(I hope) that I really loved her..

And everytime I told my fagtards I love them, Ryan would go: love you too, now be a good girl, get lost and leave me alone. and Jimond would imitate the way I say "I love you" or "Saranghae" and then add on "you go to hell".

Things would be so much nicer now, if there wasn't any drama going on.. If only...

理工大学

多数之前在华师通过语言关的学生都搬到理工大学开始他们的专业。
还以为他们真的那么认真努力学习，连上 Facebook 和 Skype 的时间都没有。
原来理工的男生留学生宿舍正在进行装修中，所以他们必须暂时住在类似华师“北楼”的地方。。2个月。但是他们比较惨，连网络都没有。。。

为什么这样！！！以前是我，现在是 Stu。可怜。

甘你娘。

To love or to be loved.

"The reciprocity that we always wish for is actually a false reciprocity."

They say, if you ever have to choose between To Love and To Be Loved, To Be Loved would be a wiser decision.

I didn't know love can be spoon-fed, I didn't expect myself to be a slacker in a relationship too. Maybe I haven't seen you in a long time, maybe things will get back straight later. Who knows.

Sense of guilt, yes.
More importantly, it's my last year in Wuhan already, which means...